I heard that you've been asking about me least that's the word on the street i just don't know what to believe; why was I dumb enough to leave?
 

Donghae closed his eyes listening to the people talking "Shes been asking about him, even after they've broken up..." "how can she be so obsessed?" "shes inlove with that boy.. just let it be" "yeah just let her get her heart broken~" Donghae just stood up wanting to ignore them, why did he have to leave her?

I saw you with him today the boy who took my place you seemed so much happier with me, But maybe that's just the way I want it to be.

Donghae walked to a park and he saw her with some other guy 'I guess that's the  guy who took my place.' he watched them, she didn't seem as happy as she used to be or maybe he was just telling himself to feel better? he was glad he was wearing a disguise, she would have recognized him for sure. plus he had some crazy fans.

But it's just another one of those days the way you made it all feel so right the way you fit into my arms at night I'll remember that feeling for the rest of my life 

Donghae just sat down trying to ignore them, he thought back on the happy times they had together

Flashback~  "DONGHAE~!" he turned around when he heard that voice "Hey there Kitty, how was school?" "BORING! I'm glad its over~ lets go get icecream?" she had that adorable pout on her face,the pout he just loved to see, he could never say no to that pout, ever, he just intertwined their fingers together and started walking with her; that night they fell asleep holding each other,

But it's just another one of those days I can't help but feel a little upset about the things you and I never had I had the world, but instead threw it all away.
 

He had even planned on marring her someday, having kids a family, that's something he always wanted, kids and her to be there mother, He closed his eyes still thinking back on that day he couldn't forget the day he had to leave her, he was going to be an idol and he had to leave for awhile and train, he remembers her face the hurt and shock there was on it how he held her when she cried

FLASHBACK AGAIN~

They were in her room watching tv, like they always did on Saturdays. "How can you do this Donghae?! your just going to throw everything you have with! just like that!" she started crying she just broke, completely, she screamed at him and cried, he held her tight in his arms "Kitty i'll be back! I PROMISE~ remember? we have all these plans for our future! and becoming an idol will make it better! when we get married and have kids, I'll have alot of money just think about it like that itll be good for our children!" she looked up at him still crying; they kissed; and kissing leads to other things; it  turned out kitty was pregnant; 4 months pregnant with Donghaes child; Dongahe couldn't have been happier; he promised he would come back as soon as he could; when he got on that plane kitty just waved faking a smile;                                                                                         end flashback;

Now, it's just another one of those days so tell me what happens next? Its out of my hands, I guess. I just don't know what to believe w hy don't you tell me to believe.Why did you let me leave? It's not the way it's gotta be. What's wrong with me? Why don't you tell me to believe? Why did you let me leave? Is that the way this has to be? 

 its been a few years now;

Donghae didn't go back he was sitting down back stage thinking about why didn't  his kitty make him stay, where kitty was, if he could find her, he just stood up and went to the stage, practicing dancing for the show tonight, ignoring the random fans that were already there screaming his name, he really wanted one of those fans to be kitty, kitty and his son, he couldn't think straight he was just wondering what was wrong with him, why he couldn't get her out of his mind, he knew; maybe, he was in love with kitty and that was the truth, why did he leave, he slapped himself mentally he had seen her awhile ago and of course she had a new boyfriend, after the concert he walked through a park sitting on a swing burring his face in his hands, he shouldn't have left he could still be with kitty and had have a son, he heard someone walk infront of him "you know its not safe for idols to be out here without a disguise" his eyes widened and he looked up "Kitty...?" she smiled at him "in the flesh." he instantly stood up and wrapped his arms around her holding her as tight as he could "i'm so sorry kitty." she laughed and hugged him back "what are you apologizing for?" "I told you I would come back and.." he was cut off "well you are back silly, so why are you apologizing for?" he smiled "I guess I am back now.." he let her go and she took his hand "now come with me someone wants to met you." He got to met his son and jesus he looked exactly like a little version of Donghae, he was so happy right now, him and kitty did get married, it turned out the dude he had seen before was her older brother, he felt stupid then, he continued being an idol,  but of corse kitty and Seung Hyun came with him everywhere, he was happy so happy and in love -