Final

When Fate Plays Its Game

"Hey girls"

Leeteuk greeted the nine gorgeous ladies in front of them.

 

"Oppa!"

The ladies shouted back.

 

"It's been a long time since we last saw you oppas"

Yoona said as she just finished hugging all the 9 boys.

 

"Where's Shindong oppa?"

The resident shikshin, Sooyoung asked.

 

"Oh, you want to meet your 'partner in crime' ?"

Siwon said as he remember the old days.

 

- Flashback -

"Oppa! Shhhh! We're both hungry so we're gonna STEAL food okay. So better be quiet!"

Sooyoung said as she creep their way to the kitchen.

 

"Yaaah Sooyoungie, cant we go a little faster?"

Shindong said, showing a hint of impatience.

As they continously walked to the kitchen, another Choi stopped them.

 

"S-siwon oppa?"

 

"Oh my dear Shikshins, were are you going?"

 

"To the kitchen!"

Shindong said, as a matter of fact.

Sooyoung elbowed Shindong.

 

"Owww"

Shindong said, wincing in pain

 

"Oh Siwon oppa, he meant we're going to the garden?"

 

"Garden? Oh really?"

 

"How long are you two living here?"

Siwon asked, making the two clueless.

 

"Since we graduated elementary school"

Sooyoung answerd him, still not understanding his point.

 

"So you must know where the garden is."

 

"Yes, it's over there"

Shindong answered, pointing the door to the garden.

 

"Then, what are you doing here if you're going to the garden?"

"Aissh! Yah yah we are defeated! Why the heck Taeyeon unnie will send you to guard the kitchen?"

 

Siwon laughed in victory over the resident shikshins

 

-end of flashback -

"Yaah oppa! It's embarassing!"

 

--

 

The 10 boys and 9 girls who have the closest friendship bond you'll ever see.

During their highschool days, they live in one big house, as bought by Jessica's parents for them.

But as they finished highschool, all the boys got accepted for a "One-year" study in abroad.

Thought it's hard, the girls kept telling the boys it's fine.

Few weeks before the flight of the boys, some unexpected things happen.

 

Leeteuk became Taeyeon's boyfriend.

Yesung asked Yuri to be her DinoYul.

Hyoyeon got together with her Dancing King, Eunhyuk.

Sooyoung's chef, Ryeowook, ask her to be his forever food taster.

The aegyeo couple SunSun

The annoying Heechul the pink lover asked the Mushroom Tiffany to be with him

The maknaes Kyuhyun and Seohyun, who showed shyness at first, but lately admitted that they're going out.

While Donghae asked Yoona to be his girl.

And Siwon, who got rejected by Jessica.

 

 

Wondering why Jessica rejected Siwon?

It's because there is only one guy she loves.

Wanna know who?

It's Donghae.

Lee Donghae.

 

--

 

Back to the point, one year passed already.

The nine boys came back without Shindong who decided to study there longer.

Still it's TaeTeuk, YeYul, SunSun, HyoYuk, HeeFany, SeoWook, Seokyu and YoonHae.

 

What happened to Siwon and Jessica? Well, they just said they are contented being single.

--

Later that day, they arrived their mansion.

Still, nothing changed.

The boys rushed into their rooms to have a rest.

The girls let their boyfriends rest because they knew they are really tired.

From the beautiful garden, a lady with sorrowful eyes named Jessica stared at the girls who was happy with their boyfriends.

The jealousy she felt inside rises up.

Especially to Yoona, who was lucky enough to have the boy she truly loves.

The main reason why she asked to her parents the mansion they were all living in is because she wants see Donghae everyday.

Though it ended up in such a wrong way.

 

 

"Are you okay?"

A voice from her side asked her.

The water of the fountain at her back gives her the cool feeling.

She dripped her hand to ignore the voice.

The voice she guiltily rejected when he asked her out a year ago.

 

"Jessica"

He called her name but she didnt respond.

He put his hands on her shoulder and slowly turned her body to face him.

Their eyes met.

Siwon's heart was beating so fast because the girl she loved the most was in front of her.

But sadly rejected him. 

He let go of her shoulder.

In front of them was a tree.

Where Siwon asked her out.

The painful memory of 'that' day was running to his mind.

Her voice that says 'I'm sorry I cant accept your love' was ringing continously like an alarm clock.

Awkward silence was between them until Jessica spoke up.

 

"Oppa, you should rest now"

Siwon nodded and unexpectedly, she grabbed Siwon's hand and dragged him inside the house to his room.

He didnt disobey and he just let her to what she's doing.

He smiled knowing Jessica still cares for him.

 

 

Months alreeady passed.

The boys continued their studies to the university where the girls are going to.

One Saturday, Jessica saw Yoona inside her room, reading her diary.

When the door creek, she wasnt surprise to see Jessica's shocked face.

Instead she was shocked of the contents of her diary.

 

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? AND WHY ARE YOU READING MY DIARY?"

"YOU LIKE DONGHAE OPPA ARENT YOU, UNNIE?"

"WHO TOLD YOU READ THAT?"

"UNNIE ANSWER ME!"

"YES I DO LOVE HIM! NOW, HAPPY ?"

"U-unnie"

"HOW DARE YOU TO READ MY DIARY YOU LITTLE EVIL!"

"WHAT?"

"LITTLE EVIL. WHY AREN'T YOU THAT?"

"YOU ARE SO MEAN!"

"I'M NOT MEAN"

"WHY ARE YOU SO MAD AT ME? EVERSINCE DONGHAE OPPA ASKED ME OUT YOU BECAME SO COLD TOWARDS ME? ARE JEALOUS?"

"H-HOW COULD YOU!?"

 

Yoona smirked.

Seeing the face of Jessica being hurt.

She was carried away by her words Jessica said earlier to her.

She also noticed that the 16 people are watching their fight.

So,

 

"Unnie, sorry to say, but Donghae oppa is mine. You'll never get him and claimed him as yours."

Jessica got pissed by Yoona's words.

She grabbed her hair and pulled it.

In response, Yoona did the same to Jessica.

Donghae ran to them and pulled Yoona while Siwon pulled Jessica and Leeteuk was trying be in the middle of the two girls.

They successfully stopped the two.

Until Donghae shouted at Jessica,

 

"Jessica we talked about this before. I told you I love Yoona and you're just a friend! What Yoona said was right! I'll never be yours."

 

Silence filled the room.

Taeyeon looked at Jessica.

Her eyes doesnt have tears.

Tiffany rushed to her and tried to hug her but she failed.

 

"I dont need your pity"

 

Jessica said walking out of her room.

She ran to the secret basement where no one knows except for her.

She cried her heart out.

The words that Donghae said to her keep echoing in her mind.

 

"Yoona-ah, are you okay?"

Donghae asked his precious Yoona who was silent.

Yoona, herself was surprised too.

She didnt know why she said that.

But she knows it was her fault.

She cried and hugged Taeyeon.

she was saying sorry to everyone inside the room.

 

"Guys, I'm really sorry. Pls dont be mad at me. I was just carried away."

 

"Yoon, are really sorry for her?"

 

Yuri asked, asking for a sincere answer.

 

"Yoona-ah, you are always the sweet one to us so we just cant believe what you said earlier"

 

Sunny said, showing a hint of disappointment to her dongsaeng who just showed a different side of her.

"Unnies and oppa, I am really sorry. I didnt mean to read her diary. It's just I exactly open a page, where I saw Donghae oppa's name so I got curious and read it."

 

--

 

They fixed themselves to the living room.

As the oldest, Taeyeon and Leeteuk tried to fixed the wrong between them.

As a result of a good talk, they somehow fix it.

But not for Jessica.

God only knows where Jessica is at that time.

Her friends thought she was in her room already so that didnt bother to see her.

 

 

--

 

The morning came.

Taeyeon took a peek at Jessica's room.

There, the sleepy head, fragile ice princess was sleeping.

Her thoughts again are running.

How can she solve the thing between Yoona and her.

She was also worried about Jessica's health.

Because her disease might comeback because of so much stress.

But she said it was fully treated so nothing to worry.

Days passed and they still in bad terms.

 

Jessica isolates herslef from everyone.

One day, all of then were playing in the pool.

 

"Minnie look up at Jessica unnie's window"

Sunny whispered to Sungmin.

 

"I think Jessica is watching us"

Sungmin whispered back.

 

"Guys!"

Sunny shouted drawing attention from everyone.

 

"I think Jessica is watching us"

 

"Really? Then let's go call her!"

Yoona said, showing a hint of being excited.

 

"Let Seohyun do it."

 

"Unnie, why me?"

 

"Because if we'll do it, she'll just shout to us"

 

"But...."

 

"Hyunnie, no buts pls. I know you missed your Sica unnie"

"OKAY"

 

 

 

--

 

"Sica-unnie, do you want to join us?"

 

"GET THE HELL OUT OF MY ROOM! NOW!"

 

Jessica shouted at Seohyun.

Seohyun came down with her eyes dripping with tears.

 

"Taeyeon unnie, Jessica unnie .... She .. She "

 

"That's too much of her. She shouted at you, didn't she?"

 

Seohyun quietly nodded while being hugged by Kyuhyun.

Taeyeon stormed to Jessica's room.

She violently opened the door.

 

"YAH JESSICA" WHY DID YOU EVEN SHOUTED AT SEOHYUN? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WTIH YOU?"

Everyone watched as Taeyeon violently pulled the blanket that covering Jessica's body.

She pulled her hair to stand form her bed.

 

"ING TAEYEON, WHAT'S INSIDE YOUR BIGHEAD?"

"YOU ... "

"WHAT?"

"I ASKED WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU? WHY DID YOU EVEN SHOUTED AT SEOHYUN?"

"AND WHY ARE YOU PULLING MY HAIR?"

"I--"

"See, you cant answer me. I just wanted to shout at her. Just like how you guys hurted me."

 

Jessica said while shooting her death glares to Yoona and Donghae.

 

"Now, can you please go outside my room?"

"Jessica, we're all here for you but you're just pushing us away. We cant help you if you're being like this. Please dont push us away"

"I SAID OUT!"

 

All of them left the room one by one.

 

"Taeyeon-ah, are you okay?"

Leeteuk asked.

Taeyeon just nodded.

 

"Look how miserable Jessica was. I think she needs longer time"

"Yeah I think so"

 

--

 

The college vacation ended.

It was time for them to go to school.

They are all downstairs waiting for Jessica.

She came out of her room feeling dizzy.

She tried to go downstairs, and luckily, she did.

Her head seriously hurts.

She walks infront of them.

Giving her best to walk firmly and not let them to notice her sick walk.

She rushed to the kitched and reached something in the medicine cabinet.

She put down the medicine box she owns and grabbed some pills.

She shouted she'll not go to school anymore.

The others didnt question her.

After the others left, the medicine still wont work.

So she decided to get some fresh air in the garden.

Because of so much pain in her head, she collapsed.

 

 

It was only half day for them in the school, since it's the first after the summer vacation.

Hyoyeon was the first one to go upstairs while Sooyoung rushed to the kitchen.

Hyoyeon noticed that Jessica's door was opened, which never happened.

She came in to see what'a happening, but in her surprise, she found an empty room.

She rushed down to find Sooyoung in the kitchen and in her surprise, Sooyoung was looking at something.

 

"Sooyoungie"

"Hyoyeon, look"

She pointed at the boxes of medicine.

She looked at it and noticed the open kitchen cabinet.

They took a peek and saw a lot of medicines inside there.

It was the highest kitchen cabinet that no one ever tried to open because who will put such things in places like that?

There, she rushed to Tiffany and asked something.

 

"Fany-ah, by any chance, do you know that medicine ___________?"

"It was a medicine for some head ache. Serious head ache I mean. They use that as pre-medications for a person who has brain tumor"

"Hyohyunnie, why'd you ask that? Is there something wrong?"

"I-i saw some of it in the kitchen"

"W-what?"

 

Everyone asked her in disbelief.

 

"I-i saw many of them."

"Can you atleast bring it to us Hyo?"

Hyoyeon rushed to the kitchen as she bring a lot of medicines.

She putted all of them in the center table.

 

"Jessica ...."

Taeyeon said with teary eyes.

 

"What's with Jessica?"

Siwon asked panicking.

 

"This cant be... No.. No.."

 

"Taeyeon pls tell us pls"

 

"J-jessica... S-she had a brain tumor when we're kids. She came to America for treatment. Then remember I introduce her to you guys in the last year of our elementary school, she just finished her post-treatment here in Seoul. Her mom told me not to give her stress because it might comeback again. So everything she wants was given to her. Living without her parents, her mom not agrees. She just doesnt want Jessica to be sad so she let her. And t-this is what I am worrying about. T-the brain tumor."

 

"U-unnie"

Yoona said, crying in sadness.

 

"WHERE IS SHE!?" 

Siwon asked them.

 

"I saw her room but she's not there."

"You sure Hyo?"

"Yes, actually it's open so I came in and in my surprise it was empty."

 

The group panicked and started to find Jessica.

Donghae's heart was filled with guiltiness.

He doesnt know why his heart like this.

All he knows inside was the urge to find her.

To ask her if she's fine or not. H

e started to find her in the beautiful garden.

After somewhile, he saw the pale, but beautiful lifeless lady lying on the ground.

He picked him up princess style and rushed to his car.

He didnt bother to call the others.

He just rushed to the hospital.

While Jessica was receiving treatment, she called Taeyeon to tell the others.

 

In no time, the others arrived with their gloomy faces.

Taeyeon decided to call Jessica's parents to inform them.

 

Time passed and it's already 10.

Jessica's parents also arrived and one by one, they go home.

 

- skip : after school -

 

They just finished their classes and rushed to the hospital.

They'll visit Jessica to see how she was doing.

Their eyes widened as they saw a different patient in Jessica's room.

They asked the nurse but she didnt reply.

 

"Are you looking for Ms. Jung? I remembered last night you were the one who bring her here"

The doctor said, pointing to Donghae.

 

"Y-yes, it's me."

 

"Ms. Jung was discharged by her parents earlier this morning if you didnt knew"

The doctor said to them and left

 

"H-how can she leave like that?"

Siwon shouted.

 

"Siwon-ah, dont be like that. Let's just all go home and take a rest."

"Take a rest? How can I? How can I rest if the girl I love was nowhere to be found?!"

"Oppa, she sure is okay. She's with her parents. And I think it's the best for her"

 

Silence fell into them.

They decided to go home for them to take a rest.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

- 5 years later -

 

 

A beautiful short-haired blonde girl with smoky make-up and wearing a blue mini dress topped with a stylish leather jacket holding her expensive bag came from the exit of the airport.

She greeted her parents and hugged them.

She walked arrongantly to the other car and get in herself.

When they arrived at their house, she goes to her room and pinned herself to the bed.

 

"Jess, do you want to visit Taeyeon? She said missed you and wants you to visit her"

"Oh Tae? I missed her so much mom. Ofcourse I'll visit her. Did she tell when can I?"

"She said if you can come tomorrow afternoon."

"Oh sure, I'll come. Just send me there with the driver"

"Oh sure thing Jess, sleep now."

 

- Skip -

 

Taeyeon was busy preparing for her guest.

She asked all the 9 boys plus 8 girls to help her prepare.

Her housemates doesnt even have a clue on who was this 'visitor' coming that she was actually cleaning and cooking and even like preparing for a grand party.

 

"You'll see her later guys"

"Ow, so she was hottie?"

 

Donghae said, trying to sound flirty.

 

 

--

 

Wondering why Yoona didnt react to Donghae's flirtiness?

It's because few weeks after Jessica moved by her parents to somewhere they didnt know, she just admitted that she was jealous of Jessica because of Siwon liking her.

She had a hint of Jessica's love for Donghae so when he asked her to date him, she just wants to get if Siwon will be jealous.

But it wasnt.

It turned to hurt her.

A week before the boys' departure,

she witnessed all the care that Siwon gave to her.

She wished to exchange place with Jessica.

And surely, Jessica will be happy.

So in short, it was just all an act.

 

--

 

Ding dong

 

"Ow! That must be her! Fany- ah! Do I look good?"

She said fixing her dress with her left hand while touching her hair with her right hand.

 

"Tae-tae, your always good"

They all came up to the door to see the girl that Taeyeon ranting to them these past few days.

When she opened the door, a girl wearing a black loose shirt till the up of her knee and and gray leather jacket was in front of her.

She was blonde.

Her hair was short.

 

--

 

Everyone's jaw dropped as they shouted her name in chorus.

 

"JESSICA?!"

 

Looking confused, Taeyeon invited her inside their house.

Leading her to the living room.

The boys and girls cant close their mouths in the figure who just appeared in front of them.

Siwon's smiling like an idiot as she hugged Jessica.

"Yaaah! Who gave you the permission to hug me? And why are people in here knows my name? I dont even know you all. Taeyeon is the only one I know here"

Jessica said, coldly.

 

"I'll talk to you guys later."

Taeyeon said to the crowd that still cant believe on what they had just witnessed.

 

"Tae-ah, why are there so many people here? Do they know me?"

"Ahh Sica. Yes ofcourse they know you. You once live here, with us."

"With you? As in all of you?"

"Yes. Cant you remember ?"

"Ah, I think it's affected by the operation."

"Operation!?"

Siwon shouted.

 

"Why did you have an operation? Is it because of - "

"Yes. Because of the operation. My memories we're affected. My doctor said I am lucky enough that it's just my memory washed away."

 

An "O" shaped why formed with their faces.

Taeyeon gave them dont-ask-why-she-leave-us-before look.

Taeyeon introduced all the people in the house.

In every said of their name, Jessica's head hurts.

Flashbacks came inside her head.

Blurred images flashes.

Unrecognized voice echoed inside.

When she heard Donghae's name, she felt the urge to cry.

Also, when Yoona's name was said, there's something weird feeling that occured.

She felt angriness towards her.

Taeyeon noticed the uneasiness of Jessica and she escorted her to a room.

 

"Sica-ah, you can sleep there."

Jessica looked around the surroundings.

Again, familiar scened occured in her head.

She was kinda familiar with the house, especially the room she stays now.

 

"Tae-ah, you told me I stayed her before right?"

Taeyeon just nodded.

 

"Is this my room before?"

"Yes. Sica-ah. Do you remember us now?"

 

"Let me ask more question"

"Sure thing Jess"

 

"What's my relationship with Donghae? And also with Yoona?"

"It's a thing for you to find out Jess."

 

"Go get a nap girl. Maybe you're just tired. I'll wake you up later to have some dinner "

 

 

As Taeyeon reached downstairs, all the people was looking at her.

 

"Taeyeon-ah, how was she? Is she fine? Does she need someone to accompany her? Does she need some care? Does she-- "

"Donghae oppa! Can you pls stop now? You should've showed her that caring side to her before she unexpectedly leave us! Not now that she doesnt even know someone here except for me!"

"Right Tae, I should've done that before"

 

Few weeks later.

Jessica woke up from a weird dream.

After she came to Taeyeon's place, she always dream of something that might give her the answer on who is Donghae and Yoona in her life. O

ne time, she dreamed of a place.

A fountain in the middle of the garden, where a girl confessed to the boy but he rejected her.

She even dreamed of some boys and some girls playing in the pool.

While a girl watches them with watery eyes from her room.

She also dreamed when there are 8 couples all together going to university while a boy and a girl both lonely.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

As she was on the mall, being the cold hearted, arrogant Jessica Jung, she didn't care whoever she bumps to.

She just picks up the clothes she like harshly and putting it in her shopping cart.

While choosing a pair of shoes, someone bumped her cart and all the shopping bags scattered in the floor.

The guy kept saying sorry without looking at while picking up the bags and stacking it onto the cart.

 

"D-donghae ssi?"

"Jessica?"

 

Still, being the cold girl, she just ignored him even if she's the one that called his name.

Without any hesitation, she pushed her cart leaving Donghae speechless.

He was wandering if she's Jessica or not.

 

 

 

 

 

Being a tired shop-a-holic, she immediately cleaned herself and prepared to bed.

Jessica woke up from her sleep.

She was crying and sweating like hell.

Her dream was totally clear. Yes.

Totally clear.

 

 

There was a scene where Yoona and her was fighting over Donghae.

The words kept echoing in her mind as slowly she remembered everything.

The pains and happiness, the joy and sadness.

The smiles and cries, the laughs and silent moments.

Everything.

The thing that was stole from her 5 years ago was finally brought back.

The key to her question was finally there.

 

Jessica woke up from the noise of knocking, door knocking.

She was obviously sleeping while someone, no. many people was like blabbing outside her room.

Voices of girls can be also heard.

 

Jessica lazily stand up from her bed and opened the door.

When she opened it, she suddenly closed it and shouted

 

"Go away here! Especially you Yoona! How dare you to step here in my house after what you ve done to me! Go away! You're Donghae might be looking for you."

 

The girls outside was shocked.

"D-did she remembered everything?"

 

Sunny asked Taeyeon.

 

"Maybe she did already"

 

 

--

 

"Umma, appa I'll already accept your offer. I'll be the one to overtake the company's highest position"

"Jess I thought-"

"Mom, pls let's not talk. I said I'll take it"

"Sure" "Jess, you will be assisted by some person to help you run some-"

"Dad, what's the use of me being a top student in Harvard if I cant decide what's good or bad?"

 

Jessica's parents was surprised because of her behavior.

She became even colder.

The cold barrier she had before was even thicker and stronger.

 

"Jess, something happened to you, aren't it?"

"Yes. But you'll never give a damn to it so let's give a talk about it"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"Ms Jessica, these are the applicants' form for the secretary position"

"I'll call you when I need anything. You can go now"

 

Jessica opens the folders.

Inside it was the 10 top applicants.

Before giving the forms to Jessica, they already interviewed some of them.

Because being Jessica herself is a picky and ms-no-mistake-needed-to-learn-a-lesson.

She was obviously absorbed looking at the profiles when a familiar picture appeared.

Donghae.

Lee Donghae.

Single.

 

"So he's single huh. What happened to 'No one can separate me and Yoona'?"

Jessica said smirking.

Though inside, she was really happy to see that the boy he loved was now free.

But evenmore, she felt the Revenge is still reigning in her heart.

Those hurtful words, the words that stabbed her heart.

Would she just let it go that easy? Who's stupid girl would do that anyways?

She's has the power to control him.

And even the other people that hurted her.

 

--

All the office workers was anticipating by the news.

Taeyeon.

Being an office secretary, she's been a scheduler for important board meetings.

On the othet hand, Yuri, Tiffany, Sunny, Sooyoung and Hyoyeon were all assigned to finalize the proposals before passing it to their team headed by Seohyun.

They we're all busy when they saw the president's secretary, Yoon Na In leaving the office with all her office things.

 

"Nain-ah, where are you goin?"

"There is a new president now. And besides, I decided to resign by myself. Goodluck to you guys! Hwaiting!"

 

Yoona who is the one that recieves calls from the lower department heards the news.

Everyone was anticipating their new boss is Mr. Jung's oldest son, Jung Yunho.

 

 

"Everyone, we'll hold a party tomorrow. For welcoming our new president. See the bulletin below for the list of details. You can cut your work now. You should start preparing for tomorrow."

 

Everyone's excitement was obvious.

The boys Leeteuk, Siwon, Heechul and Kyuhyun from the lower department was waiting for Eunhyuk, Ryeowook, Sungmin and Yesung.

They saw them arrived and asked

 

"Where's the girls?"

"Oh over here boys!"

Taeyeon shouted from afar.

 

"Guys, do you think it's really Yunho-ssi?"

"If not him, who do you think it'll be?"

"Then it's Jessica."

"No unnie, it couldnt be Jessica because-"

"Yoon-ah, let's just wait until tomorrow and see what'll happen okay?"

 

 

--

"I wonder if the president will accept me as secretary. Omg I hope so.

This is my first try ever. After suffering from Yoona's acts and realizing what really Jessica means to me, I ditched college one year because of too much confusion.

Arrrgh"

 

 

Donghae was in deep thought keeps thinking what would happen if he's gonna be the president's secretary.

He's wishing all he can for him to be accpeted.

Never he know, it'd be hell for him.

 

 

--

 

"Hyuk-ah! Look at the girls, they are soooo pretty!"

"Yeah,it really is!"

"So what's next? Should we go?"

 

--

 

The group of girls and boys arrived at the party.

The other people were staring at them.

It's only because a bunch of handsome boys and gorgeous girls just arrived.

 

--

 

"Everyone, I'm now proud to introduce my heiress."

The crowd was keep asking after the word 'heiress' was said.

Even reporters was totally shocked.

Believing it was Jung Yunho, the Jung's eldest child will be the one to get the company.

 

"Pls meet my daughter, Jessica Jung!"

Flashes of cameras together with the sound of clicking echoed inside the party hall.

The boys' mouth formed an 'O' shaped after seeing their new drop-dead-gorgeous boss.

 

"J-jessica?!"

Taeyeon and the others shouted in chorus.

They can't believe Jessica is doing the thing she hated the most.

When they we're in highschool, she never talked to her parents about the business thingy.

She always say she didn't like to enter the business world.

Where 'no hearts but only brain' system applies.

 

--

 

"Good morning Ma'am Jessica"

All the employees bowed towards her, even Taeyeon who was shocked last night.

 

"Where is Lee Donghae? Isn't he my new secretary?"

"I'm here, ma'am"

"Start your work. And after that, call Im Yoona to come here."

 

"Ye-es ma'am Jessica?"

"Why is my office so dusty? Why there we're no paper trash can here? Why there are curtains? I said I dont like curtains, didn't I?"

"I-im sorry ma'am. I'll call the janitor t-"

"Since you're here. Just do it.  l'll give you 30 minutes to dust everything here, to put paper trash cans inside here and remove the curtain.

And, clean the glass window"

 

"B-but"

"Okay you're fired"

 

"No ma'am I'll dot it."

 

 

--

 

Yoona finished all the errands inside Jessica's office.

When she came out, she was sweating like crazy and others noticed it.

 

"Yoon-ah, what happened?"

 

Inside the office, Jessica was smirking.

She wants Yoona and Donghae to experience hell like what she felt years ago.

Yoona told the others what happened inside when suddenly?

"Owwwh, so this is what they call officework huh?"

Jessica said from her office door. Leaving the others with scared faces.

 

"We're sorry ma'am Jessica"

"Oh, so you're sorry damn office workers? Then why are you chattering? And Im Yoona, I think you're telling your unnies what I'd asked you to do, aren't it?"

"Ma'am I--"

"I know you well Ms. Im.

 

Lee Donghae!!"

 

 

 

 

"Read them this"

Jessica passed a paper to him.

 

"Ms. Ahn, Mr. Jang, Mr. Ok, Mr. Woo, Mr.Park, Mr. Shin, Mr. Jo, and Mr. Yoon will be exchanging places with Mr. Leeteuk, Mr. Heechul, Mr. Yesung, Mr. Kyuhyun, Mr. Sungmin, Mr. Siwon, Mr. Eunhyuk and Mr. Ryeowook from Mr.Kang's Team."

"Bring that notice to Mr Kang on their department Ms Taeyeon. Tell them I want them to finish transferring for 30 mins. And your 30 mins starts now"

 

Jessica opened her office door and walked it.

The people in her floor just went to chaos because of her rush.

People stacking things from here to there.

Shouting this to that.

Going back and forth.

After 30 mins of chaos,

Jessica walked out from her office.

She saw a peaceful office outside.

The people she wants to transfer was already working.

 

"Welcome to hell, traitors."

 

"T-traitors?"

"Oh, I forgot to announce, my memories are all back. Do you think I'll asked Yoona to do that? Do you think I'll accept Lee Donghae as my secretary for nothing? And above all, do you guys think I'll accept being president of this company just for nothing? Stupid people if you didnt understand it. In short, I am all her for revenge."

"J-jessica we're so-"

"Oh, you're sorry again?"

 

--

Months passed already.

Everyday in office was hell.

Jessica punished everyone especially Yoona.

She was obviously mean to everyone.

Her cold heart was very hard to melt.

Her stare can kill an innocent people according them.

She gives hardwork to Donghae.

She's not allowing janitors to come to their building level.

She always asks Yoona to clean the whole department and even her office.

 

 

--

 

After 3 years of hell, Jessica was only seen in office 3 times a week.

When she came to the office, sometimes she looks so pale.

Taeyeon tried to ask her what's wrong but she just yells at her.

It was already a month and Jessica hadn't seen yet.

Some rumors spread that she in the mental hospital recieving therapies because of so much stress.

Some said she was suffering serious illness and on abroad curing herself.

 

A Sunday morning, Jessica's parents came to Taeyeon's house.

They we're surprised to see an unexpected visitor and at the same time, also curious what made them go.

 

"G-guys, do you know where Jessica is?"

"Auntie, what are you asking?"

"You guys didn't know where Jessica is?"

"Auntie, seriously we dont know what you're talking about."

"Jessica was gone for almost a month."

"W-what!?"

 

--

 

 

Jessica's mom invited them to their house.

Taeyeon and the others looked at Jessica's room.

 

"Guys, I saw something."

 

Jessica's journal.

 

Entry 53:

I'm so sick.

I lied to my mom that my brain tumor was gone.

I only had amnesica because of the effect.

My brain tumor can't be removed.

Because of it's already too big inside.

So, I spent my everyday life giving those traitors hell like what I experienced.

 

Entry 54:

I bought a penthouse in Jeju. I'll move there next week. And ofcourse, I'll make sure no one can know.

 

Entry 60: 

Thanks to these pills my head doesnt hurt anymore.

But how I wish it'll end.

My sufferings from Donghae oppa was too much.

Everynight, it repeats.

The pain is too much.

I was a fool to love him until now.

How stupid me right?

 

-----

 

"Omg, so this is Jeju? Aaah so pretty!"

"Yaah! Minnie-ah, we're here to find Jessica!"

"Yes, I know Sunkyu-ah"

 

They found the penthouse Jessica bought.

It was near the beach.

You can see the calm sunset.

No question why she bought it.

She loves sunrise and sunset so much.

One time, they walked to the beach and found Jessica sitting in a big rock.

She was there calmly watching the pretty sunset.

Her eyes were full of tears.

The others hide and listening to Jessica.

 

"I'm sorry for all my faults. But what am I in the past to let me suffer this hard? I fell inlove with Lee Donghae but he just rejected me. The hurtful words, I endured them alone. Being lonely while seeing them happy and not caring about me. Living alone suffering from this brain tumor with no one to accompany me. I have them all. What more is there?"

 

The people hiding behind the rocks we're all in tears.

They never knew she experienced that hard.

When they know that she still love Donghae all these years, Siwon's heart sunked.

It hurted him.

 

--

 

 

Another sunset.

Jessica was there, again.

A guy approached her from the back.

 

"Sooyeon-ah"

Jessica's heartbeat was so fast.

Only one person calls her that.

Donghae.

That's him.

She's sure of it.

 

"Sooyeon-ah"

"Oppa"

 

Jessica was too weak to argue with him.

So she just signaled him to sit beside her.

 

"How are you oppa?"

"Why did you become so nice to me?"

"I'm too tired to argue."

 

Donghae let her head rest in his shoulder.

Jessica's heart was beating like crazy.

 

"Sooyeon-ah, do you still love me?"

"The truth?"

Donghae just nodded.

"Yes oppa. I still love you."

 

"Will you give me another chance to be with you, Sooyeon-ah?"

"But it's too late oppa"

"Sooyeon-ah, please give me a chance to prove I am worth it. That your waiting is worth it."

Jessica just smiled weakly to him.

Giving her sign of approval.

 

That night, the two slept at Jessica's penthouse. D

onghae woke up early in the morning.

He noticed that Jessica was not beside him anymore.

He saw a sticky note at the door.

 

-Donghae oppa, open the drawer beside the bed-

                                                          ^Sooyeon

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"From the time you'll read this, maybe I'm just watching you somewhere.

I know you just wished to be with me because you heard that I still love you.

I know you guys that listening at me. I felt it's all you.

So, you just let my last dream to be happened.

But it never.

The words "I love you", is that too hard oppa?

Is that really too hard for you to say it to me?

I wished I am just Yoona.

For me to experience the feeling to be with you.

Though I never had the feeling of being loved back by the person I love the most, I am still happy.

So I am thanking you, Donghae oppa."

-Sooyeon

 

--

 

Donghae run outside.

It was sunrise.

She saw a lying figure in a rock.

He ran to it and saw Jessica, lifeless.

His eyes produced tears as he touched her cold body.

He called the others to let them know.

The people are all crying.

Donghae let them read the letter.

It gave them more tears.

 

Then suddenly, Siwon remembered something

 

- flashback -

"Wonnie oppa!! Promise me one thing pls!"

"What's that Jessi?"

"When I die, I want you to let my body in the sea and burn it"

"Jessi-ah, why are you saying that?"

"What if I die? Atleast you know what do"

 

- end of flashback -

 

 

 

--

 

They didn't call Jessica's parents because they'll surely not let what Jessica wanted.

At sunset, they lied Jessica's body in a raft.

They put a torch to let it burn Jessica's body.

They let it carried away by the waves.

Soon, it became dark but the light of Jessica's body shone in the dark sea.

 

--

Few months later, Donghae's suicide news spreaded to the nation.

It touched everyone's heart as his suicide letter revealed.

A suicide letter that telling his life.

With and without the girl he loves, Jessica Jung Sooyeon.

--------------------------------------------------------- E N D -------------------------------------------------------------

 

Maybe I should write a sequel of this? The one that is revealing Donghae's life after Jessica died and the suicide note..  Should I ... ?

 

 

 

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naznew #1
Chapter 1: its so sad...if yoona not do this to jessica, she must be still alive..
kimna-young
110 streak #2
Omona this is so angst and I love angst the most. I will remember this story for life! This is so beautiful author shi! I better read the sequel now.
xrazzlemcdazzlex #3
-in tears- OMO so sad but so sweet, great story T.T
ArdAct #4
I cried reading your fanfic, fanfic you have always been very good.
klaroline
#5
Oh my... Tear, tear..
HaesicaLover99 #6
Teary again ㅠ.ㅠ Sequel ! Yay ! Jessica - ah ... Donghae loves Jessic right ? Tks for updating ! How's your lazy syndrome ? Lol ! ^^
cocchi01 #7
Haesica! T_T
linaaak3 #8
waaaaaaaaaaaah. i cried non-stop reading this.<br />
poor sica she suffered so much. even till the end she couldn't have what she wanted<br />