"My Popo" your sweet voice filling in my ears 

Waking up, seeing and hearing you first thing in the morning is the best way to start my day. 

You would always wake me up with a cup of coffee and we would lie down again, face to face, giving me the sweetest smiles every morning. You tucking my hair to my ears and followed by a kiss in the forehead became your morning habit. We will just cuddle in bed and talk about what we dreamt about for 30 minutes and go straight to brush our teeth. 

I love cooking breakfast for you every morning while you water our plants and fix our bed. You would always just come randomly to me while cooking and backhug me. 

"I love you" you whispered and I stopped holding the pan handle and spatula. I faced you, never breaking the eye contact and put my arms around you. 
"I love you too so much Sanghyuk" I cheerfully replied followed by a sweet peck on your cheeks which never fails to tease you, we just giggled. 

While eating we would talk about what we will do for the day and just joke around. 
We can sit down facing the window pane and stare into the skies and talk about everything or we could be in complete silence and hear our hearts shouting for each other's name. 

We would dance in front of our bed and my head lying on your warm chest while one of our hands are intertwined in the air and the other wrapped around us. With our closed eyes we would let our feet & body into the sweet tingly music. I love placing my head near to your heart because your heart beat is the music for me. 

We will just seat on the couch and lean into each other while listening to the music playing or sometimes I will watch you playing piano harmoniously and you will stop and pull me beside you and teach me the keys and songs that I like. 

You asked me to seat on the stool you dragged there and make me smile as you walk to your huge canvas. You were always an excellent artist. A gifted guy with so many talents and I was lucky to have you with me 

You never failed to make me happy! I have never felt this happy whenever you are with me each day I wake up 

But eventually I will still go, it hurts me to leave you but I will have to leave you even though I don't want to 

Don't ever think that I don't love you because I do love you with all my heart and every morning that I still wake up to 

Every night before I close my eyes I never failed staring and tracing your beautiful face so when I sleep I would still see you. I never failed telling you how much I love you every night before I close my eyes and saying how lucky I am to have you in my life. When it's already midnight I would always see your silhouette, kneeling in front of the huge glass window with your hands together, eyes tearing and your beautiful angelic face full of sadness and begging to the stars, skies & Gods 

"Please let her live another day! All I ask every night for is a miracle for her, for us. I love her so much! To all the Gods out there please hear me again and for the next nights to please give her another miraculous day. I will never get tired of praying to you and I am thankful for answering my prayers every night. I'm still not ready to lose her, not yet, not now. Please save her and give her the miracle she deserves. I love you so much! If I could only buy a day or a morning for her to wake up to I would already have bought it but I can't that's why I'm begging to you with all my might and as long as she still wishes to wake up I will never give up on praying for a miracle. I love her so much" you plead with full of pain and heart broken and tears the never ends 

It hurts me to see you in pain because of me, I want to hug you but I'm too weak and all I could do is look at you and cry in pain. Seeing you cry and plead in pain is much more painful than having this sickness. I love you and I would like to stop your pain as I ask for the Gods up there too to give me just another day, a day to spend with you for the last time, a day where I will say that I'm ready to be sleep forever and a day where I will say that I'm ready to wait for you for another life and start an eternity with you.