That .
Those passionate kisses, back in the past. How many memories did those bring back? How many chilling feelings did those bring back? A sigh escaped those red lips that parted just to let that small sound blow out.
‘’what is wrong?’’ a male asked, frowning at the sudden behavior of his girlfriend. She’d been sighing since the morning; it was just as if she was not enjoying their date. Two years, these two people finally made two years together and this was supposed to be the day of their lives. The male, known as Bobby, had planned everything for them both. The female didn’t seem to be in mood to enjoy any of these things though. The male’s lips pressed together, finding the environment quite uncomfortable.
Jennie leaned against her boyfriend’s chest, everything she wanted to forget, came back to her confused and small mind. Bobby’s lips suddenly pressed against the female’s neck, wanting to encourage her to tell him whatever was in her mind but all that leaded to was a small tear. From the corner of her eyes, a tear escaped. Why was everything this cruel to her? Why was this so sad? Jennie covered her eyes, knowing Bobby was busy with other things, and he wouldn’t notice her. Would he? He did. ‘’Jennie, why? What’s wrong?’’ he whispered, pushing the girl’s body up and pulling her closer to him right away, forcing her to hide her head on his chest instead of resting her back. The female break down crying, no reason was spoke out though. Suddenly, something hit him hard. ‘’Is it him?’’ Bobby suddenly froze, knowing she’d know who he was talking about. The male knew completely well she didn’t want him to talk about that male who left her two years ago and left her broken before Bobby found her.
Jennie couldn’t deny it though. She slowly nodded her head as her hands turned into fists. Bobby’s shirt was growing wet and since the female’s hands were holding onto small parts of his shirt, it was also medley, it was becoming messy. Jennie’s courage made her lift her head to look into Bobby’s eyes ‘’it’s you Bobby’’ she said quietly ‘’your lips’’ she whispered, not being able to hold her tears anymore. She almost pinched his chest’s skin. He didn’t mind though. It was nothing compared to the pain she was feeling, he wasn’t able to erase that pain from her, and he wasn’t able to erase those memories away. The memories of that guy that had once been his best friend and suddenly turned into a bastard. A heartless son of a . ‘’I swore I’d break your bones’’ he mumbled, bringing the girl close to him, sneaking his arms around her waist gently. ‘’Jennie, I’m here’’ he said quietly before something shocked him. His girlfriend pushed him away ‘’..’’ nothing was heard. No reason was said and no words were given out. What was happening? This was beyond Bobby’s comprehension. What was wrong with her? Did he do something wrong? Jennie quickly got up and looked away ‘’let’s break up’’ she said quietly, frowning a bit at her own words. She loved Bobby but he wasn’t the one she loved the most. No, that was someone else who had broken her heart long ago. Bobby worked hard on healing her heart, little by little. Unfortunately, there was a small pain left behind, on her heart.
It didn’t matter how hard Bobby tried to erase the memories of her first love, a first love will always leave back the damage, just like a tattoo, a print that will never come out. Even when removed, the pain in the past will always be there. Jennie looked away and wiped her eyes quietly. She was strong enough. She got up from the chair she was sitting on, staring down at Bobby. A slight smile came to her lips as she cupped his cheeks and looked into his eyes ‘’you deserve better than me’’ she whispered quietly, pressing her lips on his one last time. After these two years, after all they have been through; she finally had enough courage to tell him this was not right. This was not what she wanted and this was not what he wanted. Bobby probably just felt bad for her, in her opinion. But it wasn’t the case at all. Bobby fell for her. At first he just wanted to help her. He never thought his best friend would do what he did but, he did. That made him so mad. But the past is the past and nothing can be done to change those wrong steps these three people took.
Bobby couldn’t help but pull the girl closer. He knew this was the last kiss they’d be sharing together. That made him want her, even more than he already did. His lips didn’t want to leave hers at all but the female had other plans. Their lips were separated, finally. ‘’Thank you for everything’’ were her last words before a bow was seen. Her hands held tightly one another as her hair fell to the front, making her face hide behind those long brown hairs. Bobby couldn’t help but simply stare at her. His heart was broken. His mind was giving in. Why did this have to happen to him? Especially today…why? The male decided to look away as his hand pinched his thigh. She was the one he loved. His feelings for her developed after these two years. Why did she decide this? The reason behind that was that bastard, Hanbin.
‘’Let’s go’’ said a voice. Bobby’s eyes widened. That voice he thought. It was so familiar, so hated, so missed, so deep and at the same time, so chilly. His head turned, just to find Hanbin by Jennie’s side. Hanbin didn’t dare to look at his, once, best friend. He didn’t want to meet the one he let down the most. He didn’t want them to see each other. He knew Bobby would kill him for every single hole he left behind. Hanbin caused so much damage. His best friend hated him by now.
Bobby quickly got up from his seat ‘’this can’t be true’’ he couldn’t believe. How was this possible? Was she dating him behind his back? Was this just acting? How could Hanbin come back just like this? Hanbin kept quiet, finally turning his head to meet Bobby’s eyes. His face kept that straight expression. A sudden anger grew inside Bobby ‘’how could you?’’ for some odd reason, tears started to flow down his brown eyes. The glasses he was using weren’t enough to create a mask that could avoid his feelings. He was sad. His hand turned into a fist as his head was lowered. Hanbin had nothing to say, neither had Jennie. ‘’Let’s go’’ he whispered to his girlfriend, pulling her closer. Once he was about to turn back, Bobby’s hand rested on his shoulder and pulled him back, throwing a punch on Hanbin’s face. Hanbin didn’t move. He deserved it.
‘’You . You don’t know…’’ Bobby groaned and punched him in the face again, leaving him bleeding as that punch was right on B.I.’s nose. Jennie couldn’t stand it and pulled Bobby back ‘’stop it’’ she almost pleaded, turning to Hanbin. Her eyes widened as her hands cupped his cheeks. She panicked what should she do? What could be done to concert the relationship between these two? She didn’t know.
Jennie frowned and wiped the blood off Hanbin’s nose with her own hand. ‘’You bastard’’ Bobby mumbled quietly, staring at him before her eyes landed on Jennie. Her love belonged to Hanbin. Not to Bobby.
So many words left unspoken. So many heartbeats left to translate. So many things to do yet so much pain to carry alone.
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