This situation is become too much , I mean what did he want from me , it's not he love or anything , but what did he mean when he say  " isn't obvious " he's confusing me .......

He's closer than before , few inches and we will kiss each other , oh my god only thinking about it make my heart beat so fast , I can't breath , i need to go away , this is too much .... I have a hard time thinking straight right .... " h..hyung ple.... Please I don't understand wha... What you are saying ...... " I was really having hard time understanding what he's saying .... 

Especially that he's so close right now , oh god .... I can feel his breath and its ...... God I'm going to go crazy if this continue , I'm become weaker , he's so close to me ... I can feel it , not his pretty face or anything , what I mean I can feel his ........ My face began to burn , i can feel his hard against mine ........ . 

" do you feel it jiminnie ??? " I can feel his smirk even when he put his head in my nick . " it become hard because of you ..... " he say still smirking ..... I felt my face burn more than before , his word more confusing , I mean how it's my problem he's hard , I have nothing to do with his problem ..... " h .. Hyung , please explain .... " oh my god , I'm losing my mind ..... He shouldn't be this close to me , this is not good , the problem is we are still in front of his door house ........

" jiminnie ....... " he take my hand and I'm sure that my face right now is as red as tomato from emmbaresment and he put it where his heart is ..... 

My eyes open wide from shock and my heart beat faster than before , his heart is beating like mine , does that mean he has the feeling as mine , does he .............. He cut my thought off with his angelic voice ..... " now do you understand jiminnie why I invite you , I don't want to hangout only , I want more than that ..... " 

He say that and I was about to ask what is he talking about but when he was coming close to me , I really want to ask him but I was cut off when he kiss me , my eyes open wide ..... 

Hyung really make me lose myself to him , I ....... I .... 

I fall in love completely with my hyung ... 

Hi guys 

I'm back and sorry for the late update but the college are really tiring but now I have a holiday so I can update more also sorry for the crappy update but I forget where did I stop ...... 

Hope you like it and tell me how is it ...... 

Bye