But when he reach to his ear...

“What the hell are you doing Choi Siwon?” Siwon heart got pain when he heard his name from the diva

His hand got lose and Heechul walk back to the main stage …

Why I’m doing this? Siwon thought to himself while preparing for the encore stage. Of course why he doing this? Why he try to run ways while he know even a little hug make his heart beat like crazy every time? No, he can’t do it anymore, it’s hurt so much when he try to be far from him and maybe this concert can make an excuse for him to be close with his love even for a short moment so why he not use this opportunity?

“Siwon ah it’s time now” he heard Leeteuk call out and get up from the make-up desk.

“Heechul ah, you OK? You look so pale” “I’m ok hyung, maybe this week I can’t sleep well and I think I should get more rest after concert” “ You should go to hospital first” “Yes, I will”

Encore stage ‘SO I’ song was heard from member and fans, the fake snow fallen on stage make the hall look like heaven to everyone and make a beautiful person become an Angel for a moment. Siwon stared at Heechul like if he turn his head his love will disappear, Heechul feel it and stare back their eyes connected, for a moment Heechul don’t know how to reach but he turn his head to the other side of stage to don’t meet those hot eyes again beside he still mad at what Siwon said to him last time also.  

He can’t make his eyes off of him; he is not human but angel, no!!! Even angel can’t compare with him. Too beautiful, his leg move for his own and not by his notice, he come near Heechul already and now he can’t breaths easily because of his heart beating so fast. Heechul don’t have an idea that Siwon came near him but when fan sound again while he playing with some fans around he knew someone come and when he turned his head something hot and soft touch his lips, fans were crazy and it was show on the large screen since they were in front of camera, other member shocked too but they  try to don’t show any lack reaction.

“Hahaha” Heechul laugh it off and try to don’t burst out but the dead glare from him made Siwon regret for what he did moment ago. Heechul’s eyes now full of hate and angry, its look like he will kill him with his sharp eyes and the laugh that came from his mouth also like a sharp arrow that go through his heart, it’s hurt.

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“Choi siwon, we need to talk” Heechul came up with a calm voice, very calm that scared even Leeteuk.

“Let’s just two of us hyung, not here”

“Here and now” still with the calm voice. Siwon sight

“If you speak about that kiss, it’s just fan service hyung”

“Fan service? It’s just fan service? Huhe. Don’t tell me that because when we practice and discuss about this fan service, it’s not in the list, Siwon” he raised his voice a bit

“…” Siwon don’t have any excuse anymore

“Siwon, we were surprise and shocked too when you did that and I also want to know the reason why you kiss… I mean why you do it?” only Leeteuk can open his mouth now cause other members scared of if they said something wrong the situation get even worse 

“Hyung, don’t you said we can do some fan service by our self too?”

“Yes, but the thing is…”

“The thing is I thought you said that you hate me, don’t you?”

“I … No, hyung I’m not…”

“Oh come on Siwon, don’t tell me that you forget what you said to me last time cause I remember those word clearly” he widen his eyes more

“Yes, hyung I’m sorry for what I said to you last time, I… I didn’t mean it and…”

“YOU DIDN’T MEAN IT?” Heechul shout

“You said you didn’t mean it and tell me to believe you? Are you insane? ”

“BUT…” Siwon raised his voice too but he calmed himself again “but I don’t said I hate you, hyung”

“Both of you stop now, at first it’s just a little thing but why it’s become like this huh?” Leeteuk bust out too, he can’t stand seeing his brothers arguing like this especially when we all gather, it’s should be party after concert but it’s change to the big arguing like this

“You didn’t hear what he said Leeteuk? And beside you also knew that…” he sighs luckily he didn’t say it out and glance at Leeteuk, that knowing well what he wants to say

“So what, you didn’t said I’m annoying? You didn’t say you uncomfortable with me? You didn’t say you can’t breathe when I’m around YOU? HUH? ” he raised his voice again

“OH SHUT UP HYUNG” “WHAT??SHUT UP?

“YES, I TELL YOU TO SHUP THE UCK UP” everyone there shocked cause of Siwon rude words

“And Yes I said those things but I remember that I didn’t say I hate you’re for sure…”

“SO WHAT, YOU SAID THOSE THINGS AND YOU SAID…” “I SAID SHUT UP, IF NOT…” both of them shout at each other now

“IF I’M NOT, WHAT YOU WANT TO DO WITH ME? Oh beat me? Or kill me? You said you can’t breathe, and I’m annoying not because you hate me? OH IF IT’S NOT HATE SO YOU LOVE ME THAT YOU SAID THOSE WOR... HMMM” Siwon closed his mouth with his, in front of the many pair of member’s eyes

Heechul can’t reach what the situation now, after few second he can figure out what going on and pushed Siwon away

PACHHH*** the silence aura made the slap sound heard clearly, he slapped Siwon so hard that even his hand burning now

“WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?” Heechul shout but his voice crack because he try to stop the tears that now filled his eyes and didn’t wait to hear any comply he turn around and about to run away from this shamed moment

“YES” Siwon sound stop him immediately “YES I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH” he cried too his tears fallen down to his cheek and still falling non stop

“Yes, I said I’m not comfortable around you it’s because I can’t handle myself and afraid to do something stupid to you. I can’t breathe because my heartbeat was beating like crazy. You are annoying because when I heard your voice, I can’t focus on anything else but YOU. So now you heard the real reason why I said that and I can’t help if you hate me from now on but sorry hyung, I love you” he breathe loudly, his heartbeat beating like a drum and his tear continue falling down again and again

Heechul didn't say anything and continues to walk but after 2 steps…

“HYUNG” Donghae shout while running to his hyung that now fall on the floor

“Heechul/ Heechul hyung” the member start to know the situation and come to help too

“What wrong with him?” “He fainted now, bring the car Kangin”

“Ne, hyung” he ran out of the dorm after heard the order

“Aishh, it’s my false” Leeteuk blamed himself “When he said he will go to the hospital after concert, I should take him there first before faced this PROBLEM” he said and stared at Siwon that now don’t know how to reach

“We should carry him to the car” Eunhyuk speak up

“Let me do it, you can’t carry him” “But I can” Shindong said to Siwon not pleased at all since he can’t understand what going on yet

“OK Shindong, be careful” Leeteuk said “I will hyung”