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mad clown ft soyou - stupid in love

Crying over and over, soojung doesn’t know how to stop. The tears won’t dry how many times she cried, just like how her heart shuttered it’s hurt, but it’s not bleeding.

“I never mean to say those I never meant everything I said to you” Soojung said on her phone.

“Jongin please answer me”

“Jongin please come back”

“Don’t leave me”

“Please”

Sulli never knew that everything will end up this way. Jongin was stupid to treat her like a trash when he knows she love him, soojung is another stupid to keeping him as her boyfriend when she clearly know that boy is never good to her.

For a year, soojung has dealing with jongin’s cold attitude. Harsh words from the one she love is her usual breakfast, the worse is sometimes sulli will finds her face swollen beaten by her own boyfriend. Sulli told her many times to leave him, but soojung won’t listen. Until one day..

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Cloth scattered everywhere, soojung clearly remember that she coming to his apartment last night to clean up his whole house. While soojung collecting the cloths, she find lingerie on jongin’s bed. It wasn’t her, since they not meet yesterday for doing .

It wasn’t her first she find this kind of stuff. The red lipstick on jongin’s shirt, woman perfume on his pillow, red stain is the worse which mean he just banged another besides of her. but soojung keep forgiving him and trusted his words that it wasn’t him who sleep with the girl.

Soojung isn’t stupid, but she just being idiot for him.

Because she loves him that much and didn’t want to leave him.

“I find lingerie on your bed”

Jongin ignoring her and continue eating, he know he got caught and it wasn’t his first.

“Can I be the only one?”

Jongin stopped eating.

“I’m done, do you want me to wash the dishes?” Jongin stand up

“Jongin, I have my own limit. My friend has caught you hanging out with other girl! They said I’m stupid!”

A same problem every time they fight, jongin get tired of it.

“I’ve told you many times! If you want to leave then leave! Don’t arguing with me who can’t change!” Jongin start to raise his voice

Soojung startled, it wasn’t her first to hear him yelling to her, but still she feels scared to him. Scared to lose him.

“Why can’t you understand me once?!” Soojung start to fight back

“What the you want then?!”

“I want you to ing leave the job, and stay with me”

“Are you serious? I need to pay the bills for my life and you want me to quit?!” Jongin laughed

Soojung following him to bedroom, If she given one ability in her life. She want an ability to make him change to make him understand, to control him.

“Go away, I don’t want to beat you up again” Jongin warn

“I won’t leave until you promise me that you will stop working with those models”

“You know I can’t!”

“I starting to doubt if you really love me or not”

Jongin wake up and stared at soojung’s eyes. Walk closer to her, before pushing her into the door behind. He smirked before kissed her, soojung slapped him.

“Everytime we arguing, you always kissed me by force and ed me!” Soojung yelled get tired of his sick attitude

“You little rascal!” Jongin shouted

He grabbed her in the wrist and pulled her into bed start to tasted her skin in force, soojung was too weak for jongin. She just crying and shouting how much he hates him.

“I never sleep with another girl, why don’t you believe me?” He smirked

“You in ! Let me off”

“Tell me will you still loved me with me being like this”

“I hate you, I ing hate you!! I want us to break up