"Im always behind you...do you feel it?can you see me?its been 3 years since we become as one.Before the marriage, im your bestfriend, before this agreement you would smile and you always look into my eyes. Please i want you to love me as your husband and as the person who love you unconditionally. Is it hard to do that?". This what luhan was able to read the diary while holding someone hand since the diary's owner is sleeping silently with an oxygen mask on his face as his life support.

Sehun-ah,please wake up. Im sorry baby that ive hurt you.my mistake,my biggest stupid mistake was letting you go.i love you, i know you've been waiting for me to say this but its not too late,right baby.luhan was crying non stop,he was a mess.he cant stop his tears falling from his eyes. I know im a jerk...why i realized that i love you all along when your gone. Please sehun, wake up. Promise ill be here for you.....luhan was too tired, he fell asleep...

Small and crappy update..but next chapter gonna be long..hoping more subscriber..hoping there will be some comments