It's Okay, It's Not Anyone Fault. It's... a Fate.
We Love You, W Y F.You are on your way to Yifan studio. He calls you suddenly. When you arrive, you saw him sitting on the sofa and starring at the phone like there is no tomorrow.
“Hey, you okay?” you sit beside him in the studio.
“Yeah… sure,” he sighs.
“What’s wrong, sweetie?” you bend a bit to see his face clearly. It’s look sad and concerned.
He just stays still and looks at his phone.
“Honey, are you sure ya’ okay? You don’t look like it,” you cupped his face and smile gently.
“…,” he stays quiet.
You look at his phone and see a photo of a group of people and you recognized them.
“It’s EXO…,” you said in a slow voice.
He only nods weakly and sighs again.
“Honey… I know you miss them but, it’s not like you can’t meet them forever. Once you make a comeback in Korea, you can meet them. Playing basketball with your maknae and shopping with Suho. Don’t ya’ think?” you comfort him.
“I miss them so much. I want to ask how much they suffered because of me. I want to say sorry for all the things that happened. I…“ he looks at the reflection of him at the mirror beside him.
“Hey… I know what you feel but you suffered too. Well… In front of me, you would smile and joking but I know you crying inside and sometimes, you would go into the corner and cried. Here… Let me tell you. It’s not your fault. You are a human too. So stop blaming yourself. Okay sweetie?” you hold his hand tight and keep on smiling sweetly.
“Thanks for being here. I love you,” he finally smiles.
“I love you too, honey,” you hug him and pat his back.
People make mistake. You can't deny that. It's your choice to either forgive and accept it or you won't admit it and keep on avoiding the reality. Me, who like fantasy realized long time ago that fantasy won't help me a lot for my future. Please... Grow up. Bashing won't change anything. For you, it's satisfying but to the people, it's would left a scar and you know... Scar didn't fade fast. It will fade slowly and while it fading, you just can bear the pain. Same goes to Baekhyun, Wufan and the rest of exo. For exo, keep on supporting them. For Yifan, let's just wait till the official statement is out. I know you guys have wait it like... forever. SM really need to grow up. But ya' know? I'll wait. For Yifan, I'll pray for his happiness and wait. Same goes to you guys instead of leaving your poopies comment on their website, ig etc. And lastly for Baekhyun, even you can't accept him with that girl (that's me), how about you forget about it and support him like you always do? In this situation, you can just throw the reality to the Andromeda. Well... Baek is not my bias. Not even Top 4 but, somehow, he attract me. It just a big big blow about the dating issue after Yifan issue. I cried... A lot. I think I cried a lot this year only for exo. So, how big it is your disappointment, support. It's whats fans do.
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