Our Story

Forgetting Our Story

*Based on a true story*

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I just met you.. But I already feel attracted to you... 

Is it your beauty? 

Is it your personality?

 

I don't know anymore... 

I just know I like you...

 

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We became friends when we became seatmates and groupmates on one subject.

 

That was the start of our friendship. Talking to each other. Playing with each other. 

 

I know we are a different kind of friends. You are the quiet one, I am the loud one.

But when we are together, we become one.

 

I know I like you more than a friend, I know we are both girls and it's wrong, but you can't stop my feelings for you...

 

And because of this... I tried to stop this feeling because I'm afraid you will know it..

But it's too strong...

 

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I have a bestfriend named Tiffany.. She is different from me too..

She is so quiet when we are not together but when we are alone, she will become hyper.

She also knows my feelings for you.. Constantly pushing me to you... 

 

Then one day....

When I didn't open up something about you...

You suddenly surprised me..

 

"Sunny-ah.." You called

 

"Yes Taeng?"

 

"I have a suitor but... I don't know..." You started with that... I don't know how to feel.. Should I be sad? Should I be happy?

 

Instead, I pushed you to talk more about him... And that was the biggest mistake I did..

 

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Sure we become close friends because you tell me what is happening to you and him..

And me, as usual, gives advice to you... 

 

But my feelings for you doesn't change... 

I still hide it from you.. 

 

But somehow I can't stop doing skinship with you... 

And you don't even refuse it...

You confuse me...

 

Until the day where everything changes...

 

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It was already summer...

The school already ended...

 

But something took over me...

 

We were chatting on FB...

Then I thought I should say it to you before I do something I will regret...

And I did regret it...

 

 

I confessed to you...

But reality is not a fanfic... We are just friends... And it hurts...

 

Then I made the biggest lie..

That I would be always there for you...

That we are still friends after this...

 

And I thought that...

 

You should be the one who should get away from me... 

 

You should be the one who should not talk to me...

 

 

But instead...

 

 

I was the one who get away from you...

 

I was the one who doesn't talk to you...

 

I was the one who started all this awkward feelings between us...

 

I was the one at fault...

 

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New School Year started now... We are not classmates anymore...

You are now in the other section... 

 

It kinda helped me at least... 

 

Because I was not ready to face you... 

I don't acknowledge your presence anymore... 

I don't talk to you anymore...

 

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Then Tiffany noticed the awkwardness between us so she talk to me..

I told her the truth..

And by that she became a mother to me.. Advicing me, scolding me, and making me talk to you...

 

But I'm still not ready.. At least not yet...

 

 

Sure when we look at each other, we only smile... 

But I can't talk to you properly now.. 

I can't tease you like before... 

We can't play anymore...

 

We can't have the closeness we had back then...

 

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Until now... We still don't talk to each other...

 

I was planning to save our friendship by starting all over again... 

But you said it was awkward... You don't even reply to me when I greet you... 

And I don't even know what to do anymore.... 

 

So I stopped trying...

 

I guess I'll just leave it like that... 

Maybe it is wrong or right...

 

I don't care anymore...

I guess I will move on now...

 

But I want our friendship back...

 

I don't want to forget what we had...

 

 

 

But right now... 

 

What we are doing....

 

Is Forgetting Our Story....

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So.... Let me know who's story is it xD

But yeah anyways... The events are from Real Life...

 

And I repeat! It didn't happen to SNSD~~

 

Although... Why did I made this Sunyeon? XD

 

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Love you Readsters!

Stay awesome and cool!

Bye-niii~

 

 

 

 

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laziigirl #1
Chapter 1: Wow must have been rough...this actually happened to me too sort of, I was the TaeYeon from this story though lol. But time heals you know...at least for me, we ended up being best friends.
SayTsuki
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Chapter 1: I don't know what I mean. because it was pretty sad, but as part of your exhibit feelings makes it very nice.
Wow, I think I did it convey part of your heart in these lyrics
Thank you very much for sharing. I hope you are better today
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