“You'll never be truly alone till you've lost your self, then you'll really be lonley.

― Joseph Delany

 

I've always felt that falling in love is like getting hit by a truck and yet not being mortally wounded. just sick to your stomach, high one minute, low the next. Starving hungry but unable to eat. hot, cold, forever , full of hope and enthusiasm, with momentary depressions that wipe you out. It is also not being able to remove the smile from your face, loving life with a mad passionate intensity, and feeling ten years younger. Love does not appear with any warning signs. You fall into it as if pushed from a high diving board. No time to think about what's happening. It's inevitable. An event you can't control. A crazy, heart-stopping, roller-coaster ride that just has to take its course.”

Maybe thats why i fell for him.

I remember the first time i saw Choi seung hyun it was like breathing for the first time, it was foreign, refreshing and scary all at the same time. That was the first thing i thought as he lay there bleeding in the snow, he was like a broken angel with his wings stripped from him. He looked like a tortured soul, laying there broken. Perhaps it was curiousity that led me to help him but i knew since i layed my eyes on him that i couldn't leave him to die, and that's how our story begins.