Chapter 1 

Park Sujeong Kai's Pov

Every person in this universe have their own fears. And mine is fear of falling in love. I'm not afraid to fall. I'm afraid knowing he'll never catch me. 

I once fall in love but he just disappear. Not literally when you mean disappear he's dead like that. He went somewhere. I don't have any idea where. 

I remember my mother told me before she died that there's this someone who will love me more than i could ever love that person. I guess, she's wrong. My mom is wrong. 

No one likes me. I don't have friends. In school they always bullied me. They used to humiliate and lie to me. 

I don't have a mother neither a father. When i was 15 they died in a car accident. I was left alone. 4 years i suffered living on my own. I met this 'friend' who i fall in love with. When i was 15. 3 months after my parents died but after 5 months he left. I don't know where he is now and i don't care. 

Even though i always said i don't care. I still wondered why did he left. Maybe he's sick and tired of my attitude?. 

Those 5 months i became friends with him, I fall. I don't know. Sounds lame right? But he's always there to save me from those bullies and he's the only one who's there besides me.

I'm still hoping he'll come back and explain to me why did he left without saying a word to me. No 'hi' neither a 'bye'. I used to tell my self 'maybe he have an acceptable reason why he left'. But its been 4 years. I'm already 19 and I'm still suffering. Nightmares, kept haunting me in my sleep. They are all there. Him, My Parents, People who lied to me, People who used me they are all there. I can't explain but its a nightmare for me. 

I once went to a psychologists even tho i don't want to but i need to. She said its normal to have nightmares. So i didn't mind about my nightmares anymore even though i still have those. It's like a habit now. Every morning i'll wake up after that terrible dream. 

I looked at the time in my phone 3:45 pm shoot my work starts at 5:00 pm. I took the towel and ready my uniform for work. I entered the bathroom and started washing my hair then my body. 

When I'm finished taking a bath. I started wearing my uniform. Then, I brushed my hair. When I'm finished fixing myself, I checked the time again 4:25 pm. 

I opened my condo's door and when i get out i make sure i locked it.

I called a taxi and went inside. 

"Where to, Ms?" The taxi driver asked me. 

"IGOT Restaurant" I smiled and handed my money to the driver. The driver gave my change and started the engine. 

The drive went well i arrived at exactly 4:55 pm. I ran inside the restaurant and wore my apron. I work as a waitress here by the way.

"Sujeong! Table 5 please" Tony shouted at me while she's cleaning the tables.

"Okay unnie!" I nod and went to table 5. 

"Your orders please?" I smiled at them. 6 lads looks like in my age. I took the mini notebook inside my apron and also my pen. Their about to say their orders but a young good looking man arrived and interrupt us. 

"Hey I'm sorry, I'm late" He said to the other 6 lads. I examined the boy's face and when i realized its him. My eyes went wide and his eyes too. After 4 years, We meet again...