Final

My hearts Is Calling

Smile more often
so that with your happy smile
I can calm my heart
from constantly looking for you

It was nerve-wracking. Every time we would perform in front of thousands of people, I always feel like I would faint of nervousness. I remember the first day we stepped on that stage, I can’t think right and I just wanted to quit right there and then but then you came near to me, hugged me and said…

“This is it yeollie, our dreams are finally coming true!”

And with just one line, one smile from you I can feel how all my nervousness disappeared.

Baekhyun-ah, please don’t ever lose that smile of yours.

 


Smile more often
So that the world will be jealous of you
then my heart, which is constanly calling you
wouldn’t turn greedy anymore

That smile of yours, the smile that would brighten up everyone’s day, the smile that can shine brighter than the sun.

Baekhyun-ah, please don’t ever lose that smile of yours.



My heart is cursing because it can’t say “I love you”
Tears burst and my yearning is flowing and flowing
The sad words that are stuck in my throat like a thorn
Is roaming around my ear all day

Do you know how much I wanted to tell you that I love you? How much I wanted to shout out to the world that Park Chanyeol loves Byun Bekhyun? But I can’t. Because every time you look at me with that beautiful smile of yours I feel like I’m melting and I would always forget what to say.

Even though sometimes I hate myself for falling for that smile…

Baekhyun-ah, please don’t ever lose that smile of yours.

Why does it have to be you?
Why did I end up loving you?
Even if I am shaking my head
Even if I try to deny it
Now, I can’t let you go of you

 

“Yeol, she finally said yes”

“Who?”

“Taeyeon noona! I am so happy!”

I wanted to run; I wanted to get mad at you. But how can I? Just by seeing your smile, all my anger just faded away.

“Oh, I’m happy for you baekhyun”

 

I love you, I love you forever…
Even if you aren’t looking at me


You wouldn’t know even if I call you thousands of times
You wouldn’t know even if I wait at the same place
Like a fool I just look at you, this foolish love
You don’t know
No matter how much I call you

 

Watching you from afar, just seeing you happy makes me happy too. I wanted to fight for you, but I would rather see you happy with someone else rather than being together and knowing that you wouldn’t be happy.

Baekhyun-ah, please don’t ever lose that smile of yours.

Because that smile, will always be my strength even though it is not meant for me.

I Love you, and I always will Byun Baekhyun

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BBlover12
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Chapter 1: what chanyeol felt in this story is what I'm feeling right now. :'(

that smile will always be my strength even though it is not meant for me. :')