BACON DELIGHT AND SURPRISES

You’re a creep for climbing on my bias list

And it took a while for me to notice,

You never failed to surprise,

As I froze, getting mesmerized

I loved your voice the moment I heard it, ever since

Then you’re dating, I can’t help but wince.

I’m just a fan, nothing more, nothing less

Maybe this is more, i tried to digress

Because I can’t help but feel the pain

Cut it out, my heart you’ve slain.

I have no right to say mean things to you

And I cannot, ‘cause that’s how much I love you.

And though it stings a bit, I wish you the best,

And she’s lucky, you chose her among the rest

And it’s confirmed to be true, I wish it was a lie.

How ironic now when you used to say ‘baby don’t cry’.

And I have to be strong because you don’t even know,

That I’ve watched your videos and your shows.

And I remember getting so delighted,

Even if it was unrequited,

And now I sit here writing this piece,

This will make me feel better at least

So go on and continue what you’ve always done,

In spite everything, I won’t be gone.

Don’t mind me, be happy, it really is okay.

Because after all, I’m just a fan to you anyway.

Made because Baekhyun’s dating. It really came out a surprise for me. So this is dedicated to those whose hearts got broken but still managed to be happy for their bias’ dating lives. We’ll never know, we’ll never ever know. My bias is Chanyeol by the way. :) I made it like this because I pictured out Chanyeol dating and this is the outcome. I’m doing little steps to accept that eventually, he’s gonna date some girl and that’s not going to be me. This was not easy to make because I don’t think I can let go so easily.Let’s just all be happy, okay? *sighs*