"I imagined life as something meaningful, full of wonder and dreams. A life full of happiness when I was young. But I was wrong, only to find that the hard way." sighing deeply, I continued to speak.

"Minding my words as if I was just overexaggerating , I don't think I am when I live through it. Every day and night. Fighting hard and pushing through walls that slowly close on me. It's hard. I have to admit. Being in a life where only I have to escape"

"Escape from reality and leaving it hanging was my only choice." I said before smiling bitterly.

"To be honest, I never was like this before. A happy family that took care of each other. The sweet memories that left me to realize where it all went. It all went downhill. I guess someone didn't want to me to be happy. To feel safe or to have the mind of just being a normal child back then." I turned my head and faced him.

I was afraid to let all this out and find someone that seems to care. But I'm still afraid, what if he decides to leave like those others. I couldn't find the words to describe this but I was never really the type to find help.