"No Hyung stop it!" The small Thai boy giggled as the red haired Hyung continued to tickle him.

"Then tell me who you think is the best Hyung!" The red haired boy yelled back with amusement.

While they were in their own little world, they didn't notice the black haired Hyung glaring at the

event be folding in front of him.  An angered aura surrounding him.

"AH! Jackson-Hyung!" The small Thai boy finally gave in.  Everything seemed to freeze in the room.

The angered aura surrounding the Hyung dissipated as he tried to comprehend what the Thai boy had just

said.

"Jackson? Awww BamBam I thought Mark-Hyung was your favorite."  The red haired guy puffed out his bottom lip as he said this.

"Sorry Hyung." BamBam smiled up at him and pinched Mark's cheeks. "You come in a close second with Jr-Hyung."

"Okay. Wait! I'm categorized with Jr? I need to do something to get out of that. I will become number one!"  Mark

said this as he once again went to tickling BamBam.

"Hyung you promised!" The echoeing of BamBam's laughter ran throughout the dorm.  Jackson whom had had an angered

aura surrounding him before it disappeared had reappeared just as Mark began tickling BamBam.  No one knew fo his anger

at this  and continued on with their business.  A deep growl rumbled in Jackson's chest as he continued to watch Mark

tickle BamBam.  Jackson couldn't stand to watch another minute longer and stood up, startling the other members, as he

hurriedly walked out of the living room and into his room.  Slamming the door behind him.  He flopped down on his tummy, is burying

his face in his pillow.  His anger disappeared as sleep overtook him.

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"Hyung?" Jackson woke to the sound of a familiar voice.  He buried his face deeper into his pillow as he heard the shuffling of small feet

moving towards his bed.  The bed dipped in with the added weight.  "Hyung it's time to eat."  Small hands shook Jackson's shoulders.

"Go away BamBam."  Jackson moved to his side, facing away fro BamBam.  He could feel the bed lighten as BamBam got up from the bed. 

Jackson rolled back onto his tummy but immediatly regretted it.  A small form jumped onto his back, causing the wind to be knocked out of

him.

"Hyunnnnnngggggg. Geeeetttttt Uuuupppp." BamBam's cute accent made his pleading more adorable.

"No. Now please go away."  He hear a huff from BamBam.

"I didn't think I would have to do this."  Jackson didnt have time to think about what BamBam had just said because he started to get tickled.

"BamBam have you forgotten, I'm not ticklish." Just as he said this he felt a small pain at the base of his neck. "Did you just bite me?" Jackson

asked with disbelief.  He felt another small pain through his thin shirt.  "Stop It!" Another bite.  He couldn't turn because of the small body laying

on him.

"Get up Hyung!" Another bite. A few more bites later before Jackson finally yelled,

"Alright! I'm getting up." He could hear the satisfactory laugh come from BamBam as he rolled off of him.  Jackson took the chance and pinned

him to the bed. "Revenge!"  He yelled before he began tickling BamBam.

"Ah! Hyung I only did it to get you up!" He yelled.  BamBam squirmed trying to defend against the tickling.  Suddenly Jackson bent down and

bit Bambam in between his neck and his shoulder.  Jackson didn't expect the small moan that escaped the boys mouth.  He froze, something ran

through him.  He quickly shot off the bed and out the door leaving a puzzled BamBam behind.

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Two Weeks Later:

After the incident in his bedroom, Jackson has been careful about his distance from BamBam.  But now he found himself following the small

boys every movement, more than he used too.  He got jealous frequently when he saw the other members touching him.  Especially Mark.

Every time BamBam would try to talk to Jackson he would pretend he had something to do and would immediately leave the room. He felt

bad but it was for the innocent BamBam's own good.  Soon BamBam quit trying to talk to Jackson and even begn to avoid him as well.

Jackson sometimes caught the small boy looking at him, with what looked like a pained expression mixed with agitation.

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"Jackson it's yours and BamBams turn to go grocery shopping."  Jb said this as he walked into Jackson's room.

"Can't you just go?"  Jb frowned at him.

"You know we share and besides I thought you liked going shopping with BamBam." He placed his hands on his hips. "Or did you two have a falling out?"

"What? What are you babbling about? I'm going okay."  Jackson felt a sharp pain from Jb hitting his shoulder as he walked out.  "Ouch Hyung! What was

that for?" Jackson rubbed his shoulder as he passed Jb.

"For lying. Whatever you did to BamBam, you need to fix it."

"I didn't do anything to BamBam." Another smack but this time it was to the back of his head.

"Don't lie to me Jackson." Jackson didn't want to get another slap, because he knew his Hyung was right, so he just shook his head walked quickly away.

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"Do you know what we need?" Jackson already knew what they needed to buy but he wanted to break the silence between him and BamBam.

BamBam didn;t answer he only began digging in his pockets before pulling out a neatly folded piece of paper.  He quickly handed it to Jackson

and walked off towards the candy section.  Jackson opened the note to find a list of everything they needed in BamBam's small handwriting.

After getting everything and paying for it, he went to find BamBam.  The small boy was crouched down in the candy isle looking between multi-flavored

ers and a bag of jolly rancher.  When he saw Jackson he quickly grasped both and walked past him.  Jackson couldn't hlep but feel hurt. 

Did all of his avoiding cause BamBam to hate him?  Is he not BamBam's favorite Hyung anymore? A million questions ran through his head

as he slowly walked back to the register where BamBam was paying for his candies.

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"Hyung it's time to get up. We have practice today."  Jackson was being shaken by Yugyeom. Usually it was BamBam who came and woke him

up, but since BamBam is avoiding him Yugyeom became the person to wake him up.

"Go away. I'm getting up." He slowly got up, disappointment  filing him as he walked to the vacant bathroom.  He felt numb as he took a shower

and ate breakfast.  He blankly watched the other members rush around trying to get ready.  His eyes narrowed in on Mark and BamBam sitting

on the couch.  BamBam had his legs stretched out on Mark's lap.  BamBam laughed at something Mark had said.  Jackson felt a rip of pain and 

jealousy.  He ground his teeth together as he watched Mark rufle BamBam's hair. He couldn't stand to watch it anymore so he grabbed his stuff

and walked out the front door.  He sat in the car waiting on everyone else.

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"Ahhh, This choreography is so tiring."  Youngjae sighed. Everyone laid tiredly on the practice floor.  No one noticed that Jackson had already left,

not wanting to see BamBam play around with Mark. He once again found himself waiting in the car.  He leaned his head back and closed his eyes.

"I'm sorry BamBam." His eyes shot open when he heard the door pull open and someone stepped in closing the door behind them.  His eyes widened

as he saw that it was BamBam.  Why BamBam of all the members?  He thought this as he looked out the window.  Jackson was all to aware that

that they were alone and was trying very hard not to think about it.  Suddenly he heard a sigh and then he was grabbed by his collar.  He was

looking into the dark brown eyes of BamBam.  BamBam wore a tired yet angered expression. "BamBam? What's wrong?"

"You know exactly what the hell is wrong!"  BamBam yelled.  Jackson was shocked, he never heard BamBam use hell before.  Jackson's eyes

widened as he saw tears form in the corners of BamBam's eyes.  "Y... You stopped talking to me. You avoided me.  You're mean."  BamBam bit

his bottom lip as he tried to stop himself from crying.  "If I did something wrong you should just tell me, becuse I can't stand avoiding you anymore.  My

heart can't take it."  His grip on Jackson's collar loosened.  "I'm tired Hyung.  I want to be by your side again, please stop avoiding me." Jackson

couldn't stand seeing BamBam cry and grabbed him. He hugged him to his chest.

"I'm sorry BamBam, I didn't mean to make you feel this way.  I just..."  Jackson froze.  Did he really want to tell BamBam that he fell in

love with him?  What would BamBam do?  If he confessed and BamBam looked at him disgusted what would he do?  They would be right back

to avoiding eachother but this time it would be awkward.  BamBam was innocent he didn't want to taint that.

"Just what Hyung?"  Jackson looked down at the small boys face. Hyung yes that's what he was.  No he didn't want to lose BamBam.  He could

deal with his feelings so long as he could be with BamBam.

"Sorry. I'm just so sorry."  BamBam buried his head into Jackson's chest.  He wrapped his tiny arms around Jackson's waist and hugged him tightly.

"Hyung I have somthing to say. P... please don't say anything other wise I won't have the courage to finish."  Jackson looke down at BamBam

trying to see his face but it was pressed tightly against his chest.  "I love you Hyung." It was barely a whisper.  Jackson had almost missed it.  He

couldn't say anything because the door flung open and each memeber began climbing into the car.  BamBam quickly took his seat in the middle row

next to the window.  He laid his head against the window, probably thinking about what he had just said.  Jackson could see  BamBam said he love him. 

Is it love like a brother or... Jackson shook his head.  BamBam couldn't mean that kind of love, could he?  Jackson pondered on this question all the way

home.

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Jr. said he was going to order out tonight since it was already so late.  BamBam had said he was going to go lay down when they all got home. 

Jackson was going to do the same when he was suddenly grabbed by the wrist and pulled into a dark room.  "Hyung do you believe me?"

Jackson recognized the voice immediatly.

"BamBam why do you have the lights turned off? I can't see a thing."  Jackson tried to squint so that he could atleast make out BamBam but he couldn't.

"If I have the lights off then I can talk to you without getting nervous.  Now answer me."  Jackson would have laughed at the authoritative voice BamBam

used had it not been for this situation.

"What?" Jackson tried to play dumb.

"Hyung were you really not listening?"  Jackson heaved a sigh of defeat.  He thought screw it if he didnt get his feelings out to BamBam in that moment

then he wouldn't be able too later and might even be late.

"I don't know what kind of love you mean.  If it's the brotherly love then I'm sorry BamBam I can't return your feelings."  He heard BamBam begin to sniffle.

"And?"  He could hear the crack of BamBam's voice as he said this.

"That is be... because I love you in a romantic way.  I want you all to myself. I get jealous whenever I see the other members touchig you. I think

your too innocent and I want to keep it that way, so I avoided you.  I didn't want to tell you that I love you with my entire being and if I saw you with someone

else it would tear me down. I..."  Before Jackson could finish he felt a small hand clamp over his mouth.

"I don't love you in a brotherly way Hyung.  I love you more than anyone or anything." Jackson felt his heart pic up in pace.  He wanted to kiss BamBam.

As if BamBam knew what Jackson was thinking he met Jackson's lip with his own and kissed him.  The younger wrapped his arms around Jackson's

neck and leaned into the kiss.  Giggling as Jackson grasped his hips.  Jackson pulled away and couldn't help but say,

"You really are too ticklish." Of course he didn't mind because he finally had his cute little BamBam.