Chapter 1

It has been  hours already,  after  Seah and her sister, Boram  departed   from Seoul  to  Hong  Kong , Seah was accompanying her little sister, Boram was Exotic to the core of her soul, also Byun Baekhyun was their cousin, so after not being able to buy tickets for their concert in Seoul, Baek  managed to send them two tickets now. Being only 18 years old her parents made Seah to go there with her, not caring how  much she didn`t wanted to be there, how she  preferred to go in hell, then meet “him” there.   After all  she was sitting here, with her sister, flying to Hong Kong and shivering in nervousness. 

Seah haven’t seen him for 3 years, her first love, her nightmare,  three painful years trying to move on and forget him, which was quite difficult, due to him being one of the most popular idol, everywhere she went Seah was coming across with his smiling face, which belonged to her once…  everywhere she went she  heard his sweet voice singing ballads, which he sang only for her once… it pained her, made her scars deeper and stinging, but she managed to hide it all, she got used to this pain and perfected the way of faking smiles.  Now her sister was the one going crazy for him and s, drooling over them, collecting their photos, DVDs and all. It didn’t helped much either, but she never uttered a word of complain. She swallowed and hid her pain away again.  That’s why she was sitting there with her sister, not saying a word again.

-Onnie, are u alright??-Boram seemed  worried-u look pale like paper..

-I am okay B, I am just tired, u know how much my work takes my energy-she smiled and lied easily, comforting her sister.

-You know, u don’t have to come in the concert if u don’t feel like it-whispered Boram silently surprising her sister

Seahs head turned to her surprised

-why would u say that?

-I know about u and him you know??-she started quietly

-about what?-Seah felt how her hands started sweating “it couldn’t be, she can not possibly know about him, I never said anything to my family” .  Her mind was a mess now

-I know u and him dated Seah, I know how u broke up with him, I know how much it pained you, you are my sister and you can`t hide everything from me-Borams voice cracked-I still remember what a wreck you were back then, I knew it all along that something was wrong, but u never said a word, you never let me help you or anyone,

Seah was speechless, she was sitting there dumbfounded and listening to her sister, the girl she always considered childish and carefree, easy minded and not reliable, realizing she was wrong all along.

-I know u don’t trust me Seah, I know how u think of me, I know u still consider me as a little baby, but I am not-Boram was still talking to her-I am here, I am your sister and not many people loves u as much as I do, I needed to know why u changed so drastically,   that’s why I sneaked in your room when you left for vacation last summer, forgive me sister but I had to know everything

Seahs face became bitter

-you read my diary didn’t u?

Boram reddened and nodded silently

-then why are u dragging me here if you know everything?

-because I wanted to help u Onnie, but seeing you like this, even when you haven’t met him, I don’t think I did right anymore-she said with a sadness in her voice

Seah sighed and looked out from the illuminator, deep in thoughts. After 20 minutes silence she spoke again

-thank u B, for trying to help me, even though I don’t understand how u were going to do it-she smiled at her sister, with tears in her eyes-and I am sorry for treating you like a little kid and hiding everything from you. I hope u can forgive me that and we can be friends ne?

Boram smiled and hugged her sister

-Pabo, u can tell me anything,  I will listen okay??

Seah smiled and asked her question that left Boram with an open jaw

-Do you want me to tell you my story with LuHan??

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