Yongguk sighed, turning his eyes at glass window on his left watching the world outside ignoring the girl whose keep talking about thing he don’t understand. He should be enjoying his late night date with the girl he currently dating. There’s something inside him missing, he feels uncompleted and lost. He left out another sighed, looking at the girl sitting across him. Hana, she’s a freelance model he met at one of his friend’s birthday. She’s gorgeous, beautiful and y. Every man’s ideal girl, Yongguk got attracted at her at the first sight but when they start going out he became to know her better. Hana cares about herself more than anything else, she loves spending money buying clothes and make up. She’s obsessed at her look; she can’t leave her apartment without getting dress and putting thick make ups. “So what do you want to do next week?” hana asks smiling at Yongguk “Huh?” he snaps on his deep thought and focus his attention to her “What ‘huh’? I asked you what you want to do next week” she repeated “Oh? Next week. Not sure I have loads of work” Yongguk said “Don’t tell me you forgot” Hana sighs in irritation, He just stares at her completely clueless “Yah! It’s our monthsary” she blurted “What monthsary? What are you talking about?” Yongguk shakes his head “What are you saying? It’s our monthsary as couple” she pointed “You know what, nevermind. Just make sure you are free next week, the whole week alright?” Yongguk want to say that their not ‘couples’ that they only going out but before he could do the waiter came with their orders. With a sighs in defeats he watch him place their plates on table “What is this? I didn’t order this” Hana said, pushing the plate “But you choose that meal ma’am” the waiter reasoned, hana send him a deadly glare “No I didn’t. This food have lots of fats, do you want to destroy my figure?” she yelled earning attention from people around them “Hana, don’t make a scene here” Yongguk hissed at her, Hana glare at him and cross her arms “Never mind, I lost appetite. Just take me home and I won’t pay for this” she said taking her purse and walk away bumping shoulder with the guy “I’m sorry, here take this” Yongguk apologized and hand him cash before he followed hana outside.     It’s another stressful day for Yongguk, loads of papers he need to review and need to study. It’s not helping that Hana keep calling him all day asking if he already took a leave. Honestly, he really want to cut whatever they had after that night but he don’t know how, and he’s sure that Hana won’t accept it. She’s a type of girl who doesn’t want to get lost. Feeling suffocated, Yongguk decided to leave hi office early and have a peaceful walk outside, turning his phone off so no one will disturb him. His mind was lost that he didn’t notice where his feet dragged him. Taking a deep breathe he stop on side and look at the river in front of him. This place has lot of memories, memories he can’t forget even he tries.   Five years ago, during winter season. Yongguk sat on beanch, impatiently waiting for someone. He took a nervous sighs as he look around. Hoping to see the person he’s waiting for almost an hour. He looks at his side and smile after seeing a small pink box sitting next to him. It’s was the day he decided to confess his feeling to a girl he really love. You and Yongguk are collage friends; you constantly meet every day at university because you have same classes. You and Yongguk act naturally to each other like you already know each other for that long, you shared same interest and likes. He likes to compose songs, while you like playing piano and guitar, you hate romance and drama movies but you really like action genres. Yongguk hate girls who try hard to be pretty while you only wear simple clothes like tees and jeans. You are hard working girl, having part time job at night. You a plainly simple and that what Yongguk like about you, he only have crush on you at first bit every day that you are with him, every time that you smile and look at him, he can’t help but to fall in love at you.   “Yongguk-ah” Yongguk turn around after hearing your voice, he smiles and wave at you. His heartbeat accelerate as he watch you ran to him, you are wearing a blue cardigan and red bennie, your nose and cheeks are red due of cold weather “Hello” you greets stopping in front  of him “H-hi” he said “why did you asks me to come here? It’s freezing” you whines “I’m sorry, I just---there’s something I want to tell and asks you” he gulped looking at you “Hmm, alright what is it?” you hummed, Yongguk took the box and handed to you “what is this?” you asks eyeing the box “” he breathe out you turn your head to him, your heart skip a beat when you look eyes wi