[L.joe]

 

 

 

I am currently a student here at TOP university and I just hid from one of the lockers to escape from my oh-so-called fangirls, I hate them. Seriously… I quickly went out of that locker before running away to the rooftop as I hugged my bag to run faster. Those person really knows how to irritate me every day. Alway following and stalking me… can't they even give me space? This is really irritating! Aish! I hate them! I totally do!

 

 

After closing the door to the rooftop, I sighed as I quickly took my lunch box that my dongsaeng,Ricky made for me. It's just a simple meal but it's delicious even though he didn't have that great cooking that his 'deceased' cousin, Chanhee. *sighs* I miss Chanhee… I looked up in the sky. Is Chunji just alright up there? Is he in peace now? I didn't even know why he died, he kept that secret from me and Ricky. Well, maybe Chunji is happy now there cause he'll never feel pain again. Chunji is is my first love but he died and it hurts… it's been two years since he died. I wanna feel love again… I wanna find someone likw Chanhee but… maybe that's impossible

 

 

 

 

"Hey, are you alright?"

 

 

 

I heard someone said and I felt scared. What if it's one of my oh so called fans!? I'm totally doomed! I hate this! Aish! Can't I have any peace?! I need justice! This is just damn unfair! 

 

 

"What?",I asked

 

He sighed,"Good thing, you're okay. You've been staring at nowhere for a few minutes and I thought you're sleeping with your eyes wide open."

 

"Are you an idiot? No one can sleep with those.",I spat

 

He chuckled,"Yes there is!"

 

"Well, if there is, I don't care whoever they were! Just go away!",I said while glaring at him

 

He just smiled at me while eating his food here and I just stomped my feet to go at the other edge of the rooftop before placing my bag beside me as I sat on the ground and the chopsticks were already on my hands as I started on eating neither.

 

 

But this won't change the fact that I'm feeling lonely.. Ricky is currently not here in the university cause he's kinda busy while my only friend, Cap hyung was with his beloved boyfriend,Niel. And Ricky and Cap was the ONLY ones who were close to me in this school since we've known each others since we're in our mother's wombs!

 

 

I looked at that weird guy whom was with me here at the rooftop, he looks cute huh? He have that cute smile with him as he was chewing the food inside his mouth. It kinda resembles Chunji…

 

 

 

 

What am I saying!? No way! No one can replace Chanhee! Yes! no one! I furiously shook my head trying to get the thought away from me that this weird guy will my Chanhee!

 

 

 

 

I was really spacing out that I actually shrieked when I saw him in front of me. I quickly pushed him away and glared. I can even feel myself blushing at this moment! Oh wait! I'm blushing! NO!

 

 

 

 

"Hey! Are you sure that you're okay?",he asked me

 

 

I shook my head,"NO!"

 

He chuckled,"You're really cute."

 

"Shut up!",I hissed in annoyance

 

"Well fine. But by the way, I'm Jonghyun.",he said

 

"Byunghun.",I said as I stood up

 

"Hey, where are you going?"

 

"I'm getting myself out of this place."

 

 

 

 

 

Without hesitation, I went out of the rooftop and ran but I was surprised when I saw Ricky whom was smirking at me while holding his juice drink at his left hand.

 

 

 

"So someone's having a lovelife,eh?",he teased me

 

"Shut the up,Changhyun.",I hissed while calling him on his real name and he was really shocked

 

"Whoa! Defensive much?"

 

"Irritating much?",I fight back

 

"Well.. what can you say about Jonghyun-ah?",he asked him

 

"He's handsome and cute in both ways. He's kinda nice but.. HEY WHAT THE HELL,RICKY?! WHY ARE YOU ASKING ME THESE QUESTIONS!?"

 

He laughed,"So…you like him?"

 

'Yea.. I like him.'

 

 

 

 

Ricky's grin suddenly grew wider and laughed. But he coughed and I panicked,  he hadn't ever had a cough before. Well. maybe it was because of the weather..

 

 

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Sorry for the short update but hey, I'm back guys:)

7/28/14