I had no idea that it would turn out this way

I had no idea I would have to bear all this

I have no one by my side now, no one to talk to, no one to laugh with, no one to share my sorrows with

I am plain empty now

He left without a word, without a bye, without a notice, without anything like the wind

What am I to do? How am I to live to survive in this harsh world without him?

He couldn’t have, he wouldn’t

I trusted him with all I had but he is not here anymore

Who am I searching for now? What memories am I looking for when he is not by my side?

I have no idea where to go

He said I was no more pretty for him when I asked what was the reason

He said I was just stupid to believe in him but I know he wouldn’t do that to me

He promised to me that he wouldn’t leave me

He broke that promise which I kept to my heart till death do us apart

It’s suffocating me I can’t take this anymore I can’t breath

Should I take my life the life that had given its all to him

How long am I going to be in a denial?

I need to leave now

It’s the last time I would ever love anymore because from now it’s a bye

A bye…