Tiffany is checking some documents when suddenly, a childhood friend of hers came, her friend who knows her well, and knows her past

"Knock-knock~" the pretty lady playfully open the door. She misses her friend so much, three years not seeing each other is not a joke.

"Jess!!!" Tiffany smiles and in a swift stood. She ran to her bestfriend and hug her very tight making the girl push her slight

"Do you want to kill me huh Hwang Miyoung?" The lady by the name Jessica said hitting her friend's forehead. But after, she held her hands and they look at each other, can't control their tears

"I miss you!!" Jessica sobs and hugs Tiffany tight. She left Tiffany for three years and sometimes she regret that. When Jaejoong was gone, all Tiffany has, was her and Jae. Tiffany's parents are divorced and have different lives, and she's all alone in Seoul

"Sorry" Jessica whisper. Tiffany wipe her tears and part the hug "Aigoo, I'm fine..." she smiles "So how are you? you're going to stay here for good?" Tiffany asks her bestfriend, Jessica smiles and cups her face

"Ofcourse, My dad wants me to be the one taking care of his company, and you know" Jessica giggles, Tiffany understands what she's alking about and giggles too

"Taecyeon! Aigooo!!" She teased pulling her friend to the couch. They sat still holding each other's hands. Tiffany keeps on asking things about her, but suddenly, Jessica cuts her

"You? how are you now Tiff?" Jessica asks in serious tone, she knows her friend so much and she knows how inlove she is to her husband

"Jess..of--ofcourse I'm fine" Tiffany said trying to smiles, but Jessica knows she's not

"It's been five years Tiff" Jessica said. Tiffany look at her friend with a straight face

"Jess, please, tell Taec I am sorry, but I am not ready to entertain some guys' Tiffany said, Taecyeon has been forcing her to entertain his friend Nickhun but Tiffany is not ready

"Tiff this is not about Nic, this about you" Jessica said, She knows her friend well and she knows she's afraid and already close her heart to love again

"Jess please" Tiffany stood

"Is this only about Jaejoong or ..." Jessica didn't finish when Tiffany look at her in staright face, begging eyes

"Please Jess, let's not talk about him, please" Tiffany beg, Jessica is talking about their childhood friend, and Tiffany's first love

"Tiff, it's been twelve years" Jessica said, trying to make Tiffany understands the thing she means, that the man she loves the most when she was young didn't leave her just because he wants but because he has no choice

"He asks me to promise that I will wait for him" Tiffany said looking nowhere. Jessica sigh

"Tiff"

"You know Jess, he's just past, I have a son now, and married, widowed" She said in teary eyes

"We both know you love Jaejoong, but we know too, that even Jaejoong was still alive you still wishing that ....."

"Jess please!!" Tiffany sat, covering her face

"Okay, fine, I'll admit it, until now, I can't accept that Jaejoong was gone just like that.."  she sobs

"Because I've never loved him like I loved Tabi, Jess. I am still crying everynight because I married him for me to move on and not because I love him.. but I tried Jess, I tried ... That night I promise I will love him with all my heart, but that happened" Tiffany sobs harder making Jessica hug her tight

"Sorry, Sorry" Jessica whispers

"But I loved him Jess, he's my all, when he gave me a ring I know I love him, that's the happiest day of my life, that finally I am not alone, but it's just .. it's just..." Tiffany can't continue, she's confused, how could she loves two men in the same time

"I know Tiff, I know, I know you loved him"

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"You mom likes pink??" Lauren asks Jae, they're having their snack together. Jae, even grew up without his dad learn to be kind and gentle young man because of his mom's teachings

"Yes, really, you know, if she'll see you, for sure she'll like you" Jae said and pinches the girl's nose. Lauren smiles and wipe her nose

"My mom is in heaven" she sigh, Jae smiles and ruffles the girl's hair

"My dad too" The boy said, tilt his head up and smiles with his eyes closed

"You know, my mom said, dad is watching us, everday" the boy smiles and look at Lauren "For sure your mom too" He smiles at the younger girl beside him. Lauren smiles innocently and breath

"I hate my dad" she said

"What? wae?" Jae asks in wide eyes

"Grandma said he never loved my mom" The kid stood and in teary eyes, she walks away from Jae, he boy follows and block her way

"Your dad for sure loves your mom, because they're married. You know, my mom is crying everynight, don't you think your dad cries everynight too?" the boy said. Jae and Lauren talks like mature kids, for they both raised in the