Ever since Youngmin was about 10, he has always dreamed about his twin brother Kwangmin. Dreaming of loving him more than a brother, dreaming of him doing dirty things with his brother, just dreaming.

One sunny saturday, Youngmin and Kwangmin are just sitting under a the big shady tree in their backyard drinking some nice cold banana milk and Kwangmin can notice Youngmin is distracted by something "are you alright Youngmin?" Kwangmin asked, looking at Youngmin, "huh?" Youngmin said, snapping out of his day dreaming, "are you alright? you seem distracted" Kwangmin said, inching closer to Youngmin, "huh? oh um...Im fine...'' Youngmin said, scratching the back of his head, looking down at his drink. "Youngmin, please look at me, I know when something is bothering you.." Kwangmin said, touching Youngmin's shoulder. Youngmin looked up at his brother, eyes filled with regret "I just...wait no its nothing.." Youngmin quickly said as he got up and took off running back inside.

Later that evening at dinner, Youngmin is sitting farthest away from Kwangmin. He usually always sits next to him but this time he's sitting near his parents. Kwangmin looked up at Youngmin, catching eye contact with him, but Youngmin put his head down, focusing on his dinner and Kwangmin just sighed and continued to eat.

Later that night, Kwangmin layed in bed, unable to sleep. He couldnt think of why his brother was being so distant, he couldnt take it anymore so he got out of bed and headed to Youngmin's room. As Kwangmin tried to enter, the door was locked and he sighed "Youngmin can you open the door? I want to talk" Kwangmin said, knocking on Youngmin's door but there was so answer. "Youngmin please..." Kwangmin banged on the door, but still there was no responce. Kwangmin took a few steps back, then bolted twords the door at full speed, breaking it down. Once he was inside, he saw something that he couldnt believe, he saw his brother lying on the floor with an empty pill bottle. His eyes went wide "YOUNGMIN!" Kwangmin screamed as he fell to his knees, trying to shake his motionless brother awake "Youngmin please be alive..." Kwangmin said softly, tears spilling from his eyes. He hugged Youngmin tightly, crying softly, praying that Youngmin was still alive. Just as Kwangmin let go of his brother, Youngmin's eyes open "K-Kwangmin..?" Youngmin said, a little bit dazed. "MY BROTHER YOU'RE ALIVE" Kwangmin cried out, happy tears replacing the sad ones, hugging his brother tightly. "Youngmin why the in the world did you attempt to commit suicide?! I would have been so heartbroken without my other half..." Kwangmin said, angry tears bulding up along with sad tears. "I-I couldnt bear to face you anymore...listen...Kwangmin Ive been in love with you since we were 10, more than my brother, like I wanted you to be my boyfriend. I dreamed of touching you, kissing you, holding you, even having with you..but I knew it would never happen...so for 4 years Ive continued to dream about you...and I just couldnt take it anymore.." Youngmin said, tears spilling from his eyes while Kwangmin had a shocked expression "Y-Youngmin I-Ive felt the same about you..." Kwangmin said and Youngmin was shocked "really..?" Youngmin asked with a soft whisper. "Yes really, Ive loved you from when I was 9, dreaming of us being more than brothers.." Kwangmin said and Youngmin lunged at his brother, kissing him deep on the lips, pulling him into his arms "Kwangmin I love you very much, I wish to be your lover, for us to move out together when we're 18" Youngmin said sweetly while he held Kwangmin in his arms. Kwangmin smiled warmly "I would love to, Youngmin" Kwangmin said and him and Youngmin stood up and layed down in Youngmin's bed, Youngmin pulling Kwangmin close in his arms, pulling the blanket over them. "Saranghae" Youngmin said, pecking Kwangmin on the lips once more. "Saranghae" Kwangmin said with a sleepy smile, dozing off in his brother's arms that he loves very much