It was a nightmare. I wanted to wake up. I wanted to see the light in this never ending tunnel. I have always love him. I always wanted to be with him. I wanted to tell him how much I love him. He became the light in my life when everything was dark. He pull me up when I was going down. He became the strength I needed. I never thought waking up on a thursday morning. Reading all those articles about the man that I so love. He is leaving. Am I dreaming? The man who love his brothers more than anything, is leaving. I keep on looking through different websites looking for answers. His instagram account and even his brother instagram account. I was shocked his brothers started unfollowing him. His brothers posting something about him. Against him. What was happening? You've got to be kidding me! Why. Are you really leaving? Are you really not going to comeback? Are you abandoning everything you have worked hard for? Reading articles telling you were sick, telling you have a new company, telling you are tired. What is the real reason? What to believe. But I don't know, that even though I read through those articles I was still waiting for your statement. Waiting for you to speak up. Your brothers have turn their back already. What is really happening? What is the reason behind this. They call you a betrayer but I still don't care. I know you. I will stand to how much I know you. You would never do that to your brothers, right? You love them, you