CHAPTER 24 Maybe-Dana Filming with Seonwoo Jaedok sunbae, who serves as Taejoon’s father, was yet another delighting and honorable feeling. With his undeniable acting experiences, I really am astonished by the way he deliver his part. It’s not awkward and fake and often I learn so much from him and he also gives me some tips on how to manage a more convincing expressions. It’s daebak. Right now, I am heading back to the main set to shoot again, a wet scene with Sulli. Thank God it is summer that I am more than willing to have a swim at night. As we come close to the destination, I rubbed my eyes and am trying to keep myself awake. Fatigue has already reached my system. I kept dozing off to this van but somehow this is already a familiar feeling and all I need is coffee and a bit of Sulli. I still have no official plans on how I should court her. Though I really have this ambitious idea in mind. I too cannot believe how this pierced into my head. Call me old fashion or what, but I am currently deciding to place the course of my courtship in Sulli’s home. I know, I know. It’s ridiculous how I would want to barge into her house and her family. But isn’t that how real guys do it? Though I fear her parents would not like me and her older brothers. Besides, that is not only the problem with this relationship there are actually three: I am afraid that guy still possess some evil plan pending, my shawols who surely are gonna be mad when they found out I am dating someone, and of course the no-dating-labelmates policy in SM. God, I am aware that I am off to a very big trouble but I’d rather face these challenges than to give up. I let out a deep exhale of insanity. It’s insane how humans’ life revolve around love and attraction. Attraction felt for other people which leads to a lot of struggles and reasoning. Love, I suppose, is the entire reason of our absurd existence. For the last hour of preparation for the next scene, we have discussed and laughed our exhaustions out. And now that we are all geared up we are just waiting for the director’s ‘Go’ signal. “So, dude, how’s it going?” Sangchu, not the dog, but Sangchu of Mighty Mouth is joking around with Sulli. He has become the comic subject in the set everytime he attends the taping for his cameo. It is amusing how he makes other people so alive with his funny remarks and actions. He picked up the doll, which is a replica of Sulli, and did some embarrassing things with it. Sulli, on the other hand can’t stop laughing. I am almost getting jealous of how she can be so cheered up by this guy. Haneul joined the two and the instinct of protecting Sulli with so many boys surrounding her creeped in, but I can’t seem to move. I’ve been paralyzed and meditating with myself all throughout the preparation time. “Minho~ya! Break a leg!” Hyunwoo sits down with me. He knows that I am already getting nervous about the CPR scene. “Anyway, don’t be too agitated and excited because Jun kamdongnim won’t let you