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‘’______-ah DINNER ARE READY” my mom shouted from downstairs

“I’M NOT HUNGRY MOM.’’  I reaplied

“BUT YOU HAVEN’T EAT  YET SINCE THIS MORNING HONEY.’’

“I SAID I’M NOT HUNGRY MOM’’ I replied angrily …

after I said that, there was a little quite, but then I heard a foot step. Then someone knocked the door,

‘Now what’ I mumble to myself, at that time I was hearing a song… the song by Daughtry ~ SEPTEMBER, I put out my earphone and paused the song…

‘’Come in’’ I said, and the door was opened it was my mom,  she came towards me, she hugged me and rubbing my hair

‘’Dear, don’t be like this… You know I’m totally worry about you. Please don’t be like this honey. It’s not just you who feel sad, it’s everyone. Everyone, feel sad because they worry about you for being like this. “ my mom said,

 then I felt a water falling  down to my cheek, it wasn’t me who crying it was my mom.  She cried, I looked at her

‘’Mom, I’m sorry, I’m sorry…. all this time  I’ve being so selfish. I never thing about what do you feel, I just thinking about myself. I’m sorry mom, I’m sorry.’’ I hugged her back, and then I started to crying.  I can’t held my tears anymore, the tears that never been out since that day, the feeling that never been I felt since that day, and  the emotion that I’ve never been pictured since that day… The day when someone who I really loved,  was……..

I still crying in my mother’s arm.

“Let it out honey, just let it out. Don’t keep it, it just make you feel worst.” my mom said and rubbed my hair again,

I don’t know why, but I felt so warm. The warm that I’ve been missed since that day,

‘’I missed him mom, I loved him, I really loved him. But why mom, why did he left me? he already promised that he would never leaved me… but why mom, WHY???’’ I cried more harder,  I can’t held up my tears. It just flowing swiftly….

‘’I know, I know. But don’t just because of that you leave your life. You know, if you act like this is just make everyone worry and feel bad. You still young, you have a future that waiting for you to come. Honey listen…” my mom paused then she lifted up my head straight to her face, then she added

‘’This is not the END dear… Not the END of your life.’’

at that time, I could saw her eyes. Her eyes was red, and watering. It’s hurt me to saw my mom like that, I felt so guilty to made my mom like that, my tears started to flowing again and I said,

‘’Yea mom, you right this is not the end…I promised I won’t be like this, promise mom’’ I smiled at her but still my tears were still flowing

then my mom hugged me again,

‘’Now, this is my daughter.’’

END OF POV