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Thousands of Broken

"Miss, sorry for disturbing but we have arrive Korea. You may go and grab your bag. Have a nice day!", the stewardess said.

"Thanks."

You were back from study abroad because of your mother wanted to celebrate her anniversary with her 'new' husband. At first, you didn't want to but your mother keep pushing you and at last, you have to. You keep in mind that you went home not because of that anniversary, but because you had been years since you last met your mother.

'hmmm, where's my bag? It's been 10 minutes already but still not here. Oh? There it is! but, why am I feel different about the bag? Nah, just take it or leave it. I'm so exhausted'

As you walked, you saw a guy that have the same bag as yours.

'Why my mind kept telling me that, that bag are actually mine? but, I already have it....', you looked at the bag beside you.

"Sir, may I take a look at your bag? I think that we have exchange our bag.."

The guy turn around and you were immersed of what that guy look like..

'He is so....perfect', you said to yourselves.

"Wait. Who are you to check my bag? I don't even know you.", he said.

"Yes, you don't know me and I don't even know who you are. But, I have to make sure that this bag is actually yours or not. Okay, let's make a deal, you check mine, I check yours. Deal?"

"Okay. Give me your bag."

You hand in your bag to him and he also. You two check and you are right, you two had exchanged your bag. 

"Ah, it seems that you are right. Thanks for checking our bag. Anyway, may I know your name? I'm Kim Jongdae or you can call me Chen. and if you are not mind, could you give me your contact number? I want to treat you later because you have helped me.", he smiled.

" I'm Lee Ye Ri. Yes, I will give my contact number but you don't have to treat me. It's okay."

Then you guys exchange phone number.

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A week later, an unknown number called you.

"Hello?"

"Is this Ye Ri? I'm Jongdae. The one who exchange bag with you. can we meet?"

"Yes I am. Okay."

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|| at the cafe ||

"Hey. Why do you want to meet me?"

" I had promised you that I want to treat you, remember?"

"I had told you you don't have to treat me. As long as I have my bag, it's okay."

"No,no,no. I treat you today. No more rejecting my offer. It's final."

"Hmmmm, okay if you insist so.."

You guys have some chat and get to know each other on that day. You felt so happy to be next to him. He is so kind and so handsome. After that, you guys always meet each other. 

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One day, you two were planning to have dinner together. You wearing a dress that are so beautiful yet simple. 

Your mother entered your room then said,

"Ye Ri-ah,  you look so beautiful! Where are you going? You want to meet that boy who come to our house last week right? He will fall in love in you when he look at you tonight, my dear."

"Omma,  this dress is simple. He will not just easily fall for me."

"I know my dear. But I'm sure he will. Or maybe he want to ask you to date him tonight.", your mom smiled.

"ahah, no,no,no.. It is impossible mom."

suddenly, there is a knock on the door. 

"I guess he is already here. Goodbye mom."

then, you open the door. 

"Hey."

He didn't respond.

"Hey Chen-ah, are you there?"

"huh? Oh, yeah..", he blushed. 

"Shall we?"

You were excited yet nervous because of nothing. You don 't know why but yeah, you just feel it. Remembering what your mom had said to you earlier, it made you even nervous. 

"We are here. Let's go eat dinner."

The restaurant look so extravagant and exclusive. You felt so humble. Then you asked,

"Chen, why do you bring me here? We can go other restaurant that we usually did. This place is very expensive."

"It's okay. I can afford it. So, let's order."

After we order our food, Chen suddenly excuse himself to go to the washroom. You waited for him about 15 minutes. 

'Why did he take to long go to the washroom? The food are here already 5 minutes ago. And there is no one in here except the waiter. Is the food not delicious?', you taste the food.' Hmm, not bad..'

Suddenly, the restaurant went blackout. Fortunately, there is a candle on each table. Then, there's a spotlight on you and the other one infront of you. And there's Chen standing infront of the microphone. The song started playing.

Angel-EXO (eng lyrics)

"This moment feels like I was born as a child who knew nothing
I closed my eyes again in case it would be a dream
You were standing in front of my desperate self and praying
Just once, I want to walk side by side with you

Taken by the soft wind to your world
You asked me brightly where I came from to your side
And I told you that It was a secret
Wherever we walk together
Will be paradise

You are an eye-blinding entity compared to Michael
Who would remember you, I will not forgive it
Like the beginning when stepping into Eden
Believing you every day from the bottom of my heart

I always want to protect you
So that even the small things won’t tire you out, I’m eternally in love

As your guardian, I will block the stiff wind
Even though people turn their backs to you
If I could become the person
Who can wipe your tears on a tiring day
It will be paradise

I, who has fallen in love with no other place to
Go back, my wings have been taken away (oh no)
Even though I lost my everlasting life, the reason to my happiness
You are my eternity Eternally Love"

He sang beautifully and you felt touched because the song was so beautiful. He then walk slowly towards you and there is something at his back that he hiding from you. 

"Ye Ri-ah, let's start dating. Actually, I have been prepared this yesterday and yeah, it's because I have the enough courage to confess you to be my girlfriend. I love you. Will you be my girlfriend?", he asked while kneeling infront of you and holding a ring.

"Yes, I love you too Jongdae-ah.". Then you two hug each other. 

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CHEN POV

I love you so much,Ye Ri-ah.. but.... I'm sorry because I couldn't be with you longer than you thought. I don't want to leave you but I could not do anything... I'm so sorry.. The morning before we had date...

// flashback //

I am so excited to confess to her tomorrow! but I need someone to help me... hmmmmm, Baekhyun? Yeah, yeah. Who else? 

"hello? Baekhyun-ah, I need your help. Come to my house first then I will tell you."

20 minutes later, Baekhyun arrive. 

"yah! Why you taking so long? I've been waiting until I have looonggg beard you know~"

"Haha, funny.", sarcastically he answered. " so, what did you want me to help you?"

"Oh, okay. First, I want to confess to one girl tomorrow. So, I had a plan. But, I need your help to make this plan successfully achieve. Pretty please~~"

"WHAT! YOU DIDN'T TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE SOMEONE! THEN YOU ASKED ME TO HELP YOU?!!"

"aahhh~ miyanhae~ but please, help me. I really need your help.  Miyanhae Baekhyun-ah~~"

He close his ear with his hand then he said,"Arasso, arasso. I'll help you. What did you need?" 

"Kyaaa! Gomawo Baekhyun-ah! Muaahh!", I joked. 

He block it with his hand, "Eiiuuuww, I thought you are not gay~ save it for your future girlfriend.", we both laughed.

After that, we went to shopping mall to buy couple ring, attire for the dinner and others. After we're done, we walked to the basement parking to go back home. Suddenly, my head felt dizzy and went black out....

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I open my eyes slowly and my head felt really bad. 

"Where am I?"

"Chen! Oh God you are awake! You don't know how panicked I am when you suddenly unconcious."

"I'm sorry. Wait! What day is today?"

"Friday. And I think there is something you hiding from me. Mind to tell me?"

"Oh God! Today is the day! What time is it?"

"12 noon. I asked you, mind to tell me?"

"Tell you what? There is nothing I'm hiding from you."

" Yes you are. Why you didn't tell me that you have brain tumor?  For God sake Chen! Why?!"

" That was small matter Baek. I'm fine.."

"What do you mean by 'fine'? You are at the critical level, the WORST level for brain tumor Chen! You have to get in surgery as soon as possible!"

"I don't need a surgery. It's just a waste. I know that I'm gonna die soon."

" You know that you gonna die, but why you want to confess to her? You know that if you confess to her, you will make it harder. Her heart will be broken when she know that you die. You want to make this hard for her?"

" No. It's not like that. I just think that if I don't confess to her, I will regret it. I promise to myself, after I confess to her tonight, I will make her happy. When I die, I know that I had made her happy when I alive."

"You just thinking about yourselves, Chen. Have you ever think that after you die, is she gonna be okay? Is she can hold this? Will she kill herself just to be with you? Have you ever think about it Kim Jongdae? No, you are not.." Then, he left. 

I just think of what Baek told me. Yeah, he's right. But, I have to. Sorry Baekhyun, Ye Ri... 

// end of flashback // 

YOUR POV

"Chen! Look at those stars. Beautiful isn't it? When we are together, I keep wondering how our future would be.. When we are gonna married, how many kids do we want, how happy we are.. Do you ever think of that?", you asked.

"Of course I do. I always want to spent my life with you, to make you happy because you are with me. And.. I just want you to know that I always love you no matter what. Please always remember that. I love you so much, Ye Ri-ah."

" Yup. I know that already Chen. Don't worry. So, what you were planning to? Or do you want me to plan it out?"

" Okay, I'll let you plan it out.", he then said and place his head on your shoulder. 

"Yeay! Okay, first of all I want to bring you meet my parents, and then you bring me meet your parents to seek for their blessings. Then, we went for a vacation with our parents. After that, we get engaged and live under the same roof! Yup, how amazing it look like right, Chen? Chen??? Why are you don't answer me?",you try to take a look at him but it is kind of difficult because his head is on your shoulder. 

"Chen, please answer me!" , you shake your body a little bit. But, his head suddenly fell down then you realised that he unconcious. Or maybe.....

"Chen! Kim Jongdae! Yah!! Get up! Please I'm begging you! Pleasee! Get up! Oh God! Where is my phone!", you kept searching for your phone then you called ambulance.

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"I'm sorry miss but we couldn't do anything. His brain tumor is so critical and the chances for him to survive is least. I'm sorry Ye Ri-shi"

"But, will he get concious?", your eyes started tear. "Will he?"

" I'm not so sure but you can stay by his side for a moment."

"Thank you, Doctor..."

You waited for him to get up. You wait and wait until you fell asleep. 

10 minutes later..

You felt that someone touch you head. You wake up sudden and you started to tear up... 

"Chen... You awake.."

"Yes,I am.", he smiled dearly at you. "I'm sorry..."

"Why Chen? Why you didn't tell me earlier? And why did you confess to me while you know that you couldn't survive.. That you will leave me.. You didn't think about my feeling are you? You want to make me suffer?! Because you are going to leave me? Do you want to see me crazy because of you? Are you that happy? ", he hug you just to comfort you then said,

" Dear, I confess to you because I love you so much.  I am deeply in love with you. I tried my best to be always  be beside you but I can't. I want to build a family with you, I want to have children with you and I want the best for us. I thought that I could live a little longer so that I can do all the things that I want with you. But, I guess it was too late to do all of that. I love you Ye Ri-ah.. I really do.. When I left, I want you to be a successful woman and please don't cry.. The first time I met you, I thought that I have met an angel that wanted to take my life. If it is, I' m so lucky. Because you are so beautiful and kind. I am really grateful that God had sent you to me, to make my life happier before I leave. The truth is, I am really happy, my life even brighter than before.. It is all because of you.. I'm sorry Ye Ri. I love... you... so... mu...ch..", his hand that hug you dropped so sudden,there was sound of the machine shows that he just left you ... Forever.. You get up quickly and you shake his body. 

"Chen! Kim Jongdae... PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME! KIM JONGDAEEEE!!!", you cried crazily. "I didn't get a chance to tell you that I love you, that I'm happy with you for the last time Chen! You didn't give me a chance.. JONGDAE-AH! DON'T LEAVE ME!! WAKE UP!"

The doctor and nurses check him and the doctor tell you that his gone. They bring him to the corpse room. You sit on the floor and think..

" He just left me..  He just left me.. ", you keep repeat it again and again.

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4 months later....

'Jongdae-ah, today was 100 days you have left me... 

 Eventhough, you are not here,

All your words I can still remember,

I live as if you are here, 

Whispering sweet words to my ears.

I always love you Kim Jongdae.. 

And I always will..'

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:

YEAY! I have done writing this stories! give me a clap! hahhahaahha

I hope that I'm not dissappointed uolls after you guys read it.. I'm sorry if I have.. :(

and I hope that I will make another fics.. just wait and see.. hahhahhaha *evillaugh*

anyway, I appreciate if you guys comment and give a feedback because it will help me a lot to improve my grammar.. 

and if you guys really kind, subsribe and upvote! 

love you guys! muaahhhh! 

 -HEJ- 

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princess_exotic #1
Chapter 1: nice story!! Thank you i am egyptian and i want to translate your one shot to arabic and post it in my blog and i wrote that you are the wrighter , can i do that ???
B-syak
#2
Chapter 1: OHMY, nice story!! Thank you((:
Hyejeongaoa #3
Chapter 1: You makee me cry too muchh :(
snowiepinky31 #4
Chapter 1: wow!! great story. I hope that you will write more.
crystalwind2508
#5
Maybe, you need to improve your grammar (You did say it was your first time so it's okay), but the plot was good! :)
ji_hyun
#6
Chapter 1: I teared up while reading this seriously, you did a good job being a first timer ;) /claps/
Please write more story! I would love to read them :3
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