I was walking In the universities hallway with Bible in my hand.I had big smile on my face because I was happy that I could study such amazing subject.I am 18 year old student who want to be professor of Religion.I love the world that is looking over our earth life.Bible and religion was kind of escape that I need.My family life is not so perfect as I have parent’s that are not the best.They are drunk almost all the time.Ans what is the reason for their drinking?Well….money problems.I have part time job to help with our rent.My dad have problem that he is gambler and don’t want to be cured.I always have to hide the money that I made.

As I was thinking about my family suddenly I felt I bumped into someone and we both fell.I was surprised and my head hurt as we bumped together.

‘’Aish you er where were you watching?!’’Some boy’s voice yelled and I looked up and I sighed.It was the school’s bully,Kim Heechul with his gang members.I slowly gather my books from the ground and I stood up glaring at him.

‘’First stop cursing and talk polite and second you should watch too where you were walking.’’I said to him calmly and I saw him gasp in surprise and he smile and came closer to me grabbing me by my collar..Yeah like he never did it before.

‘’Yaaah you religion how dare you to speak to me!’’He hissed at my face and it was kind of uncomfortable.

‘’You are normal human not God so why can’t I talk to you how I want?’’I asked him calmly not even struggling in his grip.He frown and his gang members came closer but Heechul stoped them with one wave of his hand.

‘’You…are very brave Choi Siwon…Someone should teach you lesson.’’He said quietly with a smirk.

‘’The only one who can teach me lesson Is God.’’I answered and I saw him smile and than he let me go and walked to his gang.

‘’Let’s go guys…This will pay later.’’Heechul said and he walked away with his gang.Wow he didn’t tried to fight with me.

Kim Heechul.The bully of school with rich parent’s and most expensive car among student’s.I tried to not meet him but sometimes we just kind of run into each other like today.He cursed he drink and I even saw him smoke.Tipical bad boy.He is studying Biology…I don’t know what he want to be in future but I think he won’t be any good human.

Weeks passed and as Kim Heechul said I really got lesson from him and his gang.When I was going to toilet suddenly water was thrown at me.I was angry I must admit but I never went to him and gave him mine lesson.I just ignored him and all day walked in school in wet clothes.Another one of his lesson’s was stealing me books.Even when I walked to library and asked for the lost book they already said someone already took it…Still I ignored it as I didn’t want to be like other humans.

‘’YAH RELIGION !’’I heard his yelling and I rolled my eyes and kept walking in the library to choose some book I will read at home.

‘’Don’t ignore me!!’’He yelled and I smirked and of course ignored him, but suddenly I felt like someone jumped on my back.I was shocked and I was trying to shake that person off.

‘’Yah get off!’’I hissed and I heard chuckle and I knew that voice…Kim Heechul.His long hair was tickling me on my neck and I was really annoyed by his action.

‘’Now….Will you stop ignoring me?’’He whispered in my ear and I shiver from it.

‘’What do you want?’’I asked him still in angry voice.He always  ruin my mood.

‘’What’s with the tone of your voice huh?Talk nice.’’He said and I chuckle.

‘’Than you should change your attitude too diva.’’I said and he jumped off and I turn around and look at his frowning face.

‘’Well…I am just here to talk nothing else.’’He said and I laugh softly.

‘’Yeah like I believe you.Where is your pack of dogs huh?’’I asked him with a smirk and he laughed too.

‘’Somewhere very far why?You miss them?’’He said and I shook my head and sat down on the floor, with the book in my lap.I thought that he will leave too but I was wrong.He sat beside me and rest his head on my shoulder.

‘’Did you eat something bad when you act like this?’’I asked him while opening the book.

‘’No…It’s just annoying with those stupid dogs.’’He said and I looked at him shocked.

‘’Is that even possible that the diva is annoyed of someone?’’I asked and he glared at me.

‘’Yah!Stop it or I’ll do something to you.’’He said and I nod with a smile.Yeah like he can hurt me.I am twice of his size and not to hurt his pride but I am working out and he have body like a girl, slim and light.

‘’Why are you still reading?’’He suddenly asked me and I looked at his curious face.

‘’Well…I just love it..That’s the only reason..I love the fiction world.’’I said and I saw him nod and again rest his head on my shoulder.

‘’And what about you?What do you like?’’I asked him and I felt his body shaking from laughter.

‘’Well..Lot’s of things..Like drinking and smoking..fast cars too.’’He said and I sighed.Of course rich and famous make you sin.

‘’Obviosuly I said something you hate.’’He said and I looked at him surprised.

‘’How do you know?’’I asked him and he chuckle and shook his head.

‘’I know lot abut you Choi Siwon…What you like and dislike too.’’He said and I smiled.

‘’Why do you know it?I am just like other students.’’I said and he shook his head and sat in front of me smiling at me…Wow he can smile and his smile is really pretty.

‘’No…you’re wrong…You’re completely different from other student’s.’’He said while looking at me with sparkle in his eyes…What is he thinking about?I frown and closed the book.

‘’In what I am different?’’I asked him curious.

‘’Girl’s love to jump on me and boy’s try to be friends with me…There is no one who don’t like me…except you..You are acting so normal.’’He whispered while hypnotizing me with his eyes.

‘’Well..you’re right about this.’’I said with a nod.

‘’That’s why…I was curious about you and I start to search more information’s about you.’’He said with a smile and he came closer to me and I tried to push myself away.

‘’You should stop doing it.’’I said and he smirked and shook his head.

‘’No…I want to know everything about you..Every.single.thing.’’He whispered and I could feel his mint breath on my lips.

‘’And can I know why?’’I said to him while watching his eyes.He suddenly laughed softly shaking his head.

‘’Choi Siwon..The genius in university don’t know it.’’He said and I frowned.His face suddenly became serious again and he sighed.

‘’Because…I love you.’’He whispered and my eyes widen but he didn’t gave me time to react as suddenly he sat on my lap and kissed my lips.I was frozen that I even forgot my name.I was just sitting not moving while he was kissing me.His hands were in my hair tugging on them.When he finally stop kissing me he looked at me and smiled.He pecked my lips and I was still shocked looking at him.

‘’Now you know…why I never beat you.’’He whispered and stood up sending me flying kiss and he than walked away.

What just happened…He…He the Kim Heechul kissed me!I touched my lips and they were still wet from his saliva…His saliva was on my lips.I slowly stood up and I completely forgot about the laying book on the ground.I ran out from the library to my home.My life changed….because of this one little thing…kiss.

One day pass and than second and third…I was coming to university and everyday at gate I saw the smiling face of Heechul.He always hanged with me like nothing happened…He jumped on me time to time and cutely asked me to carry him…So I did..My legs just did it on their own.I was happy with him..He left his gang and he was always with me.He loved to lay down on my lap while we were in library..I didn’t know what my heart felt…I didn’t know why it beat so fast when I was around him.

‘’Siwonnieeee I love you.’’He said and I looked at him shocked.Right now we were walking in the park as he as always dragged me somewhere…I never had the strength to protest.I never answered him when he said it.

‘’Siwonnie…Don’t you love me?’’He asked me while he came closer to me and wraped his hands around my neck pushing our faces closer.

‘’I….I don’t know…How should I know.’’I whispered to him while watching his beautiful eyes.

‘’Does your heart beat fast?Do you like my body and my presence beside you?’’He whispered, our lips almost touching.I nod slowly and my hands held his waist and pushed him closer which he smiled at my action.

‘’Than…you love me.’’He whispered and close the gap between us…But I didn’t felt disgusted.It was amazing feeling and I closed my eyes and slowly moved my lips against his.He moaned and opened his mouth.His tongue poked my lips and I opened them slowly and his tongue sliped in my mouth , playing with my tongue.I felt the electricity in my body running down my spine.When we need to breath we parted and I looked in his eyes which showed me happiness.

‘’Now…we are officaly couple.’’he said happily as we were sitting on the grass looking at the night sky watching the stars.He was on my lap and I was playing with his hair.

‘’Yeah…but promise me, that you will be good.’’I said and he laugh and nod.

‘’For you…I will change.’’he said and rest his back against my chest.

He really changed…He stoped drinking and smoking too.He start to wear bright clothes and not the black ones.He turned to my cute puppy Chull, his nickname which I gave him.I gave him lot of nicknames..one of it he hate the most and I loved it..it was Princess…He was always angry when I called him like that, saying that he is boy so he should be called Prince.But I can’t help him since his face is too cute and more beautiful than any girl have.

Our relationship was innocent…We just kissed and hugged but I knew that my Princess  wanted to make the next step.I was thinking about it over and over again.I always wanted to give my ity away when I get married as it was written in Bible.But…me and Heechul are together already for almost 2 years…I think it’s time.

‘’Okay…Today…let’s do it.’’I said and my Princess jumped on me happily and I smiled and caressed his back gently.

That night we really did it.We went to Heechul’s house as his parent’s were on business trip and whole house was ours.He was nervous too.Our touches were shy at first, just exploring our bodies.I was very gentle with him, afraid that I would break him under me.But he just smiled and gave me nod which was the sign I could make our bodies one.He at first cried for the pain but after while his back was arching from the pleasure and his eyes rolled back and his beautiful shaped lips cried for more.So I lost control and I went for the first time wild, and oh Lord he loved it.He scratched  my back and even start to curse but I didn’t stoped him as I, myself had hard times to not just scream what I wanted.When we both reached our we screamed each other’s names and than we layed in each other’s arms panting hard.

‘’I love you.’’He said and I smiled and bite his ear softly.

‘’Me too’’I said and we both fell asleep.

After that night things changed again, to better…We were more intimate and I loved it.To just be whole day in bed with him watching some cheesy dramas.Our life was so perfect.Until it was almost end of year…The last year in university and I was now talking with priest to get more information for my final project.

‘’Don’t forget young man that devil of children are around us too…Like homoual’s , gambler’s and abusing people.’’He said and I froze on spot as he said it…Like he destroyed my whole world with just one sentence.I came home…home was with Heechul.I packed my things and I walked outside back to my old parent’s house.Of course Heechul called me couple hours later when he came back from university and found the house empty…Not my things on the ground…

‘’Let’s meet in the park.’’I said and hang up taking my jacket and walking outside.I have to do this…I just have to.

‘’Baby what’s wrong?Where are your things?’’He asked me with trembling voice..Deep inside he must now the answer.

‘’I…Today I met the priest…He told me everything…That we are devil’s children.’’I whispered and I saw him bitterly laugh.

‘’Yah and you believed him?’’He said while crying and smiling.

‘’It’s right…That’s why…our relationship have to end.’’I said and he now start to cry hard.It was breaking my heart but my face didn’t show any emotion.

‘’I wish you happiness Heechul…Please continue to be a good person so God will love you.’’I whispered and he shook his head.

‘’NO!NO NO NO!!!I WILL FOLLOW YOU!’’He screamed and I shook my head and step back from him.

‘’I sign in church…I will become priest.’’I said and his eyes widen.

‘’W-What?!You don’t mean it!’’He yelled and I took out the paper from my pocket and I threw it at him.

‘’Goodbye Kim Heechul…’’I whispered and I turned around ignoring his yells and cries..I wanted to embrace him one last time but I knew I couldn’t..Because God will hate me.

3 years passed…3 years since I last saw him…Now I was 25 and I was priest.Life was hard but I tried very hard to hold on and not just ran out of here and find him…I had one little friend that is struggling with himself too..His name is Choi Junhong.Everytime he talk, it’s like I see myself after priest talk with me.I now he won’t be struggling for long…The love will just find it’s way out of him…I am loosing it too..The will..

As I end my evening praying I heard someone banging on church’s gate.I opened them and my eyes widen as I saw the one who visit me in my everyday dreams.Kim Heechul…With his old gang.

‘’We want to pray.’’He said with a laugh and I frowned…He is bad again.

‘’Than you should come tomorrow morning.’’I said and I saw him frown…I went back to church and slam the door closed while breathing hard…My Princess…he didn’t changed.

He came again…He won’t let me go.I frowned and watched him coming closer to me.

‘’Stop coming to me!I will not change!’’I said to him coldly.

‘’But…But why!!!Are we so bad?!!!’’He yelled while his tears fell down his beautiful cheeks.

‘’Chull-ah…you are not bad person..but the devil inside you yes.’’I whispered and I touched his chest lightly..His heart was beating fast.Heechul glared at me and slaped my hand away while glaring at me.

‘’STOP TALKING ABOUT THIS !!!’’He yelled angrily with tears in eyes…I’m so sorry my Princess.

‘’Stop cursing finally!!’’I said and Heechul cried more.

‘’Siwon..please..please come back to me!!!’’He cried clenching on his chest beating his chest as I knew it hurt him…He is suffering so much.

‘’I-I can’t…this is my life.’’I whispered quietly.Fighting the demon in me.

‘’But we had life too.’’He said quietly while crying…his voice was pleading me.

We had..but that was in past…It was because of my teenage hormones.’’Í said and looked somewhere else because he was making me weak.

‘’No Siwon…I know it’s NOT because of that!’’He said and suddenly he grabed  my shoulder’s and shook me.

‘’How can you know me so well?’’I said with a  sad laugh.

‘’Do you want me to show you who you are?!’’Heechul said firmly.

‘’I know who I am.’’I whispered and Heechul bitterly laughed and with quick move he grabed me by neck.

‘’This is you!’’He whispered and he kissed me…Oh Lord how I missed those lips!I completely lost control and I hugged his waist and I pushed him to me and kissed him back hungrily.

‘’This..have to be secret.’’I whispered to him when we parted.

‘’Okay…Whatever you want just don’t leave me again!’’He said with a smile and pecked my lips.

‘’I won’t…leave you ever again.’’I whispered and I grabed his hand and grabed him insde the church to my room where we sinned whole night…Again kissing every inch of our bodies.

That is how our secret relationship started…He told me everything about his life.How he became a nurse in a hospital.He was too lazy to study to become a doctor so he is working as a nurse.He was smoking as I left he needed something to keep his mind of me.But we can stop his addiction…As I am with him again.

Junhong…he fnally admit his feeling towards his teacher and he is with him.I am happy for him but I also know it’s dangerous.I hope his will be good like mine with Heechul by my side.

When I look at myself in past I was really an idiot…I should listen to my heart, but maybe this separation was good for something..I learned new things..And the most important I should keep loving one person and never forget him.

‘’Honey will you stop reading finally?The dinner is going to be cold!’’My husband of 6 years called me and took the book from my hands.I chuckle and pecked his lips.

‘’Sorry baby!You know me and books.’’I said and stood up hugging him.

‘’Yeah..i am starting to get jealous!What if you cheat with me with your books!’’He said with a chuckle and I shook my head and kissed him deeply.

‘’Never my love…Never in my life!’’I said and together we kept living our amazing life we created.Maybe I am sinning but it feels God…And love is not a sin..If I meet God one day I will tell him that.

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