He first came to me in the worst time possible. That day, the sky was so dark and it was so cold outside. I stood on the rail, wondering how long it takes for me to die if I jumped from this rail. I hate the weak me.. I hate the useless me.. I hate the stupid me.. I hate Yong Junhyung.. Everything I did and everything I am never matter in my father’s eyes. No matter how hard I tried.. No matter how hard I screamed.. No matter how hard I cried.. He never listen.. He never understand.. Nobody can understand me.. I’ve had enough, I don’t want to live this miserable life again. I just want to forget everything, I just want to disappear.

“If I die.. Nobody will cry for me, right?” All I want just a tiny bit of happiness and someone who can make me forget everything. I wait and wait for 18 years long and none of that showed up. ‘You can do it Yong Junhyung, just take one step and you will be release from this miserable life’ Following my tired mind I take one step and let gravity pulled me down. I wait.. I wait.. and, I wait.. The pain never came.. I didn’t feel anything beside this weird warm feeling all arounf my body.

“Don’t die.. Don’t die hyung..” Ahhh.. It was you.. Just the right person I thought will intervene with my suicide plan.

“Please.. Don’t do this hyung..” You cry again.. I told you before to never cry in front of me again, right? Then, why? Why’d you cry this time?

“Stop it.. Someone like me doesn’t worth crying of, safe your tears for someone else Yoseobie.”

“Noo.. I’m here hyung.. Why can’t you see me? I care for you!! Even though everybody turn th