~~~~To my handsome best friend~~~~ Annyeong myungie, when you read this im not around anymore. Im sorry for not telling you earlier about my condition cause i don't want to get you worried. I know if i still there you will punish me because not telling you my biggest secret. I still remember every single time we're together . And i still remember you secret bout you stole sungkyu oppa favourite shirt and your secret bout your first love . You told me how perfect she is and its broke my heart when you told me its not me. Funny right , your dork bestfriend here fall for you and you never notice it. I still remember a week before Valentines day you asked me to help you and i said 'Yeah sure' cause i know the day would come. The day you want to confess to her, the day that she would be yours. I don't know myung but i just sad looking you with another girl that is not me, but what can i do? As long as you happy, this jerk will be happy. Day,months past. I thought our friendship will go further but you start avoiding me like im invisible. I start a conversation with you but you just ignore me. And thats everyone started to bully me because they know NO one will save me like before. Every single day i would ask myself what did i did wrong. Why our friendship falls apart? What makes you cold toward me? And that every single question are never been solve. Just like i said seeing you happy is my happiness too, so i think i had to move on. I had to let you go. Bullies never run of my