Feelings
First love never dies?I'm really sorry for crappy and short and late update please forgive me :(
Sehun’s POV:
Oh my god what am I doing? I couldn’t control my actions! But this feels so good, it’s like I fulfilled my wish that was wished long ago. When I pulled away, I saw her face… it was really red and she looked more shocked than I expected. Well I really enjoyed kissing her bit it’s just a kiss it’s not like I took her first kiss anyway. I was looking at her confused when she spoke:
-m-my… f-first k-kiss…-and she looked at me with teary eyes. WHAT? It can’t be!! She hasn’t kissed anyone before. I AM HER FIRST? I feel so bad and soo good at the same time. She’s so innocent; she doesn’t leave me any choice except to like her! I was completely lost! I didn’t knew what to do or what to say, I just awkwardly looked at her and apologized. Then I went to bathroom, even though I just stepped out. I knew I would get nervous but this is too much! My heart is going to explode! Seriously I think I just found hidden bomb in my heart. Why does she do that to me?! These feelings all over again…
Jae Hi’s POV:
I think I’m on fire… but the parts that he was touching are burning the most!!! And I think my lips just went numb. This is too much for me I think I’m going to faint… what should I do? How should I act after this? God help me! The best thing to do is to go to sleep. WELL IF I CAN FALL ASLEEP!!!!! Its so hot in here! What should I doooooooooooo???????? After rolling in the bet for like two hours I finally fall asleep! The next day when I woke up he wasn’t there. Oh I think they have meeting about documents that they need for the trip to china.
I was doing some additional homework for extra credit when sehun walked in slamming the door. What’s wrong? Should I ask? I still feel awkward after yesterday. He didn’t let me to speak because he did it before me, and his voice was very angry:
-When were you going to tell me that you weren’t going to China??!! Why I had to find out about it from Jackson?! –oh my he’s such a silly boy, if only he could know that whenever I’m near him I get so nervous I forget everything I wanted to say
-Oh so now you are laughing at me!!!! Okay I see !!!!
-No nonoooo!!! Wait! Please… it somehow flew out of my mind. We were so out of topic I’m really sorry I didn’t meant to upset you
-But you did! How come you told him before me! We live together!!!!
-I don’t know, he asked but you never have so…
-UGH never mind!!!! Why aren’t you going anyway?-seems like he cooled off a little bit.
-Well, our whole family is going to Jeju Island to see my grandparents.
-Oh…
-But it doesn’t matter anyway if I go or not, Sujin is coming so-
-Stop with sujin already! I DO NOT like her! You misunderstood something! And I wanted you to come! - Heart calm down… be quiet you can’t fall in love again! Its wrong people don’t change he’s going to break your heart!
-Well I’m sorry. Now I have to go. Bye.
-Yah where are you going! I’m still upset and I’m not talking to you just so you know! YAAH!!!-no don’t look back. I hope the days that he’ll be gone I’ll forget him and realize that I don’t like him…
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