Listen to: Super Junior's A Short Journey

Heechul, Please Don’t Go

You made up your mind, there’s nothing I can do to stop you from leaving.

Even though it’s just two years, two years without you, it still hurts.

In year 1983, July 10, you were born.

But, I hadn’t known you then.

In year 2005, November 6, I started knowing about you.

My first thoughts had been, ‘Why is this guy so cocky and arrogant?’

But, slowly, I got to see the real you.

The person who didn’t give a damn about what others thought about him.

The person who cares so much about people close to him.

The funny and kind hearted you.

The AB blooded you.

The one and only Kim Heechul in this whole wide universe.

I fell in love with you.

But, now you are leaving.

Leaving us ELFs, Super Junior and me for your military training.

I want to smile and tell you I’ll be alright, just go to the army and come back safely.

But, somehow, I just can’t.

The tears came immediately when you first told me that you are leaving.

With your cool character, you just brush it off and knock my head.

“Yah, Babo. Why are you crying? It’s not like I’m dying.”

I still remember those very words you told me.

It’s stupid and idiotic of me to cry at you leaving because you’re going to serve your country, a good thing.

But, somehow, I just can’t stop the tears.

Is it just foolish of me to cry for because you’re going for two years?

You said it is.

You don’t know how hard it is to see you go.

Behind your smiles, I really wonder,

Why is it so easy for you to say goodbye?

Knowing that you’re departing, your members must be having a hard time too.

Seeing through the television screen of Leeteuk crying on your last stage at Inkigayo had me crying for two hours too.

Kim Heechul,

Why is it so easy for you to say goodbye?

I’m missing you already.

I still remember the first time we met.

It was in the rain, you were waiting for your manager hyung’s car along with Super Junior and me being just a normal girl had run straight into the shelter without looking where I was going, knocking into you.

The very day you debuted, we met.

You had scolded me for dirtying your clothes while your members helped me up from the ground.

I was upset with your words, how could a person be so unfeeling?

I had burst into tears, running away from you straight into the rain.

Somehow, you had run after me and apologized.

And, the rest was history.

It had been 6 years since we met.

Kim Heechul.

You loyal, straightforward, caring and kind person.

Had me falling head over heels for you.

I never knew I would love you.

I never knew it would hurt this much to know that you are going.

I had always known that you’re going to leave someday, but,

I never expected that day to come so quickly.

One moment, you and Leeteuk said you guys are going to be enlisting next year,

The next moment, you decided to enlist on September 1^st.

My entire world fell.

I just broke down and cry.

Kim Heechul,

Will you tell me what I’m going to do without you?

Hankyung left, Kanging left for army duties, Kibum is on hiatus.

Our original 15 became 12, and now, 11.

You weren’t supposed to leave till next year.

I promi5e to 13elieve,

But, Kim Heechul, can you just don’t go?

Because, I really don’t know what to do when you’re gone too.

Kim Heechul, Please Don’t Go.