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'yoongi, you already promised and told hoseok to not being childish and selfish again.' i talk to myself

but what can i do now? i'm really mad because hoseok spent times together with taehyung lately and he almost forget about me. why must taehyung? taehyung is my favorite maknae in maknae line. i really can't mad at him.

i sat on the couch, i stared blankly at the straight. i just wonder. did he really love me? Why do I have to always succumb? hoseok always told me 'yoongi stop being childish and stop your jealousy things' why would i if hoseok is the one who make me like this, i always try. i've tried not to childish and being more mature. but when i just being more mature and calm, hoseok always ruin it. he always do things like gaying around with other members. i'm his boyfriend. didn't he get enough from me? and it makes me jealous of course, and he hates me if i jealous. if he want me not to jealous, just please stop clingy to others members.

"yoongi?" wtf i spacing out. i dont realize that hoseok already sat beside me

"o-oh, hi" i tried not too obvious that i'm mad at him

"what's the matter?" you. i hate you.

"everythings fine" i said with forced smile

"bad liar" yeah, i am. hoseok always know if i have a problem and if i dont tell him, or lie to him, he always know. he always know if i was lying.

"w-what?"

"tell me, whats wrong? you space out and not looks fine today. are you sick?" he ask me like a reporter. yeah, i'm sick of you.

"i'm totally ok"

"fine" he gave up but he dont move. he still sit beside me.

silent for a moment. I want to talk about this but I've been told him that I'm fine.

"you mad at me" he said. i sighed

"isn't it obvious?" i chuckled lightly

"why?" now, he faced me. i just shrugged my shoulders

"don't you say you jealous again?" he said. i'm not answering.

"how many times do i have to tell you stop being  so --"

"i wonder." i cut him off, he raised his eyebrow

"did you really love me?" i faced him now, with a sad looks in my face

no answer. he spacing out. i sadly chuckles, he dont love me right? he must say 'of course i love you' in a speed of light if he really do. why must he in deep