IU POV

The date for me and Luhan was this friday and today was thursday. I don't know why but... I'm kinda excited. I saw that Chanyeol and Suzy weren't talking to eachother, and it looked like they were avoiding eachother... I wonder why. Maybe they just got into a little argument.

It was lunch time and when I entered I saw Sehun talking to Chanyeol and Suzy. And then when they saw me they all became quiet. Luhan, who was besides me asked me what was wrong with them, I told him I didn't know. After a few minutes I got really annoyed.

"So... Can someone tell me what's wrong?" I asked

"What? Nothings wrong!" Suzy said

"Well, I mean... Are you guys sure?" I asked kinda worried

"Yeah, it's just that we're a little tired." Chanyeol said and rubbed his eyes

"Well... ok then, but tell me if something is wrong ok?" I told them

"Right." They all replied back

School ended and I had a feeling something was wrong. I got home and took out my diary. And wrote:

Dear Diary,

I feel that something's really off. Chanyeol and Suzy aren't talking to eachother. And it seems like all three of them. Sehun, Chanyeol and Suzy are avoiding me... Did I do something wrong? Well... Other than that, me and Luhan has a date tomorrow. I don't know why but... I'm kinda excited, and happy. I guess I really am in love with him. Gosh, how did that happen? He's such a jerk to me, and yet... I still like him... I guess that's what love does to you. But... What's the point, he already loves someone else, but he might have feelings for me right? I mean... I have a chnce don't I? Anyways, we actually don't have school tommorow because the teachers have an important meeting tommorow. Our date is at 7:00 p.m. Maybe that is too late... Nah, that's perfect. I'm just gonna wear something casual. I think I should go now. I hope the date goes well tomorrow, plus, it's almost halloween! >.<

October 25th, 2014

I stayed up the until almost two in the morning and then went to sleep. I woke up and one in the afternoon... GAHHHH! I ate a bowl of cereal for break fast and then took about 2 hours to find my outfit. And then the next two hours just to do my make up. My mom wasn't home because she was at work. Let's see... It was 5:30 p.m. so I decided to get my phone and wallet. I also double checked what I was wearing or what I looked like. I was wearing a pair of black leggings and a gray sweater on top. with a pair hightop navy converse.

It was about 6:05, and I decided to start walking. It takes about 20-30 minutes to get to the streets of hongdae. I got there 15-20 minutes earlier, but I like being early anyways. It was cold... Then I got a text from Suzy. I looked at the message and was shocked.

[Ji eun... Me and Chanyeol broke up...]

-Suzy

I.... I was shocked at the news. I never thought that they would break up... Then I saw Luhan.

"Hey, you got here early." He said

"Yeah... Luhan... Can I ask you something?" I asked. This is it... To see whether or not Luhan does have feelings for me...

"Sure. What's the question?" He asked

"Well... Do... Do you have any feelings for me?" I asked eager to find out the answer

"I-I... Why are you asking this all of a sudden... Y-You should know that I like Suzy." He said

"Right... Hah... Ofcourse you do." I said

"Yeah! Ofcourse." He said

"Have you ever had any feelings for me at all?" I asked looking down

"No...I... I haven't... W-Why would I have feelings for you?" He said, that... That actually hurt me..

"Well... I guess this is it then." I told him still looking down

"W-What? What do you mean?" He asked confused

"I mean this act is over..." I told him and walked off

"Wait... Why?" He asked, but I kept walking. Then he grabbed my arm

"Let go of me." I told him

"But, why? Ji eun I still-" I cut him off and looked at him with tears streaming down my face.

"Good bye Luhan." I cut him off and freed myself from his grip... This is goodbye Luhan... I ran back home and by then my mom was already home. She saw that I saw crying and asked me what was wrong but I ignored it and went to my room and locked it. I felt hat what I was doing was pathetic... I shouldv'e just acted like nothing was wrong. If Sehun was here, he'd help me... So I called him.

"Sehun?" I asked

"Ji eun? Is something wrong?" He asked

"I-I.." I sniffled

"Are you crying? What's wrong?!" He asked with a worried voice

"Me and Luhan... It's... Over." I told him

"The act? You guys ended the acting?" He asked

"Yeah... I don't even know why I'm still crying.." I said

"Because you love him... Don't you?" He asked

"I... I do... I think..." I said unsure of my own feelings now

"Well, tell when you're sure. I have to go now, so bye." He said and hanged up

I guess he doesn't know that Suzy broke up with Chanyeol. He must be happy when he finds out...

Luhan POV

I was shocked when I saw her there crying... I... I don't know why but... It hurted me when I saw her crying. When she said goodbye, when she left. I... I wanted her to stay. Do I really have feelings for her? Is this it? This is...it... It's all over... The time being with her... Seemed to have been one of the happiest moments of my life... But.. This is it...

IU POV

I didn't want it to end this way... But I knew this was going to hapen didn't I? And yet I still did it... I shouldv'e known... He will always love Suzy. And me? I'm just a nobody... So... I guess this is it...

This is a sad update... T-T
I was listening to exo's baby don't cry while writing this.
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