Have you ever felt like you are useless? I do, I often do. Do you know how it feels when people are expecting something good from you? Yes, burden. It has been for a little while now that i kept my emotion from overpowering myself. I kept everything to myself, i should not let anyone see how weak am i, how stubborn and useless when it comes to life. From now onwards I promise myself that i wouldn't let myself decieved by all those thing. I will be bold and strong. I promise.-SORA

It has been four months now, he brought me a book, a diary to be specific. He wanted me to let all the thoughts that i had in mind and let it out in this piece of thin paper, how weird a fragile thin paper could lift some heavy weight of thoughts. I never knew that my father would know me so well to give me a diary. I guess everyone can read me easily. And now, i'm all alone in this empty house. My parents have left me for good. It is close to midnight now, and i'm alone in this dark hour letting the windows wide open. The wind blew furiously signalling it was going to rain soon. I sigh and close my diary, letting myself up to close the window. The moon was unlikely to be seen as it was covered by the black cloud. Today is the last day of me creating a memory in this small town, i am sure that i will be back as soon as i get a decent job on Seoul. I am alone, a loner who had burden the neighbour for the past few months after my father death. He did not give me anything to inherit except this house