GYURI POV

I woke up late this morning, something that not usually do. Even my Hello Kitty alarm couldn't wake me up. Actually It's because I couldn't sleep last night. Thanks to my brain that can not stop thingking about what happened two day in a row. Yup something big happened to me in the last two days.  Two men confessed to me...yes not one but TWO most wanted bachelor in town made a confession to me. Sigh...I want to copy what Running Man's Gary always said. Ouuughhh STRESSS.

For the last past years i have decided to not open my heart for any man untill God know when. Thanks to someone who end up running away with some blonde cute little girl. Yeah she is not that little but comparing to me she is petite. ok stop rewinding now moving forward to current problem. How could I handle this situation? What kind of answer that I should say meanwhile I don't know how I feel toward them.

Okay let me recap what happened. Two days ago I had a date with Myungsoo. I have so much fun going out with him. At the end of the day Yongguk called me and he was upset. He took my phone and started confessing to me. I was too shock to react so I asked him to take me home. When we arrived, he asked me to answer his confession but I asked him to give some time and he agreed. The next morning someone knocked at my door and suddenly I had Bang Yongguk in front  of my house with a big rose bouquet. I opened the door and invited  him to come inside but he refused. Then he handed me the rose and asked me to read the card. When I read it, I felt another electric shock. He confessed to me and again I can't answer him right away and asked for a time the he went home empty handed.

Kim Myungsoo is a good man. He had a good manner and kind. He always prioritize others and that's why people love him especially women. He came from a good family. His father run a chiken restaurant. He refuse to inherited the restaurant because he want to be a pastry chef and he made it.  When we first met, he was just like a little boy but he grew as a man as time passed by. He always take a good care of me and I treat him as a little brother because we have 4 years gap between us. I must admit he treats me better than he treats Eunjung, but I never tought that he likes me all the time. It's complicated. I mean I do like him but as an older sister. But I don't know.....I can't reject him because it means hurting him and I don't want to hurt a nice guy like him. It just because I know how it feel being hurt by someone you like. At the other hand I don't have any romantic feeling for him at least for now. or shall I try to like him back? He such a sweet guy anyway.

Bang Yongguk is a good man. Altough he look cool but actually so sensitive. We barely knew each other but I felt that we had know each other for years. We have same taste on food, same interest and whenever I had conversation with him I feel comfortable. He consoled me when I was down and help me to regain my energy whenever I felt exahausted. It felt that I have found my other half.  But the problem is I don't know anything about his background. I don't know where he lived, his family, his sister, what school he attend to etc. Everything about him is mistery because he came so sudden. I can't  recognise my feeling for him. Everything happens so fast. Sometime I thought I like him but then I thought maybe I just carried away. Or maybe I just scare being hurt again. I really don't know. Something about him that makes me doubt and actually it's bothering me.

OMG I think I need some help. I need my personal getaway. I need my 911. I need my phone.

"Yoboseyo.."

"Eunjung ah I need your help fast."

"What's wrong Gyuri? It's still morning and you already need my help?"

" Eunjung ah come fast.....please. It's about your friend love life. My Love life."

"Ok...I'll be on my way. just breath normally. I'll be right there."

Thank God I have Eunjung........................................................

#doyoufeelGyuridilema?#

###Mamamia is out and i can't get it out of my head####