It's dark. No Mother don't leave me!! I'll be better I promise, like my elder sister... NOO Mother come back!! Don't  leave me!! I suddenly wake up. Haha it was just a dream ... more like a nightmare anyways.Some knocks at my door disrupting my thoughts "Miss Victoria... are you awake?" It's Molly , a made in the manor ! I clear my throat "Come in Molly." "Good morning Miss .""Don't call me Miss! Come on we've been over this Molly ... just call me Victoria! After all your the only one I can trust....." "But Miss the master.." "No buts!" "Speaking of the master I must help you get changed.." "What for??? Come on tell me!" I pout . " Okay okay I'll tell you ... but not until i dress you." " Hmm" I think for a second and soon agree."Lift your arms a bit " Molly grunts . "Okay okay." "Finished, oh Miss you're so lovely come look in the mirror- I mean well- you're indeed lovely even If your blind ." "Well ...uhm I mean I'll go bring your breakfast. Yes, that's what I'll do!" She says as she stumbles around before exiting the room. You're lovely even if you're blind.  I chuckle at the thought. I don't wish or want to be lovely ... I want to be loved.