Chapter 14! Hope you like!!
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Eunji Pov 
I had a dream, more like memories manifested in a dream.
'It was my first day in highschool, I was 14 still, Kai had come back form america after being abroad since three years ago after Lisa's death. It was a big hit for the whole family but me and Kai were the most affected, they gave us the option of leaving to america with Junmyeon or stay here. I stayed but Kai left, I felt like I had lost both of them because it was zero contact with JongIn those long and silent years. I became socially awkward, distant and cold. I hoped one day he would come back and to my surprise he appeared on my door step that morning claming he was going to take me to school I tackled him with a hug and he kissed the crown of my head while soothing me as I sobbed into his shirt. Kibum left two years prior to china for studying and handling that branch. I was left alone. Don't get me wrong I loved my father and Eunmi but they couldn't understand me. Lisa was everything to Kai and I knew that, She was a very important part of my life too, even grandmother Kim showed great love towards her claiming she was a true Kim woman because she carried the family's golden eyes with pride . She was a kind hearted girl that deserve more than she got. Kai told me all about his years in america and how he learned not o think of Lisa with sadness but remember her with love and make her live through our hearts. Kai had changed a lot, he seemed much more mature, taller, stronger and more handsome, he knew how to drive now and I found out because we left for school in his motorcycle. It felt like this was the start of something new and that everything from here would go upwards. In middle school I had no friends and nobody approached me so I thought this would be the same. But seeing him arrive at my doorstep mad me feel better about all this, it almost felt like my brother had come back and maybe that was the c