I first saw him on TV.

He somehow stood out to me.

In a crowd of people, his face was the only one I could find.

In that moment, I memorized him.

His pointy ears.

His beautiful smile.

Is there such this as love at first sight?

Because

I 

Had 

Just 

Fallen.

 

Reader, do you know how I feel?

Cursed.

Cursed, because I love someone who won't ever know that I lived, that I laughed. 

That I loved.

Sorrow is something to be shared.

Come, Reader, and share my sorrow.

 

Chanyeol.

What a beautiful name.

Chanyeol.

A song that plays over and over again in my head, nonstop.

Chanyeol, who I love so much.

Yet hate so much.

He causes my sorrow, Reader.

Chanyeol, the owner of my heart.

Chanyeol. Chanyeol. Chanyeol.

I love him.