My Dear Minho,

 

 

It has been a long time. . 

 

but why is it still has to be you?

 

 

Why is it everytime I remember the times that we're together. . .

 

 

I could still feel the hurt. . . 

 

Regretting all the memrories we've made. . 

 

The happiest days we've shared.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I miss the warmth of your hands. . 

The hands that were holding mine. .  

Our hands that were together everywhere. . 

The hands who witnessed my love for you. . 

 

 

 

 

 

I want to feel your kiss again. . . everytime I show my affection to you. . 

 

 

 

 

 

 

but. .  can it still be?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

May I still love you?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

May I still hold your hands?

 

 

 

 

 

 

May I still stare at your eyes?

 

 

 

 

 

 

'Coz it was still you. .

 

 

but. .  is it still me?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 I'll just hope. . 

 

 

 

 

 

 

That someday, you'll love me again. . .

 

 

But. . .

 

 

 

 

 

Will it ever happen?

 

 

 

They said, everything has to end. . . but I just hope, not in this way

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I did everything. . .

 

 

 

 

 

I gave everything. . 

 

 

 

 

 

weren't it enough?

 

 

 

I admit that I've also made a mistake. . and I'm not perfect for you. . that there were times 

that I've also hurted you. . 

 

 

 

 

Sorry. .

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I was also hurted . . 

 

 

To be honest. . .

 

 

 

 

 

 

I really love you so much. . 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I'm still deeply inlove with you. . 

 

 

 

They said that I should move on. . 

 

 

that I should forget you. . 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

If I could, I've already done it before. . 

 

 

 

But I can't. . 

 

 

 

Heart can be instruced but it can never be forced.

 

 

 

 

I just hope that you could understand what I'm feeling while reading this. . 

 

 

 

 

I'm sorry. .

 

 

I still love you. .

 

 

 

even if I am just an EX for you. . 

 

 

 

but in my heart. . 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

You can never be an EX.

 

 

 

should I cry right now?

 

 

 

should I cry again?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Just remember. . I'm always here . . . A contemptible EX who keeps on loving you. . 

 

Who's hoping that you'll love again. .

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Even if you already have another.