Drugs

Distrust

Betrayal

Trauma

Emotional self abuse

Her life hasn't exactly been easy these past few weeks.  She had flipped personalities overnight, and there isn't anyone that can save her.  But the only person that could possible do that hadn't been on her good side.  He had done something that she despised, but it was something so small and insignificant that set her off.  What went on in her head exactly?  And why isn't she openning up to anyone?  What will send her over the edge?

A/N: Hey guys!  So this one shot is going to be a bit different from my other stories, and looking at it right now I don't even know why I'm publishing this.  This story is probably as close to my personality as possible because this is me venting about my life and how I wish a situation would have ended.  And I comepletely at communicating and talking to other people about my problems and I never wanted to tell anyone about what's happening in my life, so here I am writing about it and letting complete and utter strangers judge me as they please.  I'm warning you right now though, this is probably more melodramatic than you're thinking right now because that's just me.  And if you know me and certain aspects of my writing, then you know I get dramatic as hell and I overreact on everything and I over-hype things like SM did with those 23 teasers and EXO.

But no, this is not an EXO fic so why am I talking about them?  This is my first Bangtan fic actually, I've been a fan of theirs only for about 3 weeks maybe.  Ever since the end of January just in time to hear about their Skool Luv Affair comeback and damnit I can't get enough of them T^T.  And since the lovely maknae Kookie is my bias, I decided to write about him.  This little maknae was the reason I got in so deep into BTS in the first place.

So to talk about how much of this fic is actually true.... All of everything it was based on.  The entire backstory is true and my own venting except for the part where it talks about the present time and the confrontation between the two main characters.  That, as you will see, it completely a figment of my imagination that I am terrible at expression and it might just seem like a total mess and fail of a fic.  Jungkook's character might be different from what you stereotype him to be, but that's because he takes on the persona of my...friend.  Just need to put that out there so you guys won't be disappointed without a warning.

I don't expect many subs for this.  I don't need it, I just want to vent about my issues that no one really cares for that I keep inside.  But yeah, enjoy if you guys want to.

I still have no freaking clue why I'm publishing this...  This is practically me committing internet suicide...

UPDATE 01/31/15: Also, if you want to check out all the Bangtan fics that I've published, I've decided (because I have published so many more Bangtan fics since this one) to make a BTS Masterpost.  If you want to see all the other fics I've published plus ones that I'm working on, just click the GIF above.  I update it every time I publish a new fic.