Suzy sighed as the dishes crashed in the sink, scrubbing the muck of them.

 

L and Suzy have been fighting non stop recently.

 

Suzy's head is spinning in all sorts of directions. 

She just can’t take it anymore.

 

I heard the door slam.

“Hey jagiya!” -L

He came up behind Suzy, his hands on her waist as he kissed her cheek.

 

Suzy shrugged him away and continued to wash the dishes.

 

He sighed “Baby please, I know it’s been crazy. The tour. The fans. The arguing. Please don’t tell me you’re still mad?”

 

Suzy sighed and rubbed her forehead “I’m just… tired”

 

Myungsoo paused. “Tired of what? Of us?...” He croaked.

 

Suzy grabed a hand towel, drying the dirty water from her hands and walked past him, not saying a word.

 

“Jagiya please… Come talk to me.” He grabbed Suzy's hand, pulling it towards him. He looked deep into Suzy's eyes.

 

Suzy's heart was breaking and she just wanted to cry. But she didn’t. “I can’t right now L… I just can’t.”

 

Suzy released from his grip and walked into the room.

 

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SUZY POV

 

I had a suitcase full of things and was on my way to my mom’s house.

 

I needed some space…

 

I needed to get away and clear my head.

 

I walked down the stairs as quietly as possible.

 

He has his headphones pulled in while holding his camera.

 

I grabbed my keys, still focusing on him, making sure he didn’t look back.

 

 

CRASH!

 

 

My keys slammed to the floor, causing L to pull off his headphones.

 

“Jagiya? Where are you going?...” His face went pale and his eyes turned clear.

 

I gulped, looking down the floor. “Myungsoo… I’m going to go stay with my mom for a couple of days… Weeks…”

 

“Weeks?” His voice cracked in pain.

 

I sighed, trying to hold myself together. I went for the door and he pulled me back.

 

“Please jagiya, I know we’re going through some bad times, but I’m doin-“

 

I sighed “I know your doing the best you can…”

 

He starting breathing heavily. “No jagiya that’s-“

 

I cut him off. “Baby, you do. I just can’t be here while you do…”

 

With that, I walked away from him and walked out the front door.

 

I sat in my car and stared at the house, wiping a couple tears away before driving away.

 

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I laid in bed, not being able to think about anything else but him.

 

Myungsoo, Myungsoo, Myungsoo.

 

How I missed him so much.

 

Having his arms around me.

Kissing me.

Holding me.

Clearly I couldn’t sleep.

 

I got out of bed and walked downstairs, hoping my mom was up to talk.

 

There she was, reading a book in the dimmed living room.

 

“Eomma!” I half smiled.

 

“Having a hard time sleeping honey?” I nodded and move my way to the couch, crawling over to her.

 

She wrapped her arms around me and kissed my forehead.

 

“I know how much you love him.” I nodded and held back the tears.

 

“Now honey, ask yourself this. If you really love him… you can’t just run away from the problem. You need to figure out a way to solve it.”

 

I sighed, hating when my mom was right.

 

Soon, I heard a guitar playing in the other room.

 

I opened the door, there I saw him.

 

He just looked at me, while playing and began to sing.

 

Soon, I was in tears.

 

I smiled as my mom stood behind me. “I always liked that boy.”

 

I smiled bigger and skipped to him.

 

He picked me up in his arms.

 

I giggled in his shoulder.

 

He softly whispered in my ear. “Jagiya, please, never leave me again. I was writing this song for you.”

 

I smiled bigger, “You were?”

 

He nodded. “I love you jagiya.”

 

I blushed. “I love you to Myungsoo.”

 

He smiled wide and his lips met mine.

 

Passion flowing by each second.

 

His soft lips tendered mined.

 

 

 

 

 

I knew, I was never going to leave him again.

I was happily, in love. ♥