A night filled with shining stars

With just you and me, let's take a walk

Along with the happy wind, my heart beats rapidly in unison

When we're face to face,

These Words that come from my heart,

"I love you, I'll love you eternally"

 

Another lonely night. I lay in my bed, staring at the ceiling. How many days have passed by?

 

I don’t know. All I know is that I am here, alone.

 

Because you are not here. Can you feel my heart beating for you?

 

Can you feel the pain of missing you so badly that I don’t even know how to breathe anymore?

 

I promise you, That my love for you will never change

I never knew your back was ever this warm

My replenishing strength whenever I'm having it rough

Thank you for loving me

 

I miss you, I miss you so much.

 

What did we do to deserve this heartache?

 

Is it because we are in love?

 

It’s just love, what is wrong with that?

It has been so long, I can feel it… every day… every hour, every minute and every second.

 

It hurts, it hurts so bad. I need you by my side, without you I am lost…. you know that, don’t you?

 

I never knew your back was ever this warm

My replenshing strength whenever I'm having it rough,

Your embrace that I like so much

 

You are already sleeping.

But I can’t sleep, keep on thinking.

 

I am so sad, so incredible sad… my heart screams for you.

 

Come back to me, oh please just come back.

I would give everything for having you by my side.

 

The world is so cold without you… so harsh and cold.

 

If only, I have you, If you're always by my side

The person treasure me more than anyone else in this world, I trust you to be that person

 

My friends are here, but you are not.

You are so far, so far from me for too long…

You know that I love you, you know, right?

 

I keep on dreaming you are with me, here with me, never leaving me behind again.

 

The thought of never seeing you again makes breathing impossible.

I need you, you are the air that keeps me alive.

 

I wish I could just board an airplane and go to you.

I would fall on my knees and ask for another chance, a last chance.

 

We are one, mind… body… soul.

When did we forget?

When you left?

 

I promise you, That my love for you will never change

I never knew your back was ever this warm

My replenishing strength whenever I'm having it rough

Thank you for loving me

 

With you I am able to withstand everything. With you the world is worth living.

 

I would withstand hell, just to hold your hand.

 

I would fight until there is no blood left in my venes anymore.

I would give it all, but I would never give up.

 

Your face, your smile, your eyes…. I don’t remember what made me love you.

 

But I did and when you left, I broke.

Like a toy no one wanted anymore.

 

My love will also be with you whenever you fall or whenever you are suffering

So that it will always be a love that shines brightly for you

A person I'm so thankful for,

An extraordinary person

The person that makes me this much happy

 

You said you would stay, but I said no.

 

You said you loved me, you loved me all the time.

 

That you forgave me for being so selfish, so self-centered.

 

You said you forgave me for being not there for you and all that mattered was us.

 

But I couldn’t let you to this.

 

You needed to go, to leave me behind.

 

Your happiness was not here, not with me.

 

No matter how much I am crying, I knew it was the only way to save you.

 

I sent you away, back to where you belong.

 

And when I saw your smiling, bright face on TV, I was able to breathe again.

 

Because I knew that if it was just once, I was able to do the right thing.

 

Just because it's you,

I know my heart starts to jump

Even if the world deceives me,

you always take my side like the nice person you are

I promise to love you forever and ever..

 

But I will never tell you the thoughts that keep hunting me.

I switch on the computer, open skype.

 

I don’t know how long we can do this anymore, but I need it.

 

I need you.

 

A few clicks, a few sounds.

 

“Hello, Heechul.”

 

I love you.

 

“Hello yourself, Chinaman.”

 

Eternally.

 

 

 

 

 

The End.

 

 

 

 

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I am really sorry for this. I just had immense feelings that needed to get out.

 

Thanks for reading.