Chen's hidden feeling 

 

Its morning and baekhyun went to record inkigayo as an MC.

 

In the dorm D.O was preparing the breakfast for the members as he liked to do it, after finishing he went to wake the members, after reaching to xiumin, chen and luhan's room, he first woke the elder ones after they left to the bathroom, he went to chen but he noticed he is having a bad dream he tried to wake him from his dream suddenly chen said in his dream "don't leave me alone please i ........."

D.O. Knew that he was talking about baekhyun, he held his shoulder and woke him up, chen opened his eyes and saw D.O then he looked around and said "its again that dream".

D.O: chen wake up you had a bad dream right? What was it?

Chen: its nothing, its not that important.

D.O: liar you were tearing as if its real and you said don't leave me alone? What was it?? Is it about baekhyun?? I know you have something to baekhyun friend but you are hiding it right.

Chen: looked at D.O and said: but i can't say it ,  if he knew it, it will hurt both of us SOB...SOB

D.O: what on earth happened between you two ? That make you so desperate? 

D.O Hugged chen and calmed him down then said: i will talk to you after you eat your breakfast, meet me in my room i will tell kai and chanyeol to not disturb, ok?

Chen looked at him and noded his head.

 

D.O brought a hot chocolate to chen, closed the door, sat beside him and said: now before you talk i want to tell you something i was focusing on your actions after the sauna day and noticed that you look so desperate you hardly eat your meals, spend most of your time in your room and become quiet unlike your personality, isolatong yourself , from that i knew that its a deep wound, so what it is?

Chen: D.O my friend thank you for your concern hmmmmm

Its all because of that day,

If i didn't hear it maybe it wouldn't turn in this way.

That time i was happy that we got accepted in the band finally after we practiced hard togather. I went to baekhyun as he promised me that we will go out and have a dinner togather. While entering to his room, baekhyun was talking in the phone with someone, i heard him saying: what don't worry he will not refuse, afterall who want to go out with a guy HaHaHa its kind of weird going in a date with chen as he is guy, actually these days he was clingy to me as if we are couples, ne noona lets go out and bring your friends, i miss hanging out with girls, ok then i will tell him about the new plan. 

he closed the call and called me, he heard my's ringphones near the door while i was crying i don't know why, baekhyun said: ya chen chen, if you are there just get in why standing there, he opened the door and found me crying while holding my cellphone. I noticed baekhyun concerns and he said: ya chen why you are crying in front of the door, something happened ? Did you get hurt? 

I was scared i didn't know what to say afterall i was hurted by baekhyun words and i finally noticed that i have feelings to baekhyun as a love one 

I couldn't tolerate it so i said to him

" baekie lets cancel our dinner date afterall am sick and hurt"

baekhyun said: what half an hour ago you were excited what happened, and where you are hurt ? Tell me?

I didn't have any other excuse i was so in deep thoughts, i just was thinking why it has to be you, i m in love with you but i can't tell you. I tried to ignore his questions but he was clingy to me till he said he will not leave me alone untill i told him where it hurts.

I cried and raised my left hand and hold my chest which was infact aiming my heart, it was to painful. 

But baekhyun didn't noticed and said: chen chen you have to rest maybe your chest hurts you because of the overwork due to practices. Rest in your room and i will call the nurse to come and see you. 

Then he was about to leave me and said chen chen i will go out and comeback at night to have dinner with you at the dorm ok, get some rest friend.

 

Then i went to my room and i was crying all the time because i didn't want to turn to one of these guys (gays) but i discovered that am in love with baekie, i know that this love is forbidden and on top of that why it has to be my best friend, i didn't want this love fate because i knew it will end as one sided love. 

 

From that day i decided to avoid baekhyun, am scared that he will not accept my feelings, disgust me and ruin our relationship as best friends SOB ... SOB

D.O: love!! sorry but i thought its a fight, anyway chen calm down, its ok after all you can't control your feeling, ne?

Chen: thanks friends, i know i surprise you with my love to baekhyun but what i can do i'm in love with him but i can't tell him, its suffocating D.O help me please.

D.O: don't worry chen we will find a solution for the time being try to do not think alot for this issue focus in you career, from my side i will think of an idea.

Chen: what, which idea? Don't tell me you will tell baekhyun please no, i don't want to lose him please, promise me?

D.O: But, Aish, OK i promise.

D.O phone rang it was baekhyun, he said: chen i got a call, hyung calm down and forget about this for the time being, try to watch the T.V. Ok.

Chen nodded his head.

 

D.O recieved the call it was from baekhyun.

D.O: Yes hyung.

Baekhyun: D.O the boss wants us to discuss something with you, me and chen so get ready i will come with the manager and pick you up ok.

D.O: about what?

Baekhyun: i didn't ask just get ready within 15 minutes.

D.O.: ok

Then he hunged the phone while trying to guess about what, until he recalled chen's story, maybe no no

impossible no one knows about it except me.

He ran to chen's room and opened the door and said: chen hyung beakhyun and the manager will come after 15 minutes to pick us, the boss wants us in something i don't know about it.

Chen: really just the three of us! what it can be?

D.O.: ne, hyung it can't be the thing about you and baekhyun right?

Chen: impossible, no one knows about it except you and me but maybe baekhyun have some complains about me as i'm ignoring him all the time, "baekhie sorry".

D.O: no it can't be, baekhyun is not lame, i'm postive its something else, hyung lets get ready.

Chen said ok even though he was hesitant to go.

 

 

what will happen to chen

lets hope it will turn out something else.

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