Lee Soo Man went on about the details, and rest of the conference was easy. We set up the date was the next week where I would secretly go with the main manager and one of the female managers to the secret doctor (It is illegal to remove the baby since I don't have a real reason so we have to use the surgery room and the doctor provided by SM Town.)

I went back out and walked slowly to the dance room where Kangin was hanging out with his gang... How should I tell him... He was just so happy! But I am selfish; I couldn't live without him... I knew it was selfish sacrificing the baby for me... I know he is going to be angry... But, I just can't leave him and raise the baby/babies alone! I just couldn't... I'm so sorry for our love string(s), but either living without Kangin was dread, no matter the thought or reality… Tears stung my eyes and my nose was so sour that I couldn’t bear and a tiny droplet of tear fell unpredictably, Kangin quickly shot a look against me and rushed over and hugged me.

“What’s troubling our baby girl, huh?” he spoke with a gentle and soothing tone…

“…Maybe it’s just me over worried…” I tried to actually sound like it, but guess he knew…

“Well, emotion problems… Deep breathes… Breath in… Out… In… Out…”

I giggled, it was so hilarious when Kangin had his serious face on for me; guess this pregnant thing got US tired out… He was too excited whilst I am too worried and nervous, he must have thought… Well, I couldn