Dear Myungsoo

My real feelings for you, dear Myungsoo.

Today, she confess that you and her dated/dating(?)not that i know the truth..

i have a little confession to make for you..read it,okay?

It has been 3 years since i first found out about you...and this heart of mine has been loving you since then.

when i read the news, i was broken hearted, my knees weakened, and tears clouding my eyes.

What upsets me the most that, unlike some of your fans who decides to blame it on you, or her or even your agency,

i can't bring myself to do that. i can't blame anyone else but myself.

You and i are 4613.99 km from each other, it's utterly impossible or you to know me, right?

but despite that, i can't stop myself from loving you and i have kept those feelings for you, the real genuine feelings for you.

Even if i'm just another Fangirl.

I know, someday i'll move on from you, you too will grow old, and might just be a pro photographer, who knows?

But even then, this little heart of mine, will still have you in it, will still beats partly for you.

So,

even if it hurts,

even if it's tiring,

but for your sake,

for your happiness,

i will get over this,

and i'll be there for you,

to watch you from afar,

achieving your dreams,

even if it's with her or someone else,

and even if it hurts me like hell,

i will always be there for you,

i will always love you.

 

sincerely,

Just Another Fangirl.

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Inspiritsusan #1
Chapter 1: it is like my Feeling
teenme14
#2
Chapter 1: thank you for writing this.. This is exactly what i feel. T.T
Ob3yDaQu33n #3
Chapter 1: Wow! You like literally just describle how i felt. Thank you for writing this and expressing your feelings
myoongsu #4
Chapter 1: thank you for this. ♥ I need this, and myungsoo needs this too. We can do it, we can do it for myungsoo. ♥