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"Omma!!"I could hear Soyeon calling for me...and soon she rushed into the attic with her appa trailing behind her, Kim Jongin

She was shocked to find me in this state...I was crying as I looked at my old diary that I had found earlier that day

{An hour before}

Since Soyeon would be having her 10th birthday party soon in our house,I  decided to spring clean the house on a calm and peaceful Sunday morning..I had cleaned the whole 2 storey of our house by myself and now I was cleaning the attic...

I stumbled upon an old vintage box that was covered in dust hence I decided to blow away the dust and hurriedly opened it...I was shocked to find my old diary filled with my one and only true love D.O....He still looked the same with those cute eyes and plump lips...it was as if he was still here with us...tears started streaming down my face as I flipped through the album and reminsce the sweet memories I had with him...My eternal peterpan..You promised you'll stay with me forever but where are you now?If only we knew earlier, we could have done something...

{Flashback}

I first met the love of my life when I was in middle school...I was a social butterfly while he was a social outcast.Being the kind person I am, I decided to befriend him...It was during recess and everyone was playing at the playground as usual and I was with my friends at the swing..I saw him sitting alone at the oak tree and some of my guy friends were making their way towards him,obviously wanting to ask for lunch money...However I ran to D.O and started talking to him,as the boys saw me and I glared at them, they backed off an ran away..D.O just looked at the ground..

"Annyeong~I'm _______!Nice to meet you!"I introduced myself cheerfully.

"An-Annyeong...I'm D.O...ur-urm Thanks for protecting me..."He stuttered a bit and looked up at me shyly

"Awww~no problem!You're so cute!hahah!"I

He blushed a deep red and smiled at me..

That smile....made my kid heart beat faster..

Since that day we spent our recess together everyday and played together....We loved calling each other Peter and Tinkerbell

I had ask him before why not Call me Wendy

And as always he'll say"Because Wendy will go away but Tinkerbell will always be by my side for eternity.."

{A few years later}

We were 15 years old now and D.O had really made progress through puberty....he was no longer an outcast.He was just like me and Is still my best friend...He was one of the school kingkas and I am also one of the school queenkas--not the mean type though

He is very close with Kim Jongin or better known as Kai who was known as an immature playboy....although I knew that he was bad,I still fell for him being the teenage girl I am. It was valentines day and It has been around 2 years since I had a crush on Kai..Although D.O told me many times that he was not worth the pain I still went for it.

On valentines day, I was at my usual spot waiting for Kai since we are close friends...the oak tree,the very spot I met D.O....He came as usual 5 mins late and we talked about random stuff and were laughing until..

"Urm...Kai,I have always liked you more than a brother since we met and I think I love you...I made these chocolates myself!Happy Valentines Day!...I hope you like it a-and.."I was cut off halfway by Kai

"Hahahahah!You really think I would ever like you the same way?Dream on girl!"he said coldly and threw the chocolates I made to the grass.

He then walked off leaving me broken...

I was crying my heart out silently with my eyes closed until I felt a strong pair of arms pulled me into a hug...I was startled hence I opened my eyes...

It was D.O!

He was smiling at me and caressed my face lovingly..

"_______ya~DOn't cry anymore!I told you he wasn't worth it didn't I?Don't care about him!I'll always be here with you and..."he paused for awhile and I looked at him with curious eyes as he stared intently into my eyes

"......I love you _____ with all my heart since the day you saved me from those boys!"he confessed and avoided my gaze.

I gigled at his reaction and he looked at me startled at the fact that I was laughing at me

"Yahh!Are you rejecting me?!"He asked obviously dejected with his big eyes popping out

I flicked his head and said

"Paboya!I always loved you too since the day that we met but you are my best friend and I was scared of losing you...."I proclaimed shyly

He smiled at me and pulled me in for a kiss.....to be precise,it was my first.Sweet & gentle

We were an official couple now and everyone congratulated us except for that Kim Jongin..

 

{5 years later}

 

Kyungsoo and I are now 20 and we are studying in Sungkyunkwan University...and so is Kai...

Since we have moved in together, we spent most of the day together although we have different classes....

I was a business major while he was an arts major...everyday we spend our break times with our friends..EXO and f(x)...

On a usual day when I end Hockey practice late and Kyungsoo will be waiting for me at home....I bumped into Kai along the way home at the bus stop...I looked at him with cold eyes and he stared at me dejectedly..

"______ya~I'm really sorry for what I've done last time!I was a immature playboy and I really regret what I did...please forgive me and I honestly do love you a lot..."He said with pleading eyes

".......I forgive you but I'm sorry....my heart belongs to Kyungsoo...YOUR BESTFRIEND.."

Just in time my bus came and I hurriedly boarded the bus without even saying goodbye...

It took around 15 mins to reach our apartment...as I pressed our house lock code and entered the house, it was surprisingly dark and as I girl I became scared..

I tiptoed my way into the living room and was pleasantly startled to find rose petals everywhere and lighted candles that made pathway towards Kyungsoo that was in the heart pathway of candles with a bouquet of roses..my favourite

  

When he saw me walk towards him, he started singing a serenaded me with XOXO and I smiled widely as he's deep velvety voice was mesmeriszing.

As I carefully stepped into the heart with him, he smiled at me and held my hand and kneeled onto one leg..

"Happy 5th anniversary!I love you soo much and thanks for being here with me...would you marry me?"He looked up at me with those mesmerizing eyes

"Yesss!!"I replied and I jumped on him

He carried me and turned us around a few times...

{1 year later}

Today is the day I'm becoming Mrs DO...I am already dolled up and waiting for the moment to walk down the aisle with my dad...

[The dress]

My heart was beating so fast and I was getting cold feet hence my dad gave me a reassuring squeeze and we walked down the aisle..

The guests were clapping loudly and I saw my Love looking at me lovingly

[The suit he was wearing above]

He looked dashing as usual

When we reached him, my dad gave him a teasing punch to his shoulder and smiled at the both of us..

The pastor said all the necessary stuff that I didn't pay attention to as D.O and i were staring intently to each other..

"Do you Do Kyungsoo take _________ as your beloved wife till death do you part?"

"YES"

"Do you _______ take Do kyungsoo as your husband and swear to be a faithful wife till death do you part?

"YES"

You may kiss the bride now

He held me in his arms and pulled me into a passionate kiss...the crowd went wild and everyone was cheering even Kai...

 

After the wedding, we went to our honeymoon at Jejudo...Once we reached the hotel, he pulled me into a hug and said

"I love you soo much and finally I have you as my loving wife.."he said that and pecked my forehead

I pulled away and said cheekily with a smirk

"Babe~~I have a present for you!"

"Hmmm...what I wonder?"he replied smirking

I caressed my stomach and said..

"I'm 3 months pregnant with our child"

His eyes practically bulged out and he hugged me

"OMG!!I'm gonna be a father.."

{5 months later}

"Oppa!Why are you coughing blood?!"I asked him 

I held him up and called my parents over to help me carry him to the car...once we reached the hospital...what the doctor said shocked me..

"Your husband is at the final stage of lung cancer..."

After hearing that I fainted.....

When I finally awoke, I was on a bed beside Kyungsoo who was also in a bed..

"Yeobo~you're finally awake!"he said cheerfully although he was looking as pale as sheet

He's rosy cheeks and plumps lips has lost their colour

"Wh-WHy didn't you tell me?"I asked as my voice cracked and I sat at a seat near his bed

He took my hand and said

"I found out when we were planning our wedding, I did get medication but didn't get treatment...I was soo happy when I found out that we were gonna have a baby but realisation settled in when my condition got worst...promise me that you will love our child like how we love each other and I made Kai promise to care for you and love you with all his heart when I'm not around...promise me okay ?"He asked and pulled me in for a loving kiss.

Tears started falling and I could just nod my head...

Soon Kai entered and D.O nodded at him..

"________ya~Marry him and live happily when I'm gone...If he breaks your heart, I'll come back and hunt him!Muahahah"He teased me

I laughed and whacked his shoulder when suddenly

"AHHH!!Painful!Omg!help me!My waterbag just burst!Ahhhh!"I screamed

Kai ran out and got the doctor while Kyungsoo held my hand and said

"_______ya~make sure our baby girl is healthy!"

I was brought to the room where I was supposed to give birth...but D.O wasn't there with me through the ordeal but it was Kai...

After 2 hours of total torture our Beautiful daughter Soyeon was born...I sighed in relief and smiled at Kai

"Oh!I need to show her to D.O!"I exclaimed

After the doctor had taken care of both me and my child, Kai pushed me to D.O's room on a wheelchair

D.O was struggling to breathe and we rushed to his side

"Ahh~_______ya~you did well!Our soyeon is soo beautiful!I love you!And ta-ke car-re of he-r..."he said with his final breath

I burst into tears and Kai comforted me with a hug

{Present Day}

"Soyeon-ah~this your real dad....I married your appa who is your real dad's best friend as promised to your real dad.."I said with tears streming down my face

She cried too and hugged me lovingly hence Kai also gave me a hug..

"Umma~can I meet my real appa?"she asked

"Yeah~let's go!"Kai said

It took half an hr to reach the graveyard..

Once we reached, I walked quickly towards D.O's grave

I placed flowers on his grave and cried..

"Kyungsoo yeobo~this is our baby,Soyeon!I am now pregnant with Kai's baby and yeah I think I can finally lead a normal life again although I still love you the most!Wait for me alright~I'll meet you when it's time...saranghaeyo~"I said finally

"Appa!I'll take care of mum and my baby brother!DOn't worry about us too much!Saranghae!"Soyeon said

"Hyung~thanks for letting me be with _____-- and so far I have kept my promise!I miss you"Kai said finally

SUddenly the birds chirped and the sun shone on his grave and I knew that he was happy that I finally let go and moved on with my life....

My eternal peterpan...I always feel your presence through the tough times and cherish the memories we had.....wait for me your tinkerbell...