“Quiet people have the loudest minds.”

----- Stephen Hawking.

Yes, it's true. I am a quiet.

That's why I like to yell. That’s why  I love to talk. That's why I need to laugh. Speaks volumes. That's why I write.

Because when everything’s silence, that voice comes. That thing. Buzzing in my head. Whispers, shouts, it’s tell a story. An alternative storie for the one God’s own.

So I open the secret windows in my mind. Pour it into the ranks of words. Creating an alternative world where I can escape. Live another life. Feel another person’s heart. Because sometimes, reality is just tedious and tiring.

Then there’s Chen. The one who can live thousands life. Which Kim Jongdae can’t even imagine.

But it turns out realization that. Chen and Kim JongDae just have one heart despite those many worlds that I have.

So I lost. When the world where I used to escape, mixed with God’s scenario. A Plot which belongs to God. I can no longer set and decorate it with my poetry and prose.

Until …I think -- I almost find another place to escape.