~Final

KOKORO

 

It all started with the cliche beginning. Sehun being in his First year of Highschool and Luhan being in his Last year as an exchange student. They bumped into each other in the front of the library, started with the shy smiles and cute pink blushes on their face then ended up together.

 

Well, that wasn't really true. The only true part was that they bumped into each other infront of the library. The rest was well, not true. How Sehun wished it to be. That day he bumped into Luhan they were staring at each others eyes and Sehun couldn't help but blush, but practically Luhan shouted at him like this "Yah! Idiot!  Why did you bump into me?! Are you really that stupid! Tsk! Stupid freshmens and their arrogant attitude!"  Then left with a huff, or maybe it was a puff. Or how the big bad wolf was in the three little pigs. Except that Luhan was a Sweet Great Angel in Sehun's eyes.

 

"Hello everyone, My name it--is Oh Th--Sehun" He blushed while looking at his other classmates, it was his first day. How could you blame big boy Sehunnie? Little boy Sehunnie. He's not really much of a big boy yet. But he will be! "Please go sit with Mr. Kim, Mr. Oh. Please Stand up Mr. Kim so Mr. Oh could see you"  Mr. Kim stood up and Sehun saw a tanned skin boy with plump limps and black messy hair.  He was also about the same height with him and so he sat Beside him. "Hi, I'm Sehun" He approached with a cute smile on his lips "I'm Jongin" He smiled.

 

 

 

 

A few days later and Jongin and Sehun became alot closer. Since Jongin was kind of the Social type, he found about Luhan. "Lu Han? Well according to my other friends who are in the same year as Him. They say Luhan has this Angel Type Sweet Face, But his personality is really far from that. They actually call him Devil Lulu. He's a mean bully to all the other freshmen and they say he only turns the Angel type when he's with his Bestfriend Xiu? Xiumin? and... He also hates guys who Love Bubble Tea. He despises them. I dont know why though. And that my Little Sehunnie, is all the things I know about Luhan. Oh and wait, He also dances and sings" Jongin smiled at him and gave the You-Like-Him-Dont-You eyebrow wiggle. Sehun just pushed him softly to the side and unknowingly he pushed Jongin to a person.

 

 

"Ouchie!" The petite male squealed when Jongin fell on top of him. "S-Sorry" Jongin said and he mentally squealed because the guy infront of him was cute, adorable, big eyes, and cute and adorable and cute and adorable and cute. AND ADORABLE. okay he was perfect in Jongin's eyes. "Its fine, but could you please get off me?" He smiled and Jongin immediately stood up and helped him up "H-Hi, I'm K-Kim Jongin" He smiled at him nervously "I'm Do Kyungsoo, Nice meeting you Jongin-ssi" He smiled cutely and shaked hands with Jongin.  Sehun couldn't help but laugh quietly because Kim Jongin the Great stuttered, Kim Jongin the Golden Social Boy felt Shy. This is like a Miracle.

 

A Few Months more and Sehun met more people. Which includes Baekhyun the aspiring Singer and Chanyeol the Great (Excuse you, Chanyeol said he wanted to be introduced that way) or Baekhyun's husband.

 

 

Sehun was walking around and he couldn't help but yawn a bit, It was around 12'o'clock' in the afternoon and he always felt sleepy at this times, well he always looks sleepy but seriously he feels sleepy right now.  He went to sit under a Tree and closed his eyes for a while.

 

 

He woke up a few minutes later hearing a soft singing sound. He looked at his watch and it was already 2'o'clock' in the afternoon, well they only had their classes in the morning today so it was fine. He wasn't really skipping. Really, he wasn't.

 

 

  사랑하게 돼버린 이제 이상 돌아갈 곳이 없어요
I, who has fallen in love with no other place to go back

 

날개를 거둬가셨죠
My wings have been taken away

 

영원한 삶을 잃었대도 행복한 이유
Even though I lost my everlasting life

 

나의 영원 이젠 그대이니까
The reason to my happiness is because you are my eternity

 



Sehun couldn't help but smile hearing the Person sing that song, Even though he only heard him speak once he remembered his voice. You could say that it was Love at First Sight for Sehun, well. Kim Jongin was like that with Do Kyungsoo, not that it matters. Sehun peaked slightly and saw his all time crush even if a few months had passed, he looked at him and continued listening.

 



"What are you doing?" Sehun's eyes went something like Kyungsoo's eyes and looked at the person behind him. "Uh--Uhmm..." The person raised an eyebrow and smiled, OH THOSE SQUISHY ADORABLE CHEEKS. Sehun mentally slapped himself for saying that in his mind. But it was just squishy and so fluffy like a Baozi--- "I'm Kim Minseok, but most of the people  call me Xiumin... And you are?" He smiled and Sehun could say he was attracted to his cheeks and to his cheeks only! For he remained Loyal to Luhan even if Luhan probably didn't remember or know him. "I-I'm Oh T-Thehun... I mean S-Sehun" He stuttered and blushed. The Squishy cheeks--- Minseok smiled at him "Luhan has a nice voice right?" He asked and Sehun immediately nodded and spoke with a cute "Yes"

 


After that day their circle of friends grew a bit more, Xiumin was in the group and also someone named Chen or Kim Jongdae. Sehun once again was walking around the campus, he looked around and blinked. "Xiu Xiu!!~" A Cute voice shouted and hugged minseok, well It was actually Luhan. "Annyeong HanHan~" Sehun couldn't help but be jealous, but he can't be Jealous. He didn't even know Luhan that much and he had no right since he wasn't actually Luhan's boyfriend. How Sehun wish he was.  He then blinked softly and went off to the library without even looking at them anymore.

 

 

 

 

 

2 Days Later, Sehun was walking around the campus. Sighing again and again. "Your going to age 10 years" Jongin said with furrowed eyebrows "Nah, he's probably going to age 20 years" Chanyeol hummed "Dummies! He's going to age a hundred years!" Chen said and tried puffing out his cheeks. "eeeww, Hyung. Dont puff your cheeks. You so aren't cute" Jongin said and squeezed Chen's cheeks. "Is that a way to treat your hyung?!" He huffed, Jongin shook his head and laughed.

 

 

Ah.. This Dummies... Sehun thought. "SEHUN-AH!!!!" Sehun looked at the shouting Jongin "WHAT!" He replied with a shout "WHY DO YOU LOOK SO SAD? AND YOU KEEP SIGHING, YOU WONT EVEN NOTICE YOUR EVER Y HANDSOME FRIENDS." He said with a loud voice "I AM NOT DEAF JONGIN. I AM NOT DEAF. STOP SHOUTING" He replied "OH OKAY." Jongin said and smiled like a fool. Sehun shook his head and blew his bangs away and then patted it. His friends were idiots really. He wanted an "ALONE TIME" and he couldn't get it because Jongin's here, Chen's here. Chanyeol's here and again Jongin. Because Jongin is a super idiot so there are two Jongin's for Sehun. That’s in one body.

 

 

 *insert ringing school bell sound here*

 

“Oh, the bell rang” Chen stared at the bell “It sang like Baby Baekhyun” Chanyeol said with sparkling eyes. “OMG OMG OMG OMG THE BELL RANG, DO YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS. IT’S A SHAWOL. IT WENT RING DING DONG.” Jongin danced and hopped happily “OH MY GOD, WHY AM I FRIENDS WITH BUNCH OF IDIOTS. YOU IDIOTS! WERE GOING TO BE LATE. OH MY GOD. WHY AM I EVEN TELLING THEM. I SHOULD RUN FOR MY LIFE.” Sehun said and immediately ran to his room before the teacher could and before he would get scolded and put outside for the rest of his lif---- subject period.

 

 

 

“GOOD AFTERNOON CLASS. DID YOU MISS ME” OH GOD. IT WAS THAT TEACHER THEY HAD, THE CREEPY ONE. SOMEONE NAMED. UHH. SOMEONE.

 

“Mr.Oh? What’s with that face?” The Male Teacher asked with a face. “Nothing Mr. Wu, You look handsome today” He said with a smile “Plus 15 points for you Mr. Oh. Okay everyone get your English textbooks”  Okay, don’t blame Sehun if he said that. Mr. Wu was a narcissist. A very big narcissist to be exact.

 

 

“Excuse Me? Mr. Wu, could you please quiet down? Me and my Class are getting disturbed by your ugly voice” Mr.Huang said, He was one of the P.E teachers here.

 

“OH IM SO SORRY MR. KUNG FU PANDA” Mr.Wu said and put his face on again “SHUT UP” Mr. Huang said. And Sehun’s head hurt like hell. WHY IS THE WORLD SO CRUEL. He thought. Two days after he saw that and now he deals with weird people. And weird happenings.

 

 

WHY MUST BE THE WORLD SO CRUEL. He asked again and ended up falling asleep on his desk.

 

 

“You wake him up.”

 

“No. You wake him up. You wanted him in the group so you wake him up.”

 

“Jongin wake him up, aren’t you his bestfriend?”

 

“Uhh… Yeah? No? Uhh…”

 

“Someone wake him up.”

 

“Sehunnie’s face looks so cute sleeping~ Luhannie~ Wake him up please?”

 

“Xiu Xiu, I don’t want to”

 

“Pretty please? With a cherry on top? Me and the other members are going to wait for you outside”

 

“Arasso” Luhan sighed, he just couldn’t resist his cute Minnie. He waited until everyone went out and looked at Sehun. “What’s so cute about this face, so Ugly. Ugh.” Luhan stared at Sehun’s face a few more seconds, well you could say his face was flawless. His nose was perfect and his lip--- LUHAN STOP. Luhan shook his head and immediately kicked the boy of his Chair.

 

 

“Ouch!” Sehun groaned and massaged his poor cute . “YAH! WHAT ARE YOU DOING SLEEPING AROUND HERE?!” Luhan shouted at him and Sehun couldn’t help but stare. An Angel. It was an Angel.

 

 

“STOP STARING YOU UGLY PIECE OF UHH… WALL. YEAH. UGLY PIECE OF WALL” Sehun smiled dreamily. “Eew, Stop smiling. Anyways we are missing one member in our Dance troupe and Since Jongin’s in the troupe and he said you were a good dance. But you’re probably horrible. Do you want to be in our Dance troupe? The school’s dance troupe.” Luhan Said. Dancing? Sehun? Luhan? In One Room? “OMG YES.” Sehun’s eyes went all sparkly and Luhan couldn’t help but cringe. “Ew. Be glad Minseok wanted you in. Anyways come with me. They are already outside”  He said with a frown on his face.

 

 

“Xiu Xiu!~ I got Sehun-ssi” Saying Sehun’s name made Luhan cringe. Badly. And yes Sehun was still in the moment of remembering Luhan’s angelic features when he woke up in the floor with his hurting. “Annyeonghasaeyo Sehunnie~” Xiumin smiled cutely and hugged him. Okay, that made Sehun stop his daydreaming “Ah, Annyeonghasaeyo Minseok-hyung” he smiled.

“First of all, Our school’s dance troup or our Dance troupe is named EXO. We have a Leader, who is Lay over there. He’s incharge of the choreography and The vice Leader is here which is Luhan, I’m Kim Minseok and I’m incharge of saying this things, oh yeah. You could also call me Xiumin” He hummed and smiled.

 

 

Dance Practice started to start and Sehun was leaving his shell, Just a little bit more push and he’d be more active. Sehun was always only out of his Shell when he was with Jongin, Chen and Chanyeol so Being in the Dance troupe was great improvement. And did Sehun ever mention how much he was even happier because He always saw his Angel Luhan?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

One Very Early Saturday Morning, Sehun went to the School’s dance room to practice. A Few days ago it was announced that they would have a competition with another school next week and he couldn’t get his steps right. So he optioned to go to the School’s dance room. He needed to get his steps right.

 

 

“Minseok..”

 

“Yes Luhan?”

 

“I.. I love you…”

 

Sehun’s eyes were wide, as wide as Kyungsoo’s or even wider. He couldn’t believe what he was hearing and just when he was about to open the door.

 

“I love you too Luhan-ah! You’re like a brother to me!” Xiumin giggled,  “Minseok, Not like that. I … I love you much more than that.. Much more than a brother, much more than a friend… Xiumin I love you… Wo Ai Ni” Luhan said with clenched fists.

 

“Luhan…”   Xiumin took a deep breathe and looked at Luhan, Luhan was staring at him with hope in his eyes “I’m sorry…” Xiumin said and Luhan couldn’t help but force a smile “Its fine Xiumin ah… Its fine… Really. Fine.” He said and left the room, but before he could continue leaving he saw Sehun with wide eyes. “Eavesdropping? That’s bad you know” He smiled fakely and tapped Sehun’s shoulder.

 

 

5 Days Later, Only 2 days more before the competition would begin and Minseok and Luhan were nowhere to be found. “Sehun, Could you please go check Luhan at this address? I’m sorry if I’m asking you to do this, I also have to look for Xiumin so..” Lay their Dance Troupe’s leader asked with a soft voice. “Aniyo, Its fine~ I’ll go.” He said and smiled.

 

 

After School, Sehun immediately went to the Address, he wanted to see how Luhan was doing. He pressed the doorbell, No One Answered. He pressed it again and still none, He knew he’d get hit later on but he opened the door (which was unlocked for some reason) and took off his shoes to look inside.

 

 

“Luhan?? Luhan hyung?” He said with a soft voice yet no reply came.  He then heard soft sounds of whimpers and sobs.

 

“Why couldn’t you love me Back Minseok? Why couldn’t you” Luhan cried his heart out. Sehun opened a door and found Luhan all pale, crying and cuts were found on his hands. His heart broke at what he saw and immediately hugged him.

 

 

“stop crying.. please stop crying… I’m here” Sehun said while hugging him tightly “Go Away! I hate you! I don’t need you! I don’t need you at all!” Luhan cried trying to push Sehun away.  “Hyung… It’s all going to be fine, I’m here hyung.. I’m here”  Sehun said trying to calm Luhan down. “I hate you…” Luhan said, he stopped trying to get out of Sehun’s hug. “I Know …” Sehun said and continued hugging him, he rubbed circles around the elders back.

 

 

A Few minutes later, He saw that Luhan already fell asleep in his arms, He carried him to his bed  and looked around, Luhan’s house was actually an empty apartment. He went to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator to see if their was still fresh uncooked food. He saw a few eggs, meat, celery and stuff. He opened the small cabinets and found pastas and ramens.

 

Sehun huffed and folded his long sleeves so he could cook properly, Sehun knew how to cook. He was actually good in it apparently. He took a pot and boiled water on it, he prepared the other ingredients and sliced the vegetables. He was going to cook a healthy soup for Luhan.   After he prepared things he needed to. He turned the stove a bit lower and put the things that needed to be put into the small pot, he closed it, washed his hands and wiped it on his school pants.

 

 

He went back to see how Luhan was.  He touched his forehead and knew that he was burning up with fever. He went to look for medicine around Luhan’s apartment but sadly their were none.  He sighed and checked on the kitchen, he turned off the stove and went outside to buy some medicine.

 

 

Luhan woke up with a dizzy head and all he could remember was Sehun being here. But he was probably dreaming he thought. He sniffed a little bit and smelled something really good. *rumble* *rumble* That was his stomach and glad thing he was alone or he would’ve blushed. He touched his forehead. “Fever” He said and sighed. He stood up. “Don’t stand up!” A voice squealed.

 

He looked at the Door and Saw Sehun panting, He raised an eyebrow. “What are you doing here? How do you know my house? Are you a stalker?” He asked fastly and Sehun almost couldn’t catch up. “Also, Why are you panting?” He ended his sentence and looked at Sehun.

 

 

“First of All, I’m here because Lay Hyung told me, Second he gave me your address. Third, I am not a stalker. And Also I’m panting because I went to buy medicine and some dogs started running after me” He smiled at Luhan and took a deep breathe. “Just lay down.” He said and went back to the kitchen. Luhan couldn’t help but follow the younger’s words.

 

 

“Here, Its Sehun’s special soup that would make you feel good! Also drink some of this medicine. Here’s water. And don’t forget to change your clothes later” Sehun said while writing something on a sticky note.

 

 

“U-Uhmm… T-Thanks…” Luhan said and blushed, sadly Sehun didn’t see that soft blush on Luhan’s cheeks. “Here” Sehun gave Luhan a note. “Just incase you forget what I told you.” He smiled and looked at his watch.  “Its not like you should care…” Luhan mumbled and Sehun heard it. “I want to care Hyung.. I want to.” He smiled and patted his head. “Hey! Don’t pat my head! I’m older than you!” He puffed his cheeks out and Sehun couldn’t help but giggle. “Arraso hyung.. Arraso~” He smiled and stood up. “Its getting Late~ Bye Hyung” He kissed Luhan’s cheek and immediately ran.

 

 

 

 

“oh my god. Sehun what did you do. You just kissed Luhan. Oh my god. He’s going to hate me forever. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh. My brother is  going to kill me for being late!” He squealed and immediately ran to his house which really wasn’t far from Luhan’s house.

 

 

“Mr. Oh, Why are you late. FOR DINNER.”  Suho (His everloving scary cute big brother) Said “Sorry Hyung, I was at a friend’s house and he was sick and ---“ He couldn’t finish his sentence because Suho was already hugging him “You idiot! Didn’t you know how much worried I was?” He sniffled, Oh boy. His hyung was a crybaby. Time to deal with His hyung.

 

A Day Later,  Sehun found out that the Competition was moved because the other school was having their exams and the Dance troupe their couldn’t be excused. Luhan still didn't go to school but he found out that he was already fine and well (Thanks to Lay the great information Hyung). Maybe he Hates me. What if he comebacks and slaps me in the face. Oh my god. I should stop thinking. focus on the practice Sehun practice!

 

"Krong Krong~?" Kyungsoo said while humming a soft tune "Yes Pororo?~" Jongin replied "I think your Bestfriend Sehun lost a screw." He said softly "He lost a screw Thanks to Luhan, don't worry. He'll be fine." He said and pecked Kyungsoo's lips. "I love you Krong Krong~" He giggled "I love you to my sweetest Pororo Penguin~" He smiled and pulled Kyungsoo to his lap while hugging him. "Ugh. Couples, So Cheesy." Chanyeol said and Baekhyun frowned "Atleast Jongin's sweet. Unlike you" Baekhyun sighed and left Chanyeol alone.

 

 

"Okay, Let's do this part again.  1. 2. 3. 4. and slide then flip a bit." Lay explained while doing the moves, everyone just nodded. "Annyeonghasaeyo, Am I Late?" everyone turned their heads to Luhan who was currently standing at the door, well everyone did turn their heads except a guy named Oh Sehun. OH MY GOSH. jaskldjklqwjelkasjdklas. I CANT BELIEVE THIS OMG OMG OMG OMG. HE'S HERE. IM GOING TO GET KILLED. I ENJOYED MY LIFE AT ITS VERY LAST MOMENT.  Oh Sehun thought and turned his head to look at Luhan.

 

 

"Uhmm... Yes you are Luhan, but we could make arrangements. Sehun here could help you with the steps.. Since all the others are busy right now and even Jongin. He's busy with Kyungsoo" Lay said while grabbing a bottle of water. Sehun shivered when his name was mentioned. Well, He was going to die. Atleast it was in the hands of the one he loved. "Okay" Luhan nodded and started doing the steps Lay did.

 

 

About 2 hours later, Everyone left except Sehun and Luhan. "Are you just really going to stand there, brat?" Luhan asked with a glare on his face. HOW COULD HE LOOK SO ANGELIC RIGHT NOW. Sehun mentally punched himself in the face for saying that "A-Ani-Aniyo.." He replied quietly and went closer to Luhan. "I-I-I'll thart--start from the top and just stomp your feet or something when you know the steps till that part and i'll teach you the rest" Sehun said fastly and once again he mentally punched his self. "Okay" Luhan said still glaring at him, he started to play the music and took a deep breathe. SEHUN FIGHTING! He squealed in his head.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"Aniyo, that's not how you dance it. You have to move your hips a bit and then sway then jump and start with the sharp moves" Sehun explained concentrating deeply on the steps, It was already 8PM and luckily he already sent a text to his Cry baby hyung that he would be home a little later. It was a friday anyway so it was okay. "Like this?" Luhan asked and repeated the moves again and yet he was still glaring at Sehun. "No... Like this" Sehun did the movement flawlessly and Luhan couldn't help but stare at the younger and think he was a bit better. Just a little bit.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The time  that the dance battle commenced, you could say that Sehun and Luhan were already close. They just were. With Sehun's smiley faces, always being considerate to Luhan, patience, being optimistic about Luhan and understanding his attitude. They ended up as really really close bestfriends. The kiss was also never mentioned again. Xiumin was also back and he also started courting Kim Jongdae a.k.a Sehun's Friend Chen. The time that the dance battle commeneced was also the time Luhan found his second love.

 

 

 

"Annyeonghasaeyo, We're B.A.P." The other school's troupe introduced and Luhan couldn't help falling for the boy behind them. "Sehunnie~" Luhan called Sehun, yes he called him Sehunnie now and Sehun called him Luhannie. "Yes Luhannie?" He asked "Could you help me with something?"  and Sehun just nodded thanks to Luhan's angelic smile and pleading eyes.

 

 

 

 

 

Oh How Sehun regretted nodding his head. After the dance battle between the two schools. EXO won and Luhan immediately went to Sehun to proceed to their plan. "i'm going to regret this..." Sehun mumbled and sighed. "Brat! Is anything wrong? Come on!" Luhan squealed, and yes Luhan still called Sehun Brat most of the time.

 

 

A Few Months Later and Sehun's heart shattered into pieces. He ended up crying every night just because Luhan and Daehyun (The guy the Luhan had been eye-ing) are now together, and its all thanks to him. Soft whimpering sounds were heard each night in Sehun's room and Suho couldn't help but feel sad. "Sehun-ah? Suho Hyung is here..." Suho said softly, no one spoke and no one opened the door... Suho softly opened the door and his eyes turned watery all of a sudden. "Shhh.... Suho Hyung is here" he mumbled and hugged a Crying Sehun. "It hurts hyung... it hurts..."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

December. No Crying Sehun was found, but a crying Luhan was found in Sehun's arms. "Let go of me!" Luhan shouted at him and tried to break free from his hug "No Hyung! We all know you need this! So please!" Sehun said still hugging Luhan tightly "I hate you! I hate you!" He screamed "I know hyung.. I know..." Sehun tried not to cry and continued hugging Luhan " I hate you so much! This is all your fault! If you didn't introduce me to Daehyun I wouldn't be so heartbroken right now!" He shouted and Sehun bit his lip and looked up just to stop his tears from falling. "Hush Hyung" He mumbled and hugged Luhan. Luhan sniffled and hugged Sehun back. "its your fault... all your fault..." A soft whisper said as soon as the snow started falling.

 

 

 

December 20th, 5 days before Christmas and Sehun hasn't seen Luhan for awhile. Sehun was avoiding him actually and Luhan was avoiding him too so nothing was really wrong. "Jongiiiinnn~ Say ahh~!" Kyungsoo said as he showed a spoon filled with chocolate cake "Ahh~" Jongin opened his mouth and was immediately fed by Kyungsoo. "Baekhyunnie say ah~" Chanyeol tried to do the same things Kyungsoo or Jongin did since he didn't want to be ignored by Baekhyun anymore "I'm allergic to Chocolates..." Baekhyun pouted and stood up "How could you not know Park Chanyeol? Are you sure you're my future husband?" He asked and puffed his cheeks leaving a Sad Chanyeol on the table.

 

 

"Pororo~ Can you just wait here a sec? I'm going to Sehun." Jongin said while chomping the chocolate in his mouth. "Okay Krong Krong~" Kyungsoo said with a happy smile on his lips. "Psst. Sehun" Jongin said and took a sit beside Sehun "What." Sehun asked with a straight face "Puffy Red Eyes really doesn't fit you, you know." Jongin said and squeezed both of his cheeks "Ouch Ouch! Hey watch it! My cheeks are precious!" He said and blew his bangs. "Yeah Yeah, anyways dude. This is the second time, why don't you just let go?" Jongin asked "I.." Sehun took a deep breathe and sighed, Why didn't he want to let go? Even he doesn't know the answer.

 

 

December 24th. "Sehunnie!! You have a visitor." Suho shouted while fixing the food on their table. "Tell them or him or her I'm dead!" He shouted and wrapped his self in the blanket. He was mentally dead, Luhan didn't even make an effort once, maybe Luhan still thought that he was at fault. Was it really his fault? It was Luhan who wanted to be with Daehyun, It was Luhan who told him to approach Daehyun, it was all Luhan. But why him? Why was he being blamed for a heartbreak he didn't even cause?

 

 

"Sehun?" A soft voice said as he entered Sehun's room and their was no mistaking it... It was Luhan. "Sehun's dead." He mumbled and continued hugging his pillow, his voice might be straight but his heart is flying around the room right now. "Hi.." Luhan mumbled "Hello" Sehun replied back "Luhan says He's Sorry and will you forgive him? He brought Bubble Tea as an Apology Present and a Bubble Tea Pillow as a Christmas gift." Luhan said and rubbed the back of his neck "Sehun says he forgives Luhan" He immediately hugged Luhan and burried his face on his neck. "I'm sorry Sehun" He said "Its fine Hyung... Its fine..." He moved away a bit and gave a smile to Luhan.  and for the first time... That was the saddest smile Suho (who was secretly eavesdropping) ever saw.

 

 

December 25th. "Merry Christmas Sehun" He said softly "Marry Christmas too Luhan hyung" He said and stared at the fireworks.

 

 

December 31th. Luhan had fully moved on and found his third love. 

January 1st. Luhan told it to Sehun.

January 2nd. Sehun was nowhere to be found.

January 3rd. Sehun was found crying in his bathroom all broken by Suho.

January 4th. Luhan didn't care about Sehun because he was too busy with his third Love

February 10th. Sehun and Luhan were close again like Nothing happen. Luhan didn't even notice.

February 14th. Luhan told Sehun that he was going out with Yunho

February 14th. The day Sehun smiled so fakely.

 

 

 

"Sehunnie~ You know being with Yunho is the happiest thing in my life, Can I ask why you never get a boyfriend?" Luhan knew Sehun was gay and he didn't care. He was too. But that question stung Sehun too much. Because the one I Love is you, You'd reject me if I'd ask you out. You dont want someone like me. Sehun wanted to say those but he ended up saying "Because I just didn't find the one yet" and smiled. What a Liar. Was all Sehun could think of his self.

 

 

March 14th. A Crying Luhan was found in his arms. It was like the scenery before except it was March and it was Afternoon. "H-He broke up with me... H-He said I spend too much time with you.." Luhan clenched his fists tightly and ended up Punching Sehun. "Its all your fault! If you didn't stick so close to me maybe he wouldn't thought that we were actually together!" That's a Lie. Sehun wanted to say, He saw Yunho a few days ago with a girl Sehun didn't know but he never told Luhan that, because Luhan would never believe me. "You Brat! I hate you! I hate you!" He kept on punching Sehun until Sehun out.

 

 

Sehun never hurt Luhan physically. Luhan hurt Sehun physically and mentally. Sehun didn't ever intend to hurt Luhan mentally but Luhan was blaming him and ended up with an accusation of hurting him mentally too. Sehun woke up in his room, his bruises were all cleaned. "I'm sorry" He looked at his side and saw Luhan crying. "I'm sorry" He repeated again. Sehun wanted to ask... Do you really mean it? but he just couldn't "Its fine Hyung" He smiled and hugged Luhan.

 

 

April 12th. It was Sehun's birthday. Everyone came, all of his bestfriends came. He was rewarded with hugs and smiles. A Cheesy Couple named KaiSoo and Baekyeol too. "Ah! Annyeonghasaeyo Lay Hyung, Please feel at home. Oh and this is my brother Suho." He said happily and left them "U-Uh... H-Hi, I-Im S-Suho... S-Sehun's brother" Suho smiled shyly and Lay smiled happily showing his cute deep dimples "I'm Lay, Leader of the Dance troupe" Everyone was their, Heck even XiuChen was their. Mr. Huang his P.E teacher and Mr. Wu his English teacher was also there... But the only one he wish to see wasn't there at all.  Luhan...

 

 

April 20th. Sehun was going to surprise Luhan today! He haven't seen Luhan a week Later after his Birthday and their was no greetings to be found, but that was okay. For Sehun it was. "Hey Jongin, do you think he'd like this roses?" He asked nervously, "He will Sehun, trust me. I know he will." Jongin smiled at him and patted his head. "I'll be going to the beach now, Goodluck!" Jongin said and waved goodbye to go to the beach where Sehun's 2nd surprise would be seen.

 

 

"Happy Birthday Luha---" Before Sehun could continue saying those words, He saw Luhan in his room in a bed with someone and they were... they were.. both ... Is this why? Is this why? Is this why he didn't attend my birthday and didn't even notice me for the past week? He asked his self and smiled bitterly and Luhan leaving the flowers and the floor.

 

 

Luhan wasn't a fool, he saw the tears that slipped Sehun's eyes.

 

 

"I'm such an Idiot! I should've given up.. I should have!" Sehun cried. Two people were trying to calm him right now which was Suho and Jongin. "Sehun..." Suho hugged him tightly and patted his head. "It hurts so much Hyung... I can't believe him... I can't believe myself. I'm such an idiot..." He was about to smack his head but Jongin stopped him "I should've listened to you Jongin, I should've listened... If I did..." He breathed deeply.

 

 

June 15th. School was back. Luhan had graduated but no Sehun greeted him with a smile. He was with someone now. But he felt so empty. He remembered Sehun's face so bright when he opened the door to his room, the beautiful roses he was about to give and he gave him a sight he shouldn't have seen. Luhan knew Sehun loved him around that time.

 

June 15th. Sehun was all gloomy. Nothing but fake smiles, fake laugh and fake happiness was found.

 

 

A Soft Piano Tone was heard from Sehun's cellphone.

 

"Hello?"

 

"Luhan says he sorry." Xiumin said and ended the call, Sehun took a deep breathe. That was the 50th call he got today. Each one saying the same thing. Even from numbers he didn't know he got the same thing.

 

 

A Soft Tune played again.

 

 

"I'm sorry." Sehun took a deep breathe and was about to speak when "I know Its not really good saying this over the phone but I'm really sorry, I hope you forgive me. Im sorry for always hurting you, Sehun I---"

 

 

"Its okay. Its fine."

 

 

"Really?"

 

 

"Ofcourse it is Hyung!" He tried speaking with an energetic tone "Its not Like i'm your boyfriend or anything, I know you have things to attend and oh look at the time I still have to do something! Bye Hyung!" He said with so much energy but here he was Crying.

 

 

Deeply wounded. That was all Luhan could think of. He wounded Sehun so badly. So Badly. He wounded him Four Times already, and the fourth really hurt alot. "I'm breaking up with you" He said infront of a guy which he couldn't even remember the name "But you did it with me, i was you first." Luhan shook his head "We weren't doing it. We were about to. Idiot." He said and left the guy their with his jaw dropping. Luhan regretted that he saw some other guy more than Sehun. But Regrets are Regrets. Its too late for that but maybe.. Just Maybe, Its not too late for him and Sehun.

 

 

 

Sehun was walking around the park. Sehun had become thinner. He had puffy red eyes, an even paler skin and a souless body. "You'll get over him soon" He kept repeating it in his head but seriously. Could he really? "Oh My Golly, Sehunnie. Are you a walking Zombie?" A Small Figure said "Oh, Hi Kyungsoo. You're not with Jongin?" He asked with a small smile on his face "No." Kyungsoo said and frowned "Got into a fight?" He asked softly "He was telling me how Tiffany and Taeyeon were so much better than me and that he'd go after them if he wasn't with me" He said while getting teary and Sehun felt his heart break. Okay, who cares about Luhan. He should care for Kyungsoo and Jongin and the rest of his friends instead. "What did you do before that?" He asked Kyungsoo while accompanying him to the bench. "I said that Baekhyun looks cute" He pouted and Sehun mentally facepalmed himself in his head because really. Jongin was such an idiot. "There There" He Hugged a crying Kyungsoo and Speak of the Devil. Jongin appeared. He glared at Jongin and Jongin couldn't help but think that he deserved it.

 

 

 

"Thanks Sehunnie. I should really be the one comforting you right now but you ended up comforting me instead." Kyungsoo pouted and hugged Sehun "Don't worry, Get well soon. Mmkay Hyung?" He asked and smiled at him, Kyungsoo nodded and smiled back. "You really sure you don't want to stay over for Dinner?" Sehun shook his head and bowed his head "Bye Hyung" He hummed and left, not waiting for Kyungsoo's reply.

 

 

*BLAG*

 

 

"Just because Your Luhan isn't here doesn't mean you can go Flirt with MY KYUNGSOO!" He punched Sehun again "You dont even know how much it hurts and you do this?!" Jongin was furious but so was Sehun, Sehun was Furious and Tired. He punched Jongin "YOU IDIOT! YOUR TELLING ME THAT IM FLIRTING WITH KYUNGSOO? JUST BECAUSE LUHAN ISN'T HERE?! YOU SHOULD KNOW JONGIN! YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT I WONT EVER GO AFTER A GUY WHO'S WITH SOMEONE! AND JONGIN YOUR MY BESTFRIEND, DID YOU EVER THINK I COULD BETRAY YOU?! DID YOU?!" Sehun was crying, Jongin felt guilty. He was supposed to make his Bestfriend feel better and good. Not Hurt and Crying. "I'm sorry" Jongin said, Sehun chuckled "Your the same with Luhan, but difference is. I can forgive you easily. But I don't know if I can forgive him, He didn't do anything wrong. He has a Life and it just isn't me." Sehun cried and hugged Jongin tightly, falling into darkness before he could hear a shout "Sehun!"

 

 

 

 

 

Sehun woke up, blinking a few more times before his vision got clearer. "Hi" An angelic voice spoke, He told himself not to cry infront of this person anymore. But he couldn't... Could He? "Please don't cry" Luhan hugged him.  Why was Luhan here? Where was Jongin? Where was Kyungsoo? Whose room is this?  "Sehun-ah" he whispered and fixed Sehun's bangs "Hyung's back, Hyung's here. Hyung wont leave you anymore" He smiled "Hyung will protect you, because Sehun I----" before Luhan could finish he felt a pair of lips on his own. "I love you Hyung, you don't know how much I wanted to say those words. Ever since I saw you, I always wanted to say those words" Luhan looked at the Young Man who looked like a little boy. Crying so much, wiping his continous tears with the back of his hand. "i love you too Sehun-ah~ Luhan loves you Alot" He hugged Sehun and kissed him.

 

 

 

 

Years passed, Luhan and Sehun's relationship was going strong, their were Fights and Misunderstandings but they solved everything together. "Luhan Hyung! I'm so proud of you, Your already Graduating and Leaving me here in College" Sehun pouted hugging his Hyung. "Pabo, we're still living together anyways" He smiled, Both of them were Living In together in one apartment that both of them worked hard to buy. "I Love you Hyung"

 

 

"I Love you too Sehun-ah"

 

 

 

Dear Luhan,

 

 

By the time you read this, I must've have left this world.

I'm sorry if you need to feel sad again.

Did I Heal all the wounds in your Heart?

I Hope I Did ^____^

 

Hyung, Thanks for spending alot of time with me,

I Couldn't even graduate College Could I?

Thank you for being with me.

 

Take Care of my Heart Okay? Its all yours now.

Oh, It was yours ever since I saw you. How silly of me :)

 

Hyung, Are you crying? Don't cry?

It hurts seeing you cry, Right now. I can't wipe them. I'm sorry.

I love you Hyung, I can't write much anymore, They said the Operation's starting soon.

 

Take Care Hyung. Sehun Loves You!

 

Love, Your One and Only. Oh Sehun.

 

p.s.

 

Please Move On, It would be better. So smile okay?

Move on. But please let me stay in your Memories.

 

 

 

 

 

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Okay, So It's done. The last part seems rushed. Sorry :V

If you didn't get it uhmm.... Luhan had a heart disease so yeah. Sehun gave him his heart.  Okay and so it seems that it looks like Sehun's heart was much much much more wounded than Luhan. But Luhan ended up having the heart disease because I said so. Sehun loved Luhan too much so yeah he gave him his heart than watching him die. Uhm.. I don't really know why I'm explaining but I am because I Can.  So Yeah. That's what practically happend :v Sehun's heart wounded given to Luhan = Healed. AND YES HIS FRIENDS CRIED OF COURSE THEY WOULD. THEY ARE NOT HEARTLESS PEEPZ. OKAY LOL.

 

 

And I didn't proof read it. Lol :3 Too Lazy. Badum Tss ♥♥♥

 

Okay. Bye ^u^ even if the contest is Gone I'm happy I finished this oneshot.wished it was more angsty.too bad it wasn't.

 

 

Maybe its not my forte? *pouts* Oh well and yeah sorry if it seems rushed. I swear it wasn't because the contest was gone, my mind was being beaten to pulp and I didn't know how to continue it around when Luhan said I love you too, because if I continued it it would become a chaptered story one shot. Uhh. Yeah. So Bye :3

 

 

~MissFluffySoo♥

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oppaismyhusband
#1
Chapter 2: I didn't cry, but my heart hurt and Sehunnie was too innocent for his own good, omfg. Why you gotta go back to the guy who hurt you like 4 times bruh? Anyway, it was really good~!
ohnana_exotic
#2
Chapter 1: Heol, you're really expert in this kind of stuff
leedino #3
Chapter 2: T-T Hunhan feels.... sequel? YESSS
sehunivora
#4
Chapter 2: T__________T I cried so hard, you know? ;___; and yes! sequel please! I beg you! ;______;
Let me cry again, OMG, I love it ;_;
myotterprince #5
Chapter 2: I want to sequel