I'm sitting on my bed, just letting my hair dry. I'm like this every morning, I just can't go outside of my house with my hair wet. Lmao. My name is Chanyeol by the way. Park Chanyeol. Anyway, it's raining heavily this morning. I knew this would happen, when I looked at the sky last night. Now I'm thinking whether to go to school or not. It's just a seminar anyway. I'm blasting my earphones with music. Yes, K-pop. [>] On rainy days -Beast Yes, I'm a Beast fan. A hardcore fan. This song is so sad. He loves the person so much even after they broke up. When it rains, he remembers the love he still feels for her, the love that he hid through all those smiles. He smiles, why? Because he thinks that he has no right to be sad, cos' he was the one who didn't held onto her. Because of his pride. Yup, pride. 'Damn that pride.' I thought to myself. Everytime I'm alone I remember him. I remember my last boyfriend. It was about a year ago. Was TOO long, yes? Why? I don't know why! I think I still love him. I'm not sure too myself. I remember how we got together. He was a bit annoying at first, but yeah, he kept being annoying. But, I.. uh.. kinda liked it of course. His name is Kim Jongdae, or Chen. As he likes to call himself that. At that time, I had a hot boyfriend, his name was Kris. Will you listen to my story? Or should I say, me and Jongdae's story? Well, there's still many stories to go.. but, don't complain~! ^__^v So here it is, let me take us one year ago. March 2012. That time, I was dating someone. His name was Kris. Kris is kind of your typical teenage boy who repeated his fourth year in high school for 3 years. Well, not so typical, I guess. But I love him. He's not my first boyfriend though! I was kind of a fool before, you know, playing around people's feelings, bcos I know thet like me, whatsoever. But it didn't stop with Kris though. I still did it. But I know I love him. Abd I know he loved me too. I was so sure. Atleast that's what I knew. Kris and I lasted long, well, not that long. But it was for me, compared to other relationships I had. Even if he was kind of a deliquent, he cared for my studies. He even scolded me at times, when I refuse to go to school or don't do my homeworks. But one day came, Jongdae texted me. I didn't know it was him at first, because he was my classmate during elementary and I was in highschool the time he contacted me. So, of course I didn't ignore him. We became friends. "You know, I liked you even when we were classmates back then." I was shocked. I don't know, maybe because he still told me that even he knew I had a boyfriend? "Really? Why did I not notice?" Hm, jongdae's looks is not so bad. He's cute. But I can say Kris is handsome. He's hot. The type of man that you'll drool of. Days, weeks pass, Kris and I are starting to grow apart. I don't know, it just seems like he's growing apart from me, and I don't seem to even care. Can you even understand my point? Huh reader-nim? I'm lost here. (Disregard the last three sentences. I'm a retard.K, on with the story) And as I'm noticing, I'm being on good terms with Jongdae. Too good, I think. Then he started courting me. Shocker? No? Okay. And I let him. Shocker? No again? Okay. Kris and I broke up. I don't know, it happened all so fast. One day, I'm on me and Kris' own world loving each other, then one day Jongdae came crashing in then brought me to his own world. Yes, I love him. But I didn't admit it to myself of course. I'm your Chanyeol derping thinking he's so handsome. But I really am, right? Okay, I know. (Are you feeling what I'm feeling? Please say yes.) Jongdae annoyed me to answer yes and become his boyfriend. But of course I acted like he forced me to say yes \(^~^)/ "Please say yes." "But jongdae.. I told you, Kris and I just broke up. Can't you even understand what I feel?" "What about you? Do you even understand how it feels? I's been weeks, Yeolie.. This hurts.." "Jongdae.." "I'll make you forget him." "What?" "I'll love you as much. Damn, even more than he loved you." "R-Really? But I don't love him anymore. I told you that." /blush blush/ "Look, I know you still love him. I can feel it. I'm not stupi--" "You look like one." "Owww kay.." "Continue" I said while laughing. He's cute, see?! "And I know you love me too, deep down in your heart." "Hmm, not sure." "So, will you be my boyfriend now?" Jongdae likes me that much. (A/N: IS IT OKAY SO FAR? COMMENT FOR SUGGESTIONS PLEASE!) "Okay! Fine fine! *acting annoyed* Sure, I'll be your boyfriend." "Yahooooooooo!!!!" Jongdae jumped up and down, unable to hide his excitement. And I just watched him, amused. I think I'm falling. Will he really catch me? ~~BACK TO PRESENT TIME~~ My thoughts were cut off by my bestfriend's text. "Hey, we're going to school today. Even if you won't, I will." '.' I thought to myself. Don't get me wrong, my bestfriend and I love each other. It's just... the way we love each other. Hahaha! I ended up going to school today. It's SUNDAY for pete's sake! We arrived at school around 8:00 am. And the seminar started around 10:00 am. ISN'T THAT SO WONDERFUL! /insert chanyeol's derpy sarcasm/ We just open-mouthedly watched the volunteers teach us first-aids and stuff. It was so B O R I N G. There was this one 'Dragging' he taught us, the way you're supposed to drag the injured victim, it was so funny I laughed my off! I think it's called "Fireman's Drag(?)" It's like two men ing. Seriously. My bestfriend baekhyun and I decided to escape. Since we can't take it anymore. We saw some students going outside and buying some food. Baek and I looked at each other goofily. We looked at our classmate Xiumin who as busy eating his steamed bun and asked, "Can we buy outside too?" I asked him. "Yeah, we bought lunch. These guys are making me hungry. I wonder where Suho went.. SUHO!!!" Xiumin shouted with food still in his mouth. Baek and I bursted in laughter. "Even with our bags? I mean, we can't just leave our bags here." Baek said. Xiumin looked at us, I mean stared. Then smiled sheepishly, "Yeah sure, you can." Baek and I stealthly moved our way to the back then ran with all our might.. while laughing retardedly. We went straight to the mall, we decided to buy snacks. The mall is just a block away from our school. Lucky us, huh? We're laughing so much, walking on the way to the mall. Baek and I are retarded, we know. I sighed. Heavily. "What wrong, Channie? Baek asked. "Nothing baekhyun ah.." He left it drop. But honestly, I was thinking about Jongdae. What he was doing right now, Is he eating alright? Is he safe? Because I don't know. Really. Jongdae's still not contacting me. No matter how many text messages I sent. I think he's not texting me for about a month now. He texted me last night though! "Hey" "What?" I replied. No replies after that. How great. Oh, did I mention we were not together anymore? For a year now. We were like this, after even I broke up with him, he still loved me. Of course I loved him too. But there was no commitment. We just loved each other. For us, that was more than enough. Anyways, *sniff sniff* Baek and I bought snacks. Chocolates! I love chocolates. I think I'm obsessed with that dark brown thingy. It's still raining heavily. Good thing my aunt gave me an umbrella. "Gosh, when will this rain stop?" I asked myself while preparing my umbrella. "There's a possibility that the classes will be suspended, if this continues." Baek said. We exchanged goofish looks then laughed. While walking, we saw a very handsome man. He was tall, but about as tall as me, I think. He kinda looked like a panda with the dark circles under his eyes! Baek nudged my elbow. I knew what that mean. He noticed the handsome guy too. This . "You ." I whispered. "Oh yeah. You're a Channie." Then we noticed something.. his bag.. It's.. Gucci. I think it's weird. I don't know. I went home. Slightly wet. With jongdae in my thoughts, I fell asleep. My heart feels so heavy. ----- (A/N): What do you guys think? Hmm please comment~! ♥ tell me your honest opinion about this :) Should I continue it? What? :D