Kneeling down on the hard floor, with both of his hands over his lover’s grave, Baekhyun tears wouldn’t stop from falling. The only question he could ask now, why did his lover lied to him, how could he even think about leaving him? Why didn’t he keep fighting his illness?

Baekhyun lifted his small fists in the air and started to punch his lover grave, thinking about their beautiful memories, thinking about their promises and thinking how empty his heart was now, that Chanyeol, is lover, was gone. Somewhere far away from this world.

“ Baekhyung…” Kris whispered at the crying mess boy and held his fists together “ Let’s go home.”

“ No… I still want to do s-something…”  

The crying mess boy got up from the floor, his knees hurting him for being in the same position for so long. With his white slender fingers, Baekhyun took off a small paper from his pocket and with a soft voice, he read his letter to his lover.

My love,

i know that you’re gone, that you left me without wanting it yet i can’t stop from hating you a little bit, you always knew how y i can get don’t you my handsome chanyeol?

Before you died i didn’t have the chance to say that i love you more than anything because i was mad at you, i was mad because i thought you were cheating on me yet i was wrong, i was fully wrong. While you were trying to survive to your illness i was being a completely jerk. I am so sorry for that, i should have been next to you, like every single does when their lover’s are sick but i didn’t know. Why in this hell didn’t you tell me about your illness? Why Chanyeol?

I’m here in front of your grave, crying all my heart out because of you. You left me in this world full of darkness chanyeol, i wanted to give you a last kiss, i wanted to tell you i love you yet you left without even warning me about it.

I’ll burn this letter so you can hear everything that i am thinking about your left.

I love you Chanyeol, you’ll be forever the only one in my heart.

Baekhyun.

Baekhyun lifted his trembling hands in the hair, grabbing the small paper between his fingers and a lighter as well. Once one of his tears ran down his cheeks, he burnt the paper and let out a painful scream before falling down on his knees and watch the paper burning while flying high and higher towards the gray sky.

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